Uncle Nine, where are you running to?

Chapter 402 His Diary

"I... give it back to me. Taking it in will get the notebook wet."

Cheng Ying walked over quickly with big strides and spread his hands towards her.

"No, I haven't finished reading it yet." Jingzhi propped himself up and stood up, hiding the notebook behind him, and raised his chin. "If you have the guts, just try to grab it."

As soon as Cheng Ying thought of what was written in the notebook, he felt a surge of heat from his heart to his face.

She looked angry, delicate, and a little cute. Cheng Ying's heart was beating fast. He slowly put down his hand, but lowered his head quickly.

She widened her eyes, pushed the man away, covered her mouth in disbelief, and her eyes seemed to ask him why he still had the nerve to kiss her.

[Jingzhi, you... go ahead and watch if you want. The water is getting cold. I'll carry you to wash.]

He just raised his hands towards her, but she dodged them.

"I can walk on my own."

[…Aren’t you unable to leave?]

Jingzhi's cheeks puffed up with anger, and her eyes widened. "Just think of it as a medical miracle happening to me! Humph!"

Looking at Jingzhi limping and swinging a notebook as she walked into the bathroom, Cheng Ying stretched out his hand, wanting to say something but stopping himself.

By the way…she hasn’t brought any change of clothes yet, not even a towel.

"Click."

After the door was closed, the sound of the door being locked was immediately heard from inside. Cheng Ying walked to the closet to find clothes for her, holding his striped pajamas and thinking hard.

When did he start writing the diary in that notebook?

The warm and slightly hot bath water filled two-thirds of the bathtub.

After Jingzhi tested the water temperature, she flicked the water droplets on her fingertips and took off her clothes.

With a gentle step in, the sore ankle was immediately wrapped in 360° of warm water without any dead angles.

Jingzhi let out a sigh of comfort, sat down, leaned back, picked up the notebook on the chair next to her, opened it and continued reading.

……

January 10st

Today the fat man said to you, I can’t speak.

Although it has nothing to do with you, I want to slap him in the face.

I'm too busy today. Yiling was probably taken away by the police. We need more manpower to find Yiling. Let's be nice to him for now. We can smoke together when we have time later.

……

January 10st

You actually took a bullet for me.

Kong San clearly fired his gun blindly...

I really don't understand. We've only met twice. There's absolutely no reason for you to take a bullet for me.

I remember Brother Wei once told me that not all brothers in the underworld are loyal and righteous.

Some people also use the beauty trap to assassinate their opponents.

But I remember that my store has always been very peaceful, and I don’t seem to have offended anyone in the past few years.

Could it be... that you want to get close to Brother Wei through me?

……

I deliberately didn't go back to base camp.

I didn't expect you to actually get in the car with me.

Sure enough there is a problem.

The skillful way you bandaged yourself and your silent personality don't seem like an ordinary person at all.

Even if you pretend to be a female spy, you should pretend to be more convincing!

You said you liked me, but I didn't believe a word of it.

Who would like a mute who has no proper job?

Also, sometimes you say very decent things, I even thought you were sent by the police to infiltrate the base as an undercover agent.

Also, your pen is childish, I wouldn't use that pen, forget it.

I've received the notebook. I haven't written in my diary for several days, so I'll make up for it today.

……

Finally, I don’t need your flattery, and I will not betray Brother Wei.

It was a bit too much to step on your grapes. I threw all the money in your face, but you didn't leave.

That's a lot of courage.

And the fat guy, his eyes looked like they were made of white, he actually believed your lies.

I want to slap him again today.

……

January 10st

Still today.

I met Zhong Ao, this guy is really good at hiding.

Fortunately, Yiling left clues.

When I was holding up those bags of cement, I had a feeling that we were too far away and I couldn't save her, and she might die here.

But you still saved it.

If you want to get close to Brother Wei, Yiling will be your rival and stumbling block.

I really don't understand your behavior. What are you thinking?

January 10st

It's today again.

The fat man said you have a fever and needs to change your clothes.

Looking at his big round face, I wanted to slap him again.

……

Early morning of March 11th

I've never changed a woman's clothes before, you're the first one.

It's so embarrassing. I want to hit the fat guy. What kind of stupid suggestion is that? I should have let him take you away.

Halfway through the change, you woke up.

Fortunately, you seemed to be having a nightmare and only opened your eyes for a moment and then closed them again.

I thought you were pretending at first, but later I found out you really were pretending.

And hugged my waist...

Female gangster!

But why, when I forcefully push you away and see you frowning, I will frown too.

The honey trap is really effective, even I can't escape it...

You confessed again.

I can see from your sad eyes that you are serious.

