The Great Doctor Girl

April 4

In the early morning, the dim light was like a layer of soft gauze, timidly shining through the gap in the curtains, trying to touch my already frozen heart.

However, this faint warmth seems so pale and powerless compared to the coldness in my heart.

It has been so long since I last saw my master. I wonder how he is doing now.

It was with the help of Huang Junze's Yang energy and the trust that had gradually built up between us that I was able to better treat patients, especially those formations and spells that required the consumption of my internal strength and Yang energy.

I'm afraid I can't do it alone in my current physical condition.

Actually, I am a White Tiger woman and Huang Junze is a Green Dragon man.

The Azure Dragon man is endowed with mysterious powers, and possesses an innate kingly aura and a fearless spirit.

However, the power of Azure Dragon is like a surging tide. If it is not guided correctly, it will crash recklessly, bringing chaos and turmoil.

White Tiger women are heroic, beautiful and intelligent.

She exudes a cool majesty, like a goddess guarding the forest.

The existence of the White Tiger Woman seems to be to balance the overly powerful power of the Azure Dragon Man.

Only when a Green Dragon man and a White Tiger woman combine can a perfect pattern be formed.

Under the wisdom and calm guidance of the White Tiger woman, the Azure Dragon man's fierce strength can be transformed into a powerful shield to protect the world.

Only when we combine can we balance yin and yang, combine hardness and softness, and unleash infinite power.

If Huang Junze fails to join hands with me, his power will be like a runaway horse, difficult to control.

He will return to the state where he has huge assets but cannot own them, his body is devoured by the wild power in his heart, he falls into endless pain, and finally becomes penniless.

If I didn't have his company, the medical skills I had learned over the years would slowly be lost, and my body would lose its warmth and vitality.

So, our childhood engagement took place 18 years ago, and from that time on, my fate and hers have been closely intertwined.

Our union is not only the blossoming of love, but also a call of mission. For ourselves and those patients who need to be saved, we must eventually come together.

Now, there is only one day left before the pending wedding, but the relationship between Huang Junze and I seems to have fallen into an endless abyss, cold and desperate.

I huddled alone in the corner of the empty room. The silence around me was like an invisible beast with its bloody mouth gaping, mocking my loneliness and helplessness mercilessly.

The figures of relatives have long faded away in the long river of memory. Now, there are only the compassionate greetings of former patients and the cautious and abyss-like companionship of intern Xia Ruoxi.

On Huang Junze's side, wedding invitations had already been scattered everywhere like snowflakes. Friends and relatives, either full of anticipation or curiosity, were all waiting for this feast, which was not sure whether it would be a blessing or a curse.

However, the two of us seemed like puppets controlled by the strings of fate, and we were silent about the wedding, as if it was a minefield that could explode at any moment.

At noon, the sun is like fire, jumping wildly among the streets outside the window, but my world is still shrouded in gloom.

My fortune was told for us on the day we went down the mountain. It said that we would eventually be together, but it would be a bumpy road.

Forget it, I'll just endure it and do what I have to do. It's not easy to live alone.

I have never been qualified to answer multiple-choice questions.

While my thoughts were racing, a mother and son walked in hurriedly.

The man looked to be in his 20s, in the prime of his youth, but now he looked pale, extremely anxious, and had dark circles under his eyes.

His mother recounted the story: "My son was in a traffic accident a few days ago. The car was deformed, but fortunately he was not seriously injured. However, he has been vomiting frequently, has a bad temper, can't sleep, and sometimes cries non-stop for several days. X-rays at the hospital showed no abnormalities. Doctor Luo, I heard you are famous for treating rare diseases. Please take a look at my son as soon as possible."

After analyzing the basic situation, I gave a prescription: "Go to the northwest of your home, pick nine leaves and six round stones, place them in a pot, add 9 milliliters of water, boil for 6 minutes, and drink the water. Then, practice meditation to regulate your emotions and allow your mind to relax as much as possible."

The northwest is Qian, representing the head and nervous system. The largest number of the nine leaves is the "Dao Da Number," representing Qian, the head and brain nerves. The six stones are Kan, corresponding to the kidneys. Fear harms the kidneys, and the kidneys govern the will.

Therefore, the above treatment methods can regulate the nervous system, calm the mind and emotions, and recover from the disease.

The young man stared at me in amazement, his suspicious eyes seeming to say, "Are you kidding me?"

"Don't worry, let the results speak for themselves after you take it." I dispelled his doubts.

His mother pulled him to look at me and said, "Doctor Luo, I'll go look for it now. Any leaf will do."

"As long as it's non-toxic." I smiled.

The day passed in a dull manner.

When I got home in the evening, I quickly made myself a bowl of vegetarian noodles.

