The Great Doctor Girl
Chapter 91: Confused in Love, Searching for the Reason
Listening to his sweet words, I was full of anticipation, but also a little flustered.
While washing up, through the hazy steam, I inadvertently caught a glimpse of his tight and charming body. His eight-pack abs, which were vaguely visible and well-defined, seemed to exude a mysterious and deadly charm under the light.
His tanned skin, as if kissed by the sun, shone with an alluringly healthy glow. This fleeting glimpse, like an invisible yet sharp key, quietly opened the door to the long-dormant desire deep within my heart.
My eyes seemed to be firmly attracted by a powerful magnet and could not be easily escaped. My heart beat involuntarily as rapidly as the beat of an excited drum.
At this moment, he turned his fiery gaze to me.
My pink and fair little face is like the beautiful peach blossoms blooming in spring, so fresh and tender that it seems like you can squeeze out water from it.
With red lips and white teeth, she looks like a fragrant rose with crystal dew in the morning, delicate and charming.
This appearance made his eyes ignite with uncontrollable hot sparks.
The night is as quiet and deep as a huge and boundless piece of black silk, gently and quietly wrapping the whole world.
The air is filled with an ambiguous and hazy atmosphere, as if there is an invisible but powerful magic quietly pulling us.
The moment our eyes met, it was as if an invisible, intense electric current was running wildly between them, instantly igniting the raging fire of love deep in our hearts that longed for union.
He was extremely anxious and couldn't wait to walk towards me with big strides like the wind. His body moved sideways as nimbly as the wind, and his strong and warm hands held my body steadily. Then he turned around gracefully and strode towards the spacious and soft bed with me in his arms.
He was deeply conflicted. He longed to wait until our relationship became passionate and natural before possessing me, but he also hoped that he could love me more to make this love deeper and more certain.
At the same time, he also urgently wanted to know exactly how important he was in my heart and how deep my love for him was.
In the business world, he is like an agile, brave and majestic Jaguar, galloping across the country, decisive and unstoppable.
However, when it comes to love, this man who has always been vigorous and decisive seems so hesitant, indecisive, and even a little at a loss.
He was afraid that he would hurt me inadvertently and let me suffer even the slightest injustice, but he really didn't want to let me go easily and didn't want to miss every possible beautiful moment with me.
His attitude towards me is indeed very different from before.
He would worry about me all the time, and his worries seemed to turn into a layer of vague and invisible mist, lingering in his heart and never going away.
He became sensitive and anxious, always afraid of losing me. Even a short separation would make him fall into deep anxiety. This feeling of worry and loss almost occupied his entire inner world.
Maybe this is what love looks like!
It is an involuntary deep concern, an uncontrollable deep care, and an infatuated attachment that goes deep into the bone marrow.
He was breathing rapidly, and his warm breath gently passed by my lips, brushed my ears lightly, and slowly flowed down my neck. I was intoxicated by it.
However, at the moment when our bodies were about to take a step further, when I touched his powerful eight-pack abs again like the first time, my whole body seemed to be ignited by an unextinguishable fire.
The burning sensation instantly spread to every corner and every inch of skin in the body at an astonishing speed.
The body seemed to be torn apart by the endless heat and was about to explode.
His chest rose and fell violently, as if trying to break free from all restraints, beating wildly.
The feeling of dizziness and headache came over me like a surging tide, making it difficult for me to breathe smoothly, as if the whole world had lost its oxygen in an instant.
Although my inner desire is like the surging waves of the sea, my body's reaction makes me feel deeply confused and lost.
It was as if there was a mysterious and powerful force that ruthlessly prevented everything from happening smoothly at this critical moment, but the body's energy remained at 6 bars.
Huang Junze keenly noticed my abnormality, and his reason, which was burning with desire, was instantly awakened by the cold water.
He suppressed the impulse surging in his heart and used all his strength to restrain himself from taking further action.
He quickly and gently took out the ice and applied it to me carefully. The cool touch was like a stream of clear spring water, trying to reduce the burning heat in my body.
But even so, the heat in my heart has not completely dissipated, like a stubborn flame, swaying in the wind and refusing to go out.
Seeing that I was still in pain, Huang Junze was extremely anxious. His furrowed brows and worried eyes revealed his inner anxiety and uneasiness.
In the dead of night, he dialed the doctor's number without hesitation, his voice filled with anxiety and panic.
