The Great Doctor Girl

Night fell quietly. After I tidied myself, I slowly took out the notebook from the drawer and gently spread it out with both hands.

Looking at the blank page like snow, my heart seemed to be filled with thousands of words surging, but when the tip of the pen was about to touch the paper, my thoughts were like a tangled ball of hemp rope, tangled and entangled, and I had no idea where to start.

April 4th, sunny

Everything seemed to remain the same as before, but there seemed to be an unbridgeable gap between Huang Junze and me, and the distance between us was getting farther and farther.

This should have been a wonderful time filled with joy, but it was suffocated by the unspeakable uncertainty that follows us everywhere.

The grand and luxurious wedding venue was set at the most magnificent and top-notch hotel in Ancheng, which is also a brilliant industry under the Qianyuan Group.

To me, such a luxurious wedding decoration was once nothing more than a dream and an unattainable luxury.

The more luxurious and extravagant the wedding is, the more people seem to yearn for the pure happiness that matches it. Just as people often say, only those with great blessings can be in an ideal state.

And I am just an ordinary mountain girl struggling for survival in that remote mountain village.

The clock struck midnight again, but Huang Junze still hadn't returned.

Deep down in my heart, I kept telling myself, "He has me in his heart, he has not betrayed me." In this murmuring of self-comfort, I fell into a trance and fell into a deep sleep in the Bagua Life-Nourishing Formation.

When I woke up the next morning, my whole body ached and I walked unsteadily, as if my bones had become loose.

On April 4th, the countdown to my wedding entered its final five days. The tension and uneasiness in the air, like a thick, inky haze, weighed heavily on my heart, making it almost impossible to breathe.

Although I still work as hard as usual, the anxiety and uneasiness in my heart are like a raging flood that may burst the dam at any time and swallow me up completely.

Just as I was lost in deep thought, a shocking piece of news from Ancheng suddenly popped up on Toutiao on my phone.

Doctor Luo Shu uses feudal superstition to bind the fate of Ancheng's business tycoon, and his whimsical idea of ​​turning a pheasant into a phoenix...

The moment I saw this headline, my mind was in a mess. This was obviously a malicious report deliberately fabricated by someone.

I saw through the mastermind behind this almost instantly.

Su Jingyan, the woman who once had a relationship with Huang Junze, would never miss this excellent opportunity.

The depth of her scheming and methods far exceeded my imagination.

At this critical moment, they used the powerful force of news and media to smear and suppress me.

Even though I knew in my heart that she was behind all this, I couldn't find any strong evidence to refute these malicious rumors.

Another text message popped up on the phone screen: "Leave Huang Junze, or you will regret it."

I was so angry that my fingers were shaking and my chest was heaving violently, but I still tried hard not to let myself completely collapse.

At this moment, even the outside public opinion is like a mountain pressing down on me, making it almost impossible for me to breathe.

The comment section below the press release instantly exploded.

"This woman is so shameless, she actually wants to use such despicable means to cling to the powerful!"

"You can tell at first glance that he's a scheming person who would do anything for money."

"Who is this boss? How could he be fooled by a woman like this? He's really blind!"

"Get out of Ancheng right now and don't embarrass yourself here!"

"What era is this? Do you still believe in this?"

Vicious comments like these came flooding in like a tide, each one like an extremely sharp blade, mercilessly piercing my heart.

I quickly turned off my phone, not looking at it, not thinking about it.

Did Huang Junze see this message? The trust between us has almost collapsed recently.

Since the day before yesterday until now, communication between us has been almost completely cut off.

His ice-cold attitude made me feel as if I were in an abyss, chilling my heart.

He is becoming less and less trusting of me.

"Why were you so easily deceived by Su Jingyan's rumors? Why didn't you believe me?" I cried silently in grief and anger in my heart, and the voice seemed to penetrate my soul.

I sat in the clinic, and the diagnosis in my hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and I couldn't concentrate on reading it.

The patient in front of me was anxiously waiting for the diagnosis, but I was in a trance, my mind completely occupied by Huang Junze's indifference and Su Jingyan's conspiracy.

"Doctor Luo, can you please take a look at what's wrong with me?" the patient asked anxiously.

I mechanically glanced at the medical records and casually replied, "It's just a common cold. Get enough rest and take your medicine on time."

The patient seemed to notice something was wrong with me and asked softly, "Doctor Luo, are you worried about something? You seem to be in a bad mood."

I forced a smile that was uglier than crying and shook my head gently: "It's okay, just go back and rest well."

The patient nodded and left the clinic with doubts.

