What to do when your first love cries and asks for reconciliation?

Su Huai was not in a hurry to get in the car. She was thinking about whether to explain it clearly or continue to hide it.

He sighed imperceptibly, turned around and walked around the front of the car to the driver's seat.

He opened the car door and got in in one smooth motion.

The car was extremely quiet, with occasional sobs, and Gu Yu huddled in a corner of the seat.

Her hair concealed her entire expression, and only the occasional shaking of her shoulders revealed her mood.

After fastening his seat belt, Su Huai did not start the car in a hurry. His lazy eyes kept glancing around, but they never fell on Gu Yu.

After a while, she said in a tired tone: "Do you want to hear my explanation? Or, do you want to know the truth?"

As expected, there was no answer.

But it doesn’t matter. What she wants is for Gu Yu to hear clearly and not need to answer.

But the sound did not sound again. Su Huai held the steering wheel with both hands and was not in a hurry to explain.

As the car body moved slowly, the sunlight shone inch by inch on the custom paint worth more than 4 yuan.

At night, the Porsche is a true thug in a suit, but during the day, it is an elegant and noble lady.

It shows the owner's taste everywhere and attracts a lot of attention when driving on the road.

The bustling streets and cities with tall buildings on both sides gradually receded until they disappeared from sight.

It was not until they got on the highway that Gu Yu realized that this was not the way home.

She turned her head away, deliberately avoiding looking at the person beside her. She just stared blankly at the scenery outside the window, and the vast green fields came into view.

With the air conditioner constantly running, the tear marks on my cheeks have solidified, and the tight skin magnifies every subtle facial movement several times, causing pain.

Cars whizzed past from time to time, and every car on the highway was driving very fast.

Several times, when he saw the car body approaching, Gu Yu couldn't help but want to scream, but in the end he held back.

The emotions that had been suppressed with great difficulty burst out again during the long daze.

Didn’t Su Huai say he wanted to explain?

She did not answer. With Su Huai's intelligence, how could he not see the tacit consent implied in her silence?

Is the explanation useless, or is this the truth?

Gu Yu thought that he had given Su Huai face by not making a big fuss, as that woman was not so arrogant as to come to him.

They must have had sex more than once...

Thinking of this, Gu Yu's heart began to ache uncontrollably.

The more she thought about it, the more desperate she became. She actually took the initiative to find excuses for Su Huai.

It was because he had abandoned her for seven years, a full seven years, not seven days, not seven weeks, and certainly not seven months.

For more than two thousand days and nights, the pain and despair Su Huai endured were similar to himself now, right?

She didn't know whether he had found a new love abroad, and she didn't know whether her seven years of waiting were in vain.

Even...

She doesn't even know whether she still loves him or not...

So, Gu Yu, what qualifications do you have to blame Su Huai?

It was you who left without saying goodbye and never returned any news. No one should wait for you for seven years. Why should you?

It’s good that Su Huai is still willing to accept you.

Even if...even if she had sex with another woman, it's normal to have physical desires, isn't it?

No...no...no...

She still couldn't convince herself.

Gu Yu's strong possessiveness and desire for control corroded her heart all the time, and this incident was like a thorn that pierced deeply into her heart.

If those words came from Jiang Li's mouth, perhaps she could still deceive herself and listen to Su Huai, because what Su Huai said was the truth.

But it was precisely those words that came out of Su Huai's mouth, and every word was like a sharp knife, stabbing her to pieces.

so...

The reason why you never want to sleep with me is that you are still thinking about someone else?

It is hard to imagine that Su Huai could say such heartless words to Jiang Li.

Does that mean you won’t need her anymore in the future? You would also say this.

Maybe she would scream hysterically and pester Su Huai until she died...

After all, I love you so much, how can you not love me?

What I want is for us to be together for the rest of our lives.

After driving on the highway for nearly an hour and a half, we finally got off the highway at a toll booth that looked very old and dilapidated.

Then there was a long stretch of wasteland with no signs of human habitation.

Gu Yu no longer thought about that incident. She didn't want to endure the heart-wrenching pain anymore, so let her escape for a while.

Attention was diverted to the window, and the car was filled with a dead silence. Only the occasional sound of the turning light warning broke the silence, but it usually lasted only a few tens of seconds.

In this atmosphere, neither side feels comfortable.

But at least Su Huai could still concentrate on driving, while Gu Yu could only stare blankly at the trees, flowers and plants passing by outside the window.

Suddenly, she saw a plane flying low in the sky.

As if preparing to land, the distance to the ground is getting closer and closer.

The huge steel giant bird is an industrial miracle, and its graceful streamlined body outline demonstrates its greatness.

In Gu Yu's memory, she had only occasionally seen the jet stream from airplanes over the school.

Although she lived with the wealthy Gu family when she was a child, her father and mother were busy all day long, so she and Gu Yanshu had no chance to travel far, let alone take a plane.

So this is the first time I have seen an airplane up close.

Did Su Huai bring her to the airport?

Then, an extremely absurd idea arose in Gu Yu's mind.

Su Huai wants to send her away?

The car was speeding up, and the earthen slopes covered with trees on both sides gradually disappeared. After quickly passing the last small hill, a flat plain came into view.

At this moment, the airport runway was on Gu Yu's right.

On the side of the road is the barbed wire fence used to separate the inside and outside of the airport. They are located right across from it, right in the middle and rear part of the runway.

Driving further ahead, there is a small square with an observation deck, which should have been built by the government to make it convenient for people to watch planes take off and land.

Even though it was almost noon, there were still many people gathered here.

Maybe because it was the weekend, parents brought their children here for a walk.

Many of them held up SLR cameras, with their long lenses aimed at the planes taking off into the sky, and the sounds of shutter clicks rang out one after another.

But Su Huai still showed no sign of wanting to stop the car. It was not until he had driven for another five minutes that he slowed down and finally stopped on the side of the road where there were few people.

The suffocating atmosphere spread between the two again.

"You asked me before why I stopped playing badminton." Su Huai turned sideways to the co-pilot. She knew that Gu Yu was crying very sadly, but she was not feeling any better either.

"I said I didn't have time, but actually I prefer to hang out here most of the time."

After a pause, she turned her gaze to the window, and saw a plane of a foreign airline taxiing on the runway.

“There are two airports in Yongdong, and that one is mainly for domestic flights.”

Su Huai's tone was very flat, without any major ups and downs, and it sounded like he was stating a fact.

"This one mainly handles international flights. It also handles domestic flights, but they are relatively few."

Apart from her voice, any slight sound in the car, such as the rubbing of clothes, was highlighted as particularly harsh.

Gu Yu, who was originally expecting Su Huai to explain the meaning of those words, felt confused and angry.

She didn't understand why Su Huai said this. What did the type of flights the airport received have to do with this matter?

What she wants is honesty and the truth of the matter, not a change of subject.

As soon as this thought came to her mind, Su Huai seemed to know what she was thinking and gave an explanation the next second.

"Since I returned to Yongdong to work, I come here every weekend."

“I want to see if you’re in one of these planes.”

"It's a shame that the illusions are shattered time and again, whether it's from Europe or the United States."

“Maybe you were on it one time, but I missed it.”

Just like seven years ago, I missed the day to see you off, and I only learned the news of your passing a week after you left.