The seven emotions and six desires are all my nourishment

After Qin Mingyu became pregnant, Song Lai Fu went to the town more frequently. He didn't know what he did, but he could occasionally bring some meat home.

Everyone said that Song Lai Fu was starting a family and knew how to build a career.

Then Song Hongyu was born, a girl with a red birthmark on her face, right at the corner of her right eye.

Song Lai Fu felt ashamed and started beating Qin Mingyu from then on, and the domestic violence lasted for 10 years.

Qin Mingyu was weak, but she loved her daughter and named her Hongyu, which means a beautiful gem on her face.

But Qin Mingyu had a hard time in the past ten years. She was physically weak and her mental state gradually became abnormal. When she was crazy, she would blame and beat Song Hongyu, saying that she had harmed her.

Song Hongyu loved, feared and pitied her mother, but she did not hate her.

Later, Qin Mingyu became pregnant again, Song Lai Fu was quiet for a few months, and then Qin Mingyu gave birth to Song Hongjun, a fair-skinned little boy.

Qin Mingyu is in poor health, so Song Hongyu takes care of her younger brother most of the time.

Because Song Lai Fu was not very happy facing this son, he did not beat him but just ignored him.

His domestic violence was mainly directed at Qin Mingyu. Most of the time, he would not find out the reason. Sometimes he would come back and beat her, and then leave.

When Qin Mingyu died, Song Lai Fu just spat and said it was bad luck, then dug a hole and buried her in the back mountain at dawn.

He went to town more frequently.

Song Hongyu was still a teenager, but she had to carry her younger brother on her back and take care of him wherever she went every day.

The two siblings depend on each other and live a life that is the same as having a home or not having a home.

After much difficulty, the younger brother finally turned five years old and Song Hongyu was sixteen years old, and people's lives were becoming better and better.

Song Lai Fu took Song Hongjun away and said he would send him to school. Hongyu was very happy. It’s good to study. Look at those educated youth in the village. They all went to college because they were educated!

As her younger brother hugged Song Hongyu with tears in his eyes and was reluctant to leave, Song Hongyu wiped her tears and told him in detail to be obedient and study hard. She prepared a lot of things for her younger brother and said that she would make noodles for him next time she came to see him, made of white flour.

But after a lot of effort, she finally managed to save up some fine food and clothes.

When I went to see my brother happily, I learned from an old man that Song Hongjun had been sold out long ago!

She went crazy and found Song Lai Fu, begging him to tell her where her brother was.

Song Lai Fu looked at Song Hongyu, agreed with a smile, and gave her a bottle of soda to drink, saying that he would take her to pick up her brother after she finished drinking it.

She believed it and quickly drank the soda, wanting to find her brother as soon as possible.

Then Song Hongyu was locked up in a small, dilapidated house by Song Lai Fu. She didn't know whether she had a strong drug resistance or because she didn't take enough medicine, but she woke up early.

But she found herself stripped naked and was terrified. Then she thought of her poor brother who was still nowhere to be found, so she had to run!

She heard Song Lai Fu's voice just outside the door, and she was about to call for help by sticking to the door.

Then she heard her father arguing with several men, saying that if she didn't pay enough, she wouldn't be allowed to sleep with her virginity.

Song Hongyu covered her mouth and dared not make a sound, not even to shed tears.

While they were arguing, she removed the bars from the broken window and climbed out.

She pulled off a still wet, loose shirt from the clothesline outside. Before she could put on her pants, she heard her father and those people cursing.

It was dark and she didn't know where she was. She could only run desperately. She wanted to find her brother. She wanted to stay alive!

But she couldn't outrun these people and was caught.

During the struggle, she bit one of the men's ear hard, and the man bit off a piece of his ear while struggling in pain, and blood was dripping.

The ferocious man was in pain and angry, and he punched the girl again and again, breaking her internal organs in the chaos. The girl vomited blood and her lower body also bled.

The Mood for Love is frozen at this point...

1975, Red Star Brigade, Mantou Village.

Song Hongyu's mother has been dead for four months, and Song Lai Fu has not been home for four months.

"Hongyu is going up the mountain again. Come here. Auntie made steamed buns today. They are so soft." As she said that, Auntie Zhang stuffed two steamed buns made of three-grain flour into her arms.

Song Hongyu was carrying a basket on her back and holding her three-year-old brother's hand. If her clothes were not clean, she would really look like a beggar.

Song Hongyu's hair covered her face, and she was very shy. She said in a low voice, "Thank you, Auntie. I will bring you some pig grass when we get down the mountain."

Song Hongjun was as thin as a big-headed doll. His body was just bones except for his big head. He held Song Hongyu's hand tightly, looking very pitiful.

"Hey, no, no, I have enough pig grass. Be careful, don't fall or bump into anything. Come back early~" Aunt Zhang reminded them worriedly.

"Oh, I see~"

"Oh, Song Lai Fu is really doing evil. These two children are so good." Aunt Zhang shook her head and looked at the big and small children going away. When she turned around, she saw her eldest grandson stealing steamed buns.

Aunt Zhang was furious and hit him on the back with a broom. "You're so lazy every day, so lazy. If you're like Song Laifu, I'll beat you to death!"

"Eat, eat, eat! Eat as soon as you wake up! Song Hongyu and Xiaojun have finished their work and are heading up the mountain!"

Zhang Wenhua dodged and took another steamed bun, without saying a word or refutation. He was used to it.

Anyway, just wait until his grandma finishes her nagging and ends with a reminder not to bully her.

"If you bully Xiao Hongyu again, I will be shameless of you! Also, don't call her ugly in the future! If she hadn't saved you, you would be dead, and your mother would not be able to survive! Do you understand?" Aunt Zhang felt distressed as well. She threw away the broom but still gave her another instruction out of concern.

"Okay, I understand. Milk, I'm choking and I want to drink egg soup." The boy's voice just changed and his voice was not very pleasant.

Aunt Zhang was annoyed, "Wait!"

Zhang Wenhua's parents were both working. They were hit to death by stones when they returned home on a rainy night. He and his grandmother were the only ones left in his family. He sold his job because he was not old enough.

When he was a child, he was ignorant and accidentally saw the birthmark on Song Hongyu's face, so he called her ugly. People would hide when they saw him. He thought he was a hero and always teased her.

Later, when he was swimming, his legs cramped and he couldn't get up. It was Song Hongyu who rescued him, but she didn't say anything. She just ran away after seeing that he was fine.

He was beaten when he returned home that day and had a fever for two days. After waking up, he told his grandmother that it was Hongyu who saved him.

For this reason, Aunt Zhang would occasionally give the siblings a bite to eat.

Anyway, it can’t be any more.

However, after that, Zhang Wenhua did not bully her again, and even helped them with some work. However, being a male chauvinist, he never let anyone know.

A man's face is very important!

The road on the mountain was difficult to walk on, so Song Hongyu put Xiaojun in a backpack and walked deeper along the easier-to-walk area.

This is her secret base. There is a shallow lake where two streams converge. She often brings her brother here to take a bath and catch fish.

She put down the backpack, took out her little brother who looked a little silly but very well-behaved, and sighed in her heart.

"Open your mouth, Xiaojun, where are the good things my sister got!"

Xiaojun relies on her the most, "Ah~"