The Marquise: I Earn My Own Worship

Now she also takes care of the child like her own parents, fearing that the child might get overheated or cold.

It must have been even harder for her parents to raise her. Song Shengfu remembers that when she was little, her parents' careers were on the rise. Even so, they would still take time to accompany her.

The scene in her childhood composition where she was sick and carried to the hospital by her mother really happened to her. Now, looking at the two little carrot heads in front of her, she suddenly understood her parents' feelings back then.

Suddenly, Song Shengfu seemed to have an epiphany. The debt owed to children does not only refer to one's own children and grandchildren, but more importantly, it means that one has to experience from one's children how difficult it is to be a parent.

Song Shengfu felt that she was somewhat unfilial in her previous life. Because she had no children to care for her, Song Shengfu basically spent her whole life running around outside and rarely went home.

Sometimes she would stay for a day or two before rushing off to the next place, but her parents never said anything and instead supported her even more. This made her feel extremely guilty towards her parents after they passed away.

She was unfilial and had never been able to spend enough time with her parents in her previous life. In fact, she had some regrets before she died, regretting that she had no children or grandchildren around her, but she still had no regrets.

People always have to pay for their actions. If you choose to have children, you have to take on the responsibility of the family. If you choose to live a carefree life, don't regret it when you are old in a nursing home.

Nothing is perfect. If you choose something, you have to give up something else. This is what Song Shengfu said in front of everyone in the Duan family when she had an epiphany.

The atmosphere in Duan Bo's mansion has been a little bad these days. Because Song Shengfu has been entangled in this matter these days, her expression is a little listless and she can't muster the energy to do anything.

Seeing that his grandmother was a little unhappy, Xuan'er lay in Song Shengfu's arms.

"Grandma just misses her father and mother."

Song Shengfu sighed a little. She suddenly missed her parents from her previous life very much these days. She wondered where they were now. She thought they had probably been reincarnated long ago.

Upon hearing this, Duan Jingzong, Duan Jing'an, and Lu's heart tightened. They heard that if the old woman began to recall the past, it would not be long, so they all began to comfort their old mother.

Thinking that their mother would one day leave them like their father, a gloom rose in their hearts, and they just hoped that this day would come later and later.

After all, it was because of excessive worry and the severe heat that Song Shengfu fell ill within a few days.

Suddenly, everyone in the mansion was extremely tense. After all, the old lady was old, and this illness would definitely harm her health.

Duan Chengkang from the palace also hurried back. These days, Song Shengfu was surrounded by her children and grandchildren, which made up for the loneliness she felt in her previous life.

Duan Jingzong personally served the medicine. Song Shengfu was reluctant at first, but she had to give in because of Duan Jingzong's insistence.

Song Shengfu wanted to drink it all in one gulp, which was better than drinking it spoonful by spoonful, which was torturous. The last time she tried it, she almost went to hell.

This old man is useless. He almost choked to death when he drank medicine in big gulps.

From then on, Duan Jingzong ordered Suchun and the others to stop letting the old lady take medicine alone. Every morning and evening, he and Duan Jing'an would come to personally serve her. Song Shengfu also felt sympathetic and dared not do that again.

After finally finishing a bowl of medicine, Song Shengfu's face turned pale with bitterness, which made everyone present feel a little nervous.

Song Shengfu comforted him, "I'm fine, it's just that the medicine is a bit bitter."

Seeing his grandmother as frail as she had been at the end of last year, Kang Ge'er was frightened, tears welling up in his eyes. Meanwhile, Wei Jie'er, standing beside him, had already broken down in tears.

Thinking that her mother had passed away due to a cold, Sister Wei felt a little scared.

Song Shengfu knew she was fine, but seeing everyone else's unhappy expressions, she thought for a moment and jokingly said, "Don't worry, I'm in good health. The doctor said there's nothing wrong. Besides, Mrs. Luo has already had a great-grandson. I won't feel at ease until Brother Kang grows up."

At this point, Duan Jing'an quickly responded, "Then mother, you must take good care of yourself. I still need you to take care of my grandson."

"Don't be ashamed. You haven't even seen anything yet."

Song Shengfu nodded at him unhappily, and Duan Jingan touched his head feeling a little embarrassed.

Duan Jingzong felt a little uncomfortable, blaming his own poor health for having Kang Ge'er at the age of 29. Most mothers would have had a great-grandson by that age.

Song Shengfu had no idea what her eldest son was thinking. When she felt better, she planned to go to a farm in the suburbs to escape the summer heat.

Duan Bo’s mansion has a farm on Qingyun Mountain outside the city. The temperature on the mountain is lower, and the environment is quiet, making it a good place to escape the summer heat.

Many families in the capital could not stand the heat and had already taken refuge in their farms. Song Shengfu decