Spring Drunk Chang'an

Liu Yu sat there stiffly, as if he didn't hear Liu Changan's voice.

Liu Changan was not in a hurry either. He just sat there quietly, looking at him with his almond-shaped eyes without blinking.

At the same time, she held his wrist.

The Song family said nothing.

Nanny Ji's face was wrinkled and Song's tears were falling.

Xiao Chuo stood there quietly, her eyes deep as she watched the actions of Liu Changan and Liu Yu. It was unknown what she was thinking, but anyway...

His face doesn't look very good.

There were dark clouds rolling in his eyes.

His fists were clenched tightly, vaguely like anger, but also like, uh~

Hey.

Liu Chang'an didn't bother to look back, but just stared at Liu Yu seriously.

Half an hour!

Liu Yu's chin suddenly moved imperceptibly.

He nodded.

"Yu'er, you, you..." Song, who had been observing him, noticed it immediately and almost cried with joy. She was about to say something when Old Madam Song suddenly spoke up, "Lan Niang, let's go out first and let Chang'an talk to Yu'er!"

"Ah? Go out?"

Song was stunned and instinctively unwilling, but after looking at Liu Yu's expression, she finally bit her lip, nodded heavily, wiped her tears, and staggered to her feet.

Seeing this, Song Zhinian hurried forward to support her, and then cast a worried look at Liu Changan.

Liu Changan silently shook his head at her, indicating that he didn't care.

Old Mrs. Song looked at it, felt a little relieved, and waved her hand.

The Song family members left one after another with worries.

Including Xiao Chuo.

However, they did not walk for long. They just walked out of the main house and stood in the yard. Song, in particular, stopped moving as soon as she walked out of the house. She grabbed the edge of the door with both hands and stared inside eagerly.

Inside the house...

Only Liu Changan and Liu Yu were left.

None of them spoke.

However, the atmosphere was much better than when the Song family was here just now. Liu Yu didn't seem so nervous anymore. His brows relaxed slightly and his stiff back softened.

Liu Changan saw his expression and knew that he was relaxed. He breathed a sigh of relief and said jokingly, "Okay, Brother Yu, they're all gone. Talk to me now."

"What's wrong?"

"Are you unhappy?"

Her tone was relaxed, almost teasing, but her almond-shaped eyes were always observing his movements.

Afraid that something is wrong.

Fortunately, Liu Yu's silence seemed to be directed only at the Song family. Facing his only two friends in life, he raised his head slightly and smiled bitterly, "I'm fine, I just feel cowardly!"

"What do you mean?" Liu Changan raised his eyebrows.

Outside, all the Song family members gathered at the door, including Old Mrs. Song, and pricked up their ears.

"My life..." Liu Yu trailed off, a bitter look in his eyes. "It seems like a joke, Chang'an. Originally, I always thought that my parents, um, the Duke and Madam Qu's attitude towards me was because of him. He accidentally broke my leg. He felt guilty and didn't know how to face it, so he just let it go."

"My mother couldn't accept that I was disabled. She felt I was a burden to her, so they treated me like that."

"I think my tragedy is all because of a mistake made by my father. It was an accident, a helpless one, a trick played by fate. And the result, the result..."

"He did it on purpose!"

"Chang'an, he did it on purpose!! He wanted to destroy me and make way for his son. Madam Qu, she, she deliberately tormented me. She wanted to humiliate me. I treated her as my own mother. I suffered for so many years, but she turned out to be my enemy!!"

"And Daddy, he is my biological father, and I am his son. Why can he be so heartless? Why doesn't he just strangle me to death? To save me from so much pain!!"

"Chang'an, I, I know. Mother found me. She gave up a lot for me. Grandpa and grandmother also love me very much. Uncle and aunt are sincere to me. Zhinian and Yuhu have never looked down on me. I have a wet nurse. She loves me wholeheartedly and regards me as her life."

"I have you and Xiaoyue. You have never despised me and have always treated me as a friend. Even someone as noble as the Crown Prince has personally come to persuade me, but, but..."

"I still feel bad, I just feel bad. I think of their faces, the days I've lived over the years, the days and nights I've tossed and turned, the days and nights I've been tossing and turning, the days and nights I've been in agony and unable to sleep. For twenty years, I've been blaming myself for twenty years, but it's all a joke!"

"joke!!"

Liu Yu burst into tears and cried out loudly, "Why me? Why do you treat me like this?"

"What did I do wrong? What's wrong with me?"

"Am I not his son? Am I his enemy?"

"Nanny said it's over, everything is over!! I'm home now, the suffering of the first half of my life is over, and I'll be with my biological mother and surrounded by my family in the future. I'll be very happy, but I can't get over it, Chang'an, I really can't get over it!"

"They make it sound so easy. Twenty years of suffering are over, and we can live a good life from now on? How can it be over? I've only lived for twenty years, and everything I see is hell!!"

"Live a good life? How? I don't know how. I've never learned how. I can only live in this twisted way."

"Changan, I can't forget you, I can't let you go!"

Liu Yu cried like a child, tears flowing like a spring. He clutched the quilt tightly with both hands, leaving deep wrinkles on the cotton-like satin surface.

His eyes were full of despair.

Liu Changan's almond-shaped eyes were filled with tears, and she sobbed with red eyes, "Yu'er, I understand, I understand how you feel. If you can't let go, then don't let go. I'll go find the madam, find His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and we'll find a way. Let's, let's get revenge, okay?"

"We'll go find Qu Qiutong, we'll take revenge on Liu Wenbai, we'll settle our score with Liu Xiu, we won't forget, we won't let go!"

"We, we..."

How could she not understand?

Having experienced the pain of two lifetimes, how could she not understand Liu Yu's feelings? In her previous life, in Qingyunguan, during the last two years of her imprisonment, she had been just like Liu Yu, unable to eat or sleep. Her heart felt pent up, as if it was about to explode. She wanted to go crazy at any time, and she would burst into tears even without anyone provoking her. It felt like a stone was weighing down her heart, but her chest was on fire, her blood boiling, and she had no idea who to vent her anger on!

When she was just reborn, looking at the Liu family, the darkest thoughts always came into her mind!

They are all dead!

Everyone is dead!!

Those who harmed her in her previous life and treated her like a piece of trash should all be burned to death in a fire. No one should be left alive. Let them all go to hell together and see if there is still hierarchy among the ghosts in the underworld?

But she had adoptive parents, younger brothers and sisters, she met His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and she also had a resilient heart, so she made it through.

And what about Liu Yu?

He is enduring it.

Don't look at his repeated suicide attempts, but he wanted to live, otherwise...

You're such a grown-up, and if you really want to die, you'll bite your tongue. Who can stop you?