Pacing back and forth in the huge yard.

Huang Junze received a nightmare-like phone call in the afternoon. The voice on the other end of the phone was like the devil's low moan, instantly dragging his heart into the bottomless abyss.

Su Jingyan was hospitalized and her condition suddenly worsened.

Upon hearing the news, Huang Junze rushed to the hospital without hesitation like a gust of wind.

And now it's ten o'clock in the evening, and I'm alone facing this dark loneliness.

It doesn’t matter if you’re not here. I’ll set up my Bagua Life-Nourishing Formation to replenish my energy.

At this time, Huang Junze was standing by Su Jingyan's bedside with tenderness in his heart, never leaving her side. His eyes were full of concern and love. Su Jingyan was the one and only person in his life.

In the hospital, Su Jingyan spoke weakly: "Junze, I'm so scared. I'm afraid that I don't have much time left and I can't be with you anymore."

Huang Junze held her hand tightly and comforted her softly: "Don't talk nonsense, you will be fine. I will always be by your side."

Su Jingyan was secretly proud in her heart. She looked at Huang Junze's worried look and felt that her plan was going smoothly.

She thought that as long as she could keep Huang Junze by her side and prevent him from marrying Luo Shu, she would have succeeded.

She pretended to be sad and said, "Junze, if I really leave, you must live a good life. It's just that I feel so sorry that I can't see you happy."

Huang Junze felt even more distressed: "Don't say stupid things, you will be fine."

How could he know that Su Jingyan's so-called "advanced thyroid cancer" was just a lie she made up.

She wanted to take advantage of this last moment to snatch him away from Luo Shu at all costs, and indulge in this self-righteous pride.

It was rare that he came back in the early morning and didn't see me in the hall. He came to my room on his own initiative for the first time. I thought he was trying to make sure whether I was at home.

The first time he saw my formation, his eyes were filled with shock. How could I survive like this?

Will he feel pity for me?

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" He took a look.

"Shall we talk?" I opened my eyes.

"It's too late, let's do it tomorrow." He replied to me with a little impatience.

"Huang Junze, wake up! Su Jingyan is just pretending. She's not sick at all. She's just deliberately trying to stop us from getting married!"

I could no longer suppress the grief and anger in my heart, and roared at the top of my lungs.

My shout resonated like a thunderclap in the silent room. Huang Junze whipped his head around, his eyes filled with anger and deep disgust. "Luo Shu, why are you being so unreasonable and throwing a tantrum? Jing Yan is already terminally ill, and you're still spewing vile words!"

I controlled the tears that threatened to burst out of my eyes, my voice trembling, "Huang Junze, why did you turn a blind eye to me? Why would you rather believe her hypocritical pretense than trust me?"

Just at this moment, Huang Junze suddenly covered his head with his hands tightly, his face distorted in extreme pain, his body trembled, and painful groans continued to escape from his mouth.

The headache that had not occurred for a long time, in this tense and depressing moment, was like a demon breaking free from its shackles and wreaking havoc again. Together with the unbearable aches and pains all over his body, he instantly lost his usual handsomeness and majesty.

I looked at his painful expression, and my heart ached slightly at first, but I slowly stretched out my hands to him.

Hug him in your arms and hold his hand.

How long has it been since we were this close?

When our bodies touched, energy surged upward like a recharge. After a while, he felt better.

"It's okay, just rest," I said softly.

"What kind of magic did you cast on me?" He stared at me with suspicion.

"This is who we are." I reached out and turned off the lights in the room, leaving only the night light on the bedside.

"I'm going to go to bed."

He turned and walked out of my room with heavy steps.

After he left, I tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep. I stared blankly at the inky black ceiling above my head, my thoughts running wild like a wild horse.

I stood up and wrote slowly in my diary:

April 4

1 day left to wedding.

My world fell apart.

There is only Su Jingyan in Huang Junze's eyes. His misunderstanding of me is like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, making me feel unbearable pain.

His headache came back, but he turned a deaf ear to my concern.

I rely on the Bagua Life-Nourishing Formation to barely get by every day, just to stay alive in these difficult times.

And he thought his own suffering was a conspiracy designed by me against him, and he was completely indifferent to my suffering.

Can the wedding be held as scheduled the day after tomorrow?

We don’t know where our future will lead.

But I will never give up easily.

Su Jingyan's conspiracy and Huang Junze's indifference are like sharp blades, cutting my heart into blood again and again.

However, I must be strong and fight for my love and dignity.

Even if there is an endless dark abyss ahead, I will try my best to find that tiny ray of light.

Tears blurred the handwriting. I hugged myself in the darkness, not knowing what kind of storm I would encounter tomorrow.