The seven emotions and six desires are all my nourishment

Later, she followed the different educated youth all day long, imitating how they spoke and how they walked. After being annoyed and driven away by them, she stopped going and just watched secretly.

However, her behavior also made her look like a girl. She spoke softly, loved cleanliness, and her pretty face was revealed.

Soon after, the second group of educated youth arrived. This time there were ten people, four women and six men.

That year, Li Changsheng was 16 years old. She saw female educated youth wearing brand new clothes and shiny pearl hairpins on their heads, as well as male educated youth wearing small leather shoes and white shirts.

The feeling of shame and inferiority came over her again. Her inferiority complex reached its extreme, she was so low as to be in the dust, that she began to look up to others. She longed to live such a good life!

There is nothing wrong with this idea itself. After all, everyone wants to live a good life.

But others don't think so.

This new batch of educated youth, like the old ones, started out knowing nothing but gradually adapted to the situation.

But one of the female educated youth named Hong Nana was different. She didn't work and didn't get any work points, but she had endless new clothes to wear and endless canned food to eat. It was said that these were all mailed to her by her parents.

She still has a lot of money, but Changsheng has never seen money in his life!

The pampered educated youth was always surrounded by people. Li Changsheng also wanted to go, but her timidity and inferiority made her hesitate.

Later, the pampered Nana was unwilling to live in the educated youth center because she disliked the poor environment.

The village chief had no choice but to take her to choose from many families and finally chose Changsheng's family.

Giving Changsheng's family fifty cents a month is six dollars a year, and if Nana wants to eat something, she needs to spend extra money to buy it.

In this way, with the envy of many people, Li Changsheng cleaned up the master bedroom and gave it to her grandmother, who squeezed in together.

But Nana is too difficult to serve. If she doesn't eat well or her clothes are not washed clean, she will cry outside.

Especially her lover, the educated youth in a white shirt, Andy Lau. Every time he saw her crying, Li Changsheng would be scolded by him.

Li Changsheng felt wronged, so her grandmother was unwilling to let her live there. But Li Changsheng was unhappy instead and started to blame her grandmother.

Grandma Li was so disappointed with his achievements that she was extremely angry but had no other choice.

However, this situation did not last long, and Hong Nana's family gradually stopped sending her things by mail.

Li Changsheng didn't dare to ask. The village chief had told them to take good care of her, so even though Hong Nana no longer spent money on buying things, Li Changsheng still gave Nana the eggs that her grandmother gave her every day.

But in the eyes of others, her behavior is seen as having ulterior motives.

One day, Hong Nana came back from the slope crying with Liu Qingyun, and saw Li Changsheng greeting them with a smile on his face.

After that, Andy Lau came to propose marriage.

It was so sudden that Li Changsheng had never thought about it, but Hong Nana said that marrying him would be a step to success!

Li Changsheng was both apprehensive and pleasantly surprised, "But aren't you two a couple?"

Hong Nana's eyes were red, and she said resentfully, "He is my cousin!"

But Li Changsheng was still a little hesitant. She felt inferior and was afraid that she was not worthy of him.

At this time, Grandma Li stood up and was very opposed to it. She even found a family not too far away to marry her to.

Hong Nana and Liu Qingyun said to Li Changsheng, "Everyone in the village knows that you are not her biological granddaughter. She is afraid that she will not be able to take care of her after you are gone!"

Hong Nana spoke, her face full of disgust and she covered her mouth, "Go out and ask around. She used to be a concubine of a capitalist. How can she be a good person?"

Liu Qingyun patted her head and said, "She doesn't want you to marry me. She would rather marry you to the three brothers' family and suffer hardships, just to make you work like a cow or a horse for her for the rest of your life. She doesn't want you to have a good life!"

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Faced with the sugar-coated bullet, Li Changsheng broke up with Grandma Li and was determined to marry Liu Qingyun.

Andy Lau is indeed capable. Seeing that she agreed, he directly built a new house with three rooms, and it was made of blue bricks!

But the two got married, but did not get a marriage certificate. Maybe he was afraid that she would regret it, or maybe Li Changsheng was so beautiful on her wedding night that Andy Lau slept with her.

The next day, Andy Lau left, saying that he had to go to the army and return home.

Before leaving, he only told her to take good care of his sister Nana, and that he would come to pick them up to join the army, so they would no longer have to suffer.

Grandma Li came again, crying and begging to go home, saying bad things about Andy Lau.

But Li Changsheng didn't want to, and he and Hong Nana drove her away.

Li Changsheng and Nana stayed at home, looking forward to Andy Lau's return every day.

But Nana does nothing at home, and Li Changsheng becomes the workhorse of the family. As long as Li Changsheng is a little dissatisfied, Nana will not take money from him.

Because Andy Lau would mail money and various bills every month, but these had nothing to do with Changsheng because she couldn't read.

So Nana was responsible for receiving and keeping all of these. Even if Li Changsheng wanted to learn, Nana was unwilling to teach her.

On the contrary, if she asked too much, Nana would go out and cry, and threaten to tell Qingyun that her brother Li Changsheng bullied her.

Gradually, Li Changsheng fell into the dust, and this kind of life lasted for two years.

That day, Hong Nana received another letter. After reading it, she couldn't hide the joy on her face.

When she saw Li Changsheng working, her face fell and she burned the letter directly.

Then, after a rain, she bought a chicken and urged her to pick mushrooms, saying she wanted to drink chicken soup.

Li Changsheng was used to her pretentiousness and domineering nature, so he obediently carried a bamboo basket and went to pick mushrooms.