You also said...you don't care whether I can speak or not.

do you know?

This sentence makes me more flustered than if you said you liked me.

This is the first time someone has said that they don’t care about my shortcomings, which have been despised and ridiculed since I was a child.

I was a deserter.

The things you don’t care about are my bloody scars.

I'm sorry, I care.

……

November 11, noon

I didn't go home, I stayed at the base camp and beat the fat guy.

I feel a little better.

……

January 11st

I wanted to come back to see if you had left, but you actually cooked for me?!

For public purposes, I certainly wouldn't eat anything cooked by a female spy.

Personally, why should I waste time on something that I know will not bear fruit from the beginning?

Since I have made up my mind not to accept you, I can only reject your kindness.

……

In the afternoon, I went to the convenience store downstairs to buy cigarettes, and happened to see you coming out holding a pillow.

There was my face printed on the pillow.

Based on my many years of experience in shooting clubs, my first reaction is that you should treat it as a target.

But I didn't expect... you actually kissed it on the street.

What a female hooligan.

I really didn’t dare to go back, so I went back to base camp.

The fat guy saw my blushing face and had the audacity to tease me.

I whipped him again.

……

11pm on July 2

When we came out in the morning, you excitedly told me that you wanted to have hotpot with me in the evening.

It's already 11 o'clock and I stood you up again.

As someone who doesn't keep his word, you should... give up on me.

But why is it that the closer it gets to midnight, the more I want to smoke...

……

January 11st

It rained today.

I live in an office in the ballroom.

There are very few people here during the day, and I have a rare chance of free time, which is a good opportunity to think about the changes in my mood over the past few days.

In the early hours of last night, I sent you a text message asking you to leave. To be honest, I don’t think I was a manly person.

I don't know why, the more I say it, the more depressed I see you getting, the more I can't say it.

Before I could think for long, the fat guy came over to tease me in a mean way, saying that I went to the convenience store downstairs to buy notebooks and pens again.

He said he brought them all for me.

Originally, I would beat him up whenever he teased me.

Today I don't feel like doing anything.

When I heard the news from you, my empty heart suddenly calmed down.

I feel something is not right.

Even though I wasn't at home, I found that... I seemed to be getting deeper and deeper into trouble.

June 11 Sunny

There is good news today, and also some news that I’m not sure if it can be considered good news.

Yiling was found, she and Zhong Ao were in the countryside.

I notified Brother Wei immediately and he said he would go to pick her up in person.

I had been depressed for a long time, so I volunteered to drive him there.

Brother Wei hasn't arrived at the dance hall yet, but Fatty came first.

He showed me a photo.

It's a picture of you looking at a sign language book.

I felt something was wrong. Not only was I sinking deeper and deeper into trouble, but you were too.

It seems that we have to make a final decision.

……

I went back home and you still made breakfast for two.

I sat down and ate it for the first time.

You look happy and smile beautifully.

I never thought fat people had good taste.

This time, he really didn't make a mistake.

But... I came back to hurt you.

The happier you laugh, the more afraid I am that you won't be able to bear it.

I endured the inexplicable pain in my heart and wrote a letter to hurt you on the dining table.

I wrote several articles.

I’m always afraid that I’ll say too much and make you cry again.

I'm also afraid that what I wrote might leave you with too much room for interpretation, and that you won't be able to stop thinking about me...

After struggling for a long time, you finally made the decision for me.

I couldn't bear to see you sad, so I ran away again.

sorry……

……

On the way to pick up Yiling, you actually got in the car and smiled at me.

At that moment, my apology reached its peak, and I didn't understand why you could still laugh.

I was in a terrible mood, but you and Brother Wei made me laugh.

These days, the time you spent sitting in the passenger seat was actually the most peaceful time we had together.

The sound of you reading the sign language book seriously once brought me to tears. Afraid of being discovered by you, I lowered the car window a little and secretly let the wind cool my eyes.

I didn't expect that Brother Wei in the back seat fell asleep because of the sound of you reading.

In the car, you confessed your love to me for the first time using sign language.

This is also the third time you have confessed your love to me, and each time is more serious and sincere than the last.

You don't know how much effort I put in to hold back my head from nodding.

Fatty has told me everything about you these days.

The brothers all get along well with you.

But the better you are, the more I feel my shortcomings are being magnified infinitely...

Haha, you secretly slapped the air on the back of my head, I know it.

You look so cute when you're embarrassed and stubborn.

My heart was beating wildly, and I was afraid that you would notice me, so I stepped on the accelerator.

Brother Wei hit the back of my chair, which I didn’t expect.

You pretend to be ignorant, which is also very cute...