What to do when your first love cries and asks for reconciliation?

So Su Huai tried to make amends, his voice unusually gentle.

“That’s not what I meant.”

Upon hearing that there was a turning point, Gu Yu's dull eyes immediately lit up.

He said anxiously: "Then tell me what you mean."

Su Huai did not answer immediately, but turned his head to look at the anxious Gu Yu, his eyes full of deep affection.

There was a red light ahead, so she stopped the car and then began to answer slowly.

Gu Yu listened very seriously, more attentively than in a math class, as if Su Huai was explaining the most difficult points in the exam.

"Because I couldn't see you for those seven years, I had to force myself not to think about you."

“To use an analogy, it’s like the water in a reservoir.”

“Those seven years were like the rainy season, and my love and longing for you were like the water stored in the reservoir.”

"When the water reaches a certain height, the floodgates must be opened. I don't want this water, which means love and longing, to drown me completely."

“So I can only keep raising the dam to forcibly reduce the weight of the water in my heart.”

“Because it only exists at a relative height, the water is decreasing relative to the dam, and the dam is my heart.”

“So, the longing and love in my heart seem to be decreasing.”

"But raising the levee is nothing but self-deception, just like me brainwashing myself every day saying I don't love you."

"Deceiving yourself to minimize your longing will only make the accumulated emotions in your heart become more and more turbulent."

"For seven years, there have been heavy rains every year, and the water levels have continued to rise. It has reached a point where I can no longer repair the dam."

"And this is when I see you, the moment we meet again."

The principle is very simple. Su Huai believes that with Gu Yu's intelligence, he will understand it immediately.

What she wanted to say was, my love for you has never diminished, but in order to continue to be a normal person, I have to forcibly weaken the weight of this love in my heart.

The way I weaken it is to find a reference for it.

So, in fact, my love for you has never changed. It has neither decreased nor remained the same.

I try to let time dilute my feelings, but they will eventually burst at the moment of reunion.

The car returned to silence, the red light turned green again, and the road ahead was unobstructed, just like our love.

After hearing this, Gu Yu couldn't calm down for a long time. The waves surging in her heart were sweeping away everything, with a devastating force that was unavoidable.

In fact, she is not good at speaking. Although she and Su Huai are both science students, she is not like Su Huai. She can get close to full marks in every subject.

Gu Yu learned everything very well and very quickly, except for two subjects: Chinese and English.

It is said that girls are naturally more emotional, but she is not like that.

She is used to looking at Chinese language questions with a scientific mindset. Even when writing essays, she always likes to list data for analysis.

Is this what Chinese language is about?

surely not.

Do feelings need to be analyzed?

No need.

Does love require weighing the pros and cons?

For Gu Yu, it is necessary.

Otherwise she would not go abroad.

Gu Yu admitted that she might never be able to do what Su Huai did in her lifetime and say the most touching love words in the world.

In her eyes, mountains are just ordinary mountains and water is just ordinary water.

In Su Huai's eyes, the mountains are the green hills on both sides facing each other, and a lone sail is coming from the horizon (Note 1); the water is the Chu River opened up by the broken gate of heaven, and the clear water flows eastward and returns here (Note 2).

Gu Yu considers herself dull, rigid and boring. People like her deal with various data theories all day long.

At this moment, the saying is true: one only regrets not having read enough books when one needs them, and one does not know how difficult things are until one has experienced them (Note 3).

After waiting for a long time without hearing the person next to him speak, Su Huai turned his head in confusion and ran straight into those burning eyes.

She then gave an extremely gentle smile: "Why are you staring at me?"

Seeing her smile, Gu Yu also smiled.

She slowly opened her mouth and said, "Because I love you, Su Huai."

Because I am not good at speaking, I can only repeat "I love you" ten thousand times.

Su Huai laughed and said angrily, "You're so smooth-talking."

But is this really a blame?

Of course not, this is an acknowledgement of the three words "I love you".

Su Huai silently repeated in his heart, I love you too.

*

The next day, the hospital issued an emergency announcement, announcing that Xu Qingsong would temporarily serve as the acting director of the municipal hospital.

This undoubtedly confirmed the rumors that Zhang Ruifang had accepted bribes. He only served as dean for one day and was not even the official dean.

Being taken away by the Anti-Corruption Bureau on the day he took office was a strange news in the world and inevitably made the entire medical community laugh at him.

In Jiang Tongcai's office, Su Huai sat on the reception sofa and sipped tea casually.

As for Jiang Tongcai, who was sitting opposite her with an anxious look on his face, he acted as if he didn't see it.

After she had tasted enough tea, she put down the cup.

Then she crossed her legs again and her sharp eyes fell on Jiang Tongcai's face.

"Director Jiang, you're too impatient. Xu Qingsong is just an acting dean. This is just someone they randomly appointed to deal with public opinion."

After Su Huai finished speaking, he prepared to stand up without waiting for Jiang Tongcai's response.

Jiang Tongcai also stood up and asked anxiously: "Then who were those people who took you away yesterday?"

"From the Anti-Corruption Bureau." Su Huai didn't intend to hide it.

“Anti-Corruption Bureau?”

Jiang Tongcai was stunned, because Zhang Ruifang was taken away by the Anti-Corruption Bureau, and everyone knew why he was targeted by the Anti-Corruption Bureau.

Once you are targeted by that group of people, it is almost impossible to escape unscathed.

But Su Huai not only escaped unscathed, he was even able to go to work as usual today...

Before he could continue thinking, Su Huai continued in a nonchalant tone:

"They are just a bunch of blind people. Director Jiang, don't worry."

This simple sentence once again refreshed Jiang Tongcai's understanding of Su Huai.

What a blind thing, the Anti-Corruption Bureau...?

He couldn't put the two words together anyway.

Seeing that Su Huai had already walked to the door, Jiang Tong moved his lips, wanting to say something but stopping himself, and finally said slowly:

"I'm glad you're okay..."

After coming out of the office, Su Huai did not return to his own office immediately, but turned around and went to Xu Qingsong's office.

After all, he has been promoted, and as a junior, I should go and congratulate him.

I knocked gently, but there was no answer for a long time.

Just as I was about to push the door open and go in, another kind doctor passing by reminded me:

"Director Xu has two surgeries this morning and won't be back until after noon."

"Doctor Su, if you have any urgent matters, you can go to the operating room to see him."

Su Huai was stunned for half a second before waving his hand and saying, "It's nothing urgent, go ahead."

Back in his office, Su Huai sat in his office chair and stared out the window without blinking, his fingertips rubbing his chin.

The appointment of Xu Qingsong was not surprising, but the non-appointment of Xu Qingsong was surprising.

Among the younger leaders of the hospital, Xu Qingsong has outstanding professional abilities and a strong background, and there is nothing to criticize about him.

If we don’t choose him, are we going to choose Jiang Tongcai, who has no political background?

The question we need to think about now is how to push Jiang Tongcai to that position...