What to do when your first love cries and asks for reconciliation?

Late at night, everything was quiet, with only a dim light on at the head of the bed.

Su Huai embraced Gu Yu from behind and rubbed his chin against her shoulder affectionately.

"You've lost weight recently, why don't you eat well?"

As I spoke, salty tears rolled down uncontrollably. I couldn't remember how many times I had cried.

During this period, Gu Yu kept asking himself, is everything now what he wants?

He was deprived of his freedom and kept in captivity like a pet. He had no cell phone and could not contact the outside world. Even his HG, which he had worked so hard to build, could only be taken away by others.

Even though he had anticipated Su Huai's madness, he never thought it would be like this.

Outsiders don't even know whether she is dead or alive.

And every time, Su Huai chose to chase after her pain and lick away her tears bit by bit.

"I said I wouldn't leave, why don't you believe me?" she sighed.

However, Su Huai grabbed Gu Yu's back as if she was grabbing the last straw, and almost wanted to penetrate her flesh and blood and merge her into his body.

"Can we not talk about this?" The sobbing voice sounded particularly fragile in the darkness.

Gu Yu didn't think so. Su Huai looked extremely humble on the surface, but only she knew that this feeling was like being entangled by a poisonous snake, with its fangs always at the neck, waiting for the opportunity to strike.

She turned over and looked into their eyes. "We should have a good talk. If we continue like this, you won't be happy, and neither will I."

Hearing this, Su Huai laughed softly, and said almost through gritted teeth: "You are wrong, I am very happy."

Finally, she added: "As long as you are by my side, I will be happy."

"You've already made plans. You've gone to great lengths to get close to Shen Bozhou and get SC to invest in HG. Even Shi An inviting you to join HG was just one part of your plan."

"Just for today, right?"

In order to have absolute say, they took HG away from me and left me with nothing.

Su Huai no longer concealed it. She was just a little surprised that Gu Yu had known about it for a long time.

knew….

Good to know...

"Yes, that's the only way. If I break your wings so that you can no longer fly high, then you can't leave me, right?"

Her tone was innocent, as if these were just trivial matters to her.

"You are such a lunatic." It sounded like an exclamation, but it seemed so insignificant in the endless darkness.

Su Huai seemed not to hear her scolding. Just like countless times before, he naturally lowered his head and kissed her.

The delicate kisses moved down along the eyebrows, passed the tip of the nose and the chin, and finally reached the delicate collarbone.

Gu Yu's collarbone is very beautiful, as if it were natural, and even more exquisite than the works of art displayed in the museum.

Su Huai slowly closed his eyes and felt the heartbeat that only appeared in dreams.

The collar of her nightgown had been completely loosened, but her lips, which were buried in his chest, suddenly paused.

The dazzling incandescent light lit up in an instant, causing Gu Yu's eyes to hurt. Physiological tears flowed uncontrollably, and the hot body on his body disappeared.

When I came to my senses, I heard a person standing by the window, rummaging through a drawer, making a lot of noise.

After seeing clearly what Su Huai was holding in his hand, Gu Yu was slightly stunned.

That's a medical stethoscope.

Then, Su Huai squatted beside the bed without saying anything, lifted the corner of her clothes, and looked serious with indescribable concentration.

She listened with a stethoscope for more than ten minutes, during which time neither of them spoke.

A final sigh of relief finally broke everything, and Gu Yu asked first: "Is it because my heartbeat just now was abnormal?"

Su Huai didn't answer, but just put his head on her chest, with only a thin layer of pajamas between them.

The ears pressed against the soft spot, and the beating there was steady and orderly, indicating that it was not in danger for the time being.

"Yeah, I'm scared." She raised her eyes, and her pair of dark pupils reflected the outline of her lover opposite her. Without dodging, the two of them let down all their guard and looked into each other's eyes.

As if they were in a silent confrontation, Su Huai stopped talking. Gu Yu slowly closed his eyes, his face full of fatigue.

Having just recovered, her current physical condition is not strong enough to support her to endure such great emotional ups and downs.

Su Huai thought she didn't want to see him, and his heart suddenly sank. The fingers on Gu Yu's waist curled up unconsciously, and finally moved away slowly as if giving up.

“Have you ever heard of a broken heart being reconciled?”

With a very light tone and after seven years, they were finally able to face their own hearts.

The silent sighs in the room seemed to be telling someone's sorrow.

"In fact, there is no reconciliation." Su Huai laughed, but this laugh contained endless pain, and also a bit of relief at surviving the disaster, which was difficult to understand.

“If a mirror is broken, even if you patch up the cracks bit by bit, it will never go back to the way it was before. It will always be different from when it was new.”

“But fortunately, it’s better to stick to it than not to stick to it.”

The cracks in the mirror can never be erased. They remain in place, constantly reminding the two people that they can never go back to the past.

Gu Yu forced his eyelids, which were becoming increasingly heavy, to open and raised his head from the warm embrace.

"What do you want to say?"

“I want to say, what if this mirror had never been broken in the first place? What would you do?”

Gu Yu miraculously sensed tenderness in her cold gaze.

No, even more gentle than usual.

There are many terrible things in this world, but in Su Huai's cognition, the most terrible thing is to pin all the love and hatred of a lifetime on one person, and then that person leaves quietly.

All the separation, confusion, hardship, pain, loneliness, and not even an explanation.

Fortunately, the other party left her a glimmer of hope.

Su Huai sometimes thought that if it weren't for that diary, she would probably really hate Gu Yu.

I hated her for leaving without saying goodbye, I hated her for abandoning me, I hated her for being so stingy that she didn't even want to say goodbye.

Seven years later, she finally had the ability to say, "I will protect you."

Without waiting foolishly for the other person's answer, Su Huai chuckled and said, "Leave everything to me, okay?"

"Just rest and recover. I'm here, and no one can hurt you."

Finally, she seemed to be comforting Gu Yu, or perhaps comforting herself, and she kept murmuring, "I'm here... I'm here..."

What Su Huai feared was that Gu Yu, who had regained power, would choose to leave again. Even if his original intention was for her, she would never accept it.

Either be together or die together.

*

Gu Yu could never understand what Su Huai meant when he said that the mirror was not broken.

Su Huai did not mention it again, as if nothing had happened.

Apart from follow-up visits, she hardly ever left the house.

Life seemed to have returned to the past, except that I had less freedom than when I lost my memory.

Every day she waited obediently at home for Su Huai to get off work, and Su Huai was always busy in the kitchen just before dusk.

Compared to when he lost his memory and knew nothing and was always sticking to Su Huai, Gu Yu became extremely cold after regaining his memory.

The scene changes from her chasing after Su Huai to Su Huai hugging her every day as if he has a skin craving disorder.

Gu Yu hasn't experienced such a leisurely life for many years.