Soon, the doctor rushed over and gave me a detailed and comprehensive examination with professional tools and a concerned look.
Afterwards, I was given an IV drip. The transparent liquid dripped down drop by drop, like the footsteps of time, slowly but steadily.
Under the doctor's professional treatment, my body gradually calmed down, just like the sea surface after the storm, returning to peace.
But my heart is still full of doubts and anxieties, like a sky shrouded in gloom.
This experience plunged me into deep thought, as if I were lost in a foggy, endless forest.
Although I am still a virgin and do not have rich emotional experience, as a doctor, I believe I have a relatively comprehensive and in-depth understanding of the physiological and psychological reactions between men and women.
However, everything that happened tonight was far beyond my previous understanding. It was like an unsolvable mystery. It was really unreasonable.
Is there something wrong with my body? All kinds of questions flashed through my mind.
The next morning, warm and soft sunlight filtered through the gaps in the curtains, spilling into the room like thin golden threads.
I slowly woke up in this warm light, my head still a little dizzy.
Huang Junze has been staying by my bed. His eyes were bloodshot after a sleepless night, but his tired face was still full of concern for me.
"How do you feel?" he asked softly, his voice a little hoarse, as if he had been through a night of pain.
I sat up slightly and shook my head gently, "Much better, but I still can't figure out what happened last night." My tone was full of confusion and bewilderment.
Huang Junze held my hand, and a warm and firm strength came from his palm. "Don't think too much. Maybe it's just a temporary nervousness or fatigue."
It's really embarrassing to talk about this kind of thing.
I knew he was trying to comfort me, to put me at ease.
But I know in my heart that things are not that simple.
In the following days, I have been quietly looking for possible causes and began to consult various medical materials, from classic texts to the latest research reports, without missing any possible clues.
I consulted with fellow experts and engaged in in-depth discussions and exchanges with them, leaving no room for any possible explanation.
At the same time, my relationship with Huang Junze also underwent subtle but profound changes after this accident.
We are no longer as eager to pursue physical intimacy as before, but pay more attention to communication and understanding deep in each other's hearts.
We strolled together along the quiet paths in the park. The grass beneath our feet exuded a fresh and pleasant fragrance. We shared the little fun things in life, and our laughter lingered in the air for a long time.
Sitting together in front of the window, quietly admiring the afterglow of the sunset, the brilliant colors are like the flowers of hope gradually blooming in our hearts.
During this process, I was pleasantly surprised to find that the relationship between us became deeper and stronger.
No longer driven by simple desires, our love seems to have undergone a baptism, washing away the superficial glitz and leaving behind the inner purity and beauty.
However, I never gave up exploring the mystery that has remained unsolved.
Finally, by chance, I secretly visited a psychologist.
Through in-depth communication with the psychologist, I gained valuable clues.
The psychologist analyzed my situation with his professionalism and mentioned a rare and subtle psychological factor that is very likely to cause abnormal physiological reactions during intimate contact under certain circumstances.
I looked at the doctor helplessly: "Doctor, I'm really confused. Why do I have such an abnormal physiological reaction when I have intimate contact with my lover?"
Psychologist: "Don't worry, Luo Shu. From a professional perspective, there are several possible rare psychological factors that could lead to this condition. For example, there's something called 'post-sexual traumatic stress disorder.' Think back to your past and see if you've had any negative experiences related to sex, even minor ones. Even the slightest negative scenes or comments you've seen or heard could leave traces in your subconscious mind and be triggered during intimate contact."
"There doesn't seem to be any particularly obvious experience of this kind." I tried my best to recall.
The psychologist then asked, "Another possibility is 'body image cognitive disorder.' This means that your views and feelings about your body are not accurate, and you are overly concerned about your imperfections, which causes anxiety and tension, affecting your reactions."
I frowned. "That seems to make sense. Sometimes I'm not very confident about certain aspects of myself."
The psychiatrist stared at me intently. "Subconscious emotional conflict could also be a factor. Deep down, you might be experiencing a conflict between wanting and fearing intimacy, or you might have some complex, unconscious doubts about your partner."
I looked at the psychiatrist and said, "Hmm... maybe that's the case. I need to think about it."
The psychologist also looked at me and said, "It's okay. Let's analyze it slowly. We can also conduct some tests and more communication later to find the root cause more accurately."
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