I looked at his departing back, and the depression in my heart became heavier, as if a huge rock was pressing on me, almost suffocating me.

"What should I do? Huang Junze, are you really going to abandon me because of this nonsense?" I roared in pain in my heart. The voice echoed in my heart, but no one could hear it.

Now, I can no longer deal with everything as calmly and calmly as before.

Dusk came in through the white curtains, and Huang Junze finally returned home, much earlier than usual today.

I was in the kitchen preparing dinner when I heard a key turn in the door.

"Luo Shu." His voice was low and tired, as if he was carrying a heavy burden that made it almost impossible for him to straighten his back.

I stood in the kitchen, my heart suddenly tightening, not knowing what mood he would be in when he returned today.

"Junze." I forced a smile, trying to make my voice sound more relaxed. "You're back. Have you had dinner?"

He was silent for a moment and did not answer immediately. Then he slowly said, "Did you lie to me?"

As soon as these words came out, I was stunned for a moment, and the spatula in my hand almost fell, making a crisp sound when it hit the ground.

"Huang Junze, did you see it?" I roared in anger in my heart, and the anger was like a burning flame.

I turned around and met his suspicious gaze. Although he didn't yell at me, that questioning look was like an extremely sharp blade, which pierced my heart and made me bleed.

"Do you believe me?" I tried my best to keep my voice calm, but the slightly trembling ending still betrayed the turmoil in my heart.

Huang Junze took a deep breath, frowning, as if trying to suppress the inner entanglement and contradiction, "It's not that I don't want to believe you, it's just that all this really makes me..."

"Someone deliberately framed us in an attempt to destroy our relationship." I held back my tears and tried to stay rational, but my voice trembled slightly.

"I have never been competitive in the past twenty years. My life is all about living." I explained eagerly, my eyes full of expectation, hoping that he would believe me.

"Don't you think this news comes at a very bad time?" I raised my voice, with a hint of anger in it.

"How could you not know who it is?" I looked straight into his eyes, trying to find a hint of trust in his eyes.

He sneered, his eyes full of mockery.

"Junze, are you willing to marry me?..." My voice trembled, and the helplessness and pain in my heart almost swallowed me up. The sound seemed like a wail coming from the depths of my soul.

"You still love her, right?" I couldn't help but ask the question I was most afraid of, my voice so soft that it seemed like it could be blown away by the wind.

Huang Junze's voice became sharper, "Don't make rash assumptions."

I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself, and tried to sound as calm as possible. "It's probably because someone still misses you! Seeing that you're getting married, they feel bad."

"She is not that kind of person." Huang Junze sneered disdainfully, and that smile stung my eyes.

"Do you really think she's capable of that?" He raised his voice, trying to make me face his question.

"I..." I was speechless for a moment. I really had no evidence.

I was in a panic, as if countless ants were gnawing at my heart.

"Of course Su Jingyan has such a vicious heart and means. She only wants to take you away from me, but I am really innocent, Huang Junze!" I shouted desperately in my heart, and the voice almost broke through my throat.

In fact, I know very well that Su Jingyan is not a good person. She is determined to win Huang Junze back, but I never expected that I would become a victim of her conspiracy.

Huang Junze's voice became heavy and suppressed, "Luo Shu, I loved you, but..."

These words were like a heavy hammer, hitting my heart so hard that I could hardly breathe, and tears instantly blurred my eyes.

"I understand. It doesn't matter to me whether I love you or not. It's up to you whether you believe it or not." I turned around and continued cooking, but tears kept dripping uncontrollably onto the chopping board.

The moment I turned my back, my heart sank to the bottom. It turned out that the trust that I had built with great difficulty and the love I thought was so fragile.

"I have never loved a man in my life." How happy I was before is how painful I am now.

I wanted to say something but stopped myself. The grievance and resentment in my heart made it difficult for me to breathe, as if an invisible big hand was tightly strangling my throat.

Huang Junze said no more and turned to walk towards the bedroom. With a bang, the door slammed shut. I stood there blankly, my hands hanging limply at my sides, staring at the unfinished dinner, feeling lost. Was there any point in even continuing to cook?

"It's over, everything is back to square one." I murmured to myself weakly, full of anger but with nowhere to vent.

I picked up my pen and wrote in my notebook:

April 4 Light rain

Today, he came home early, and I eagerly prepared dinner, but ultimately I didn't continue. The sudden news pulled me into a huge black hole.

Our conversation ended on a sour note and there was no need to eat.

I just heard Huang Junze's phone ringing, he went out again. Yes, he said that she was in a bad mood recently and needed company.

I know he has me in his heart.

He won't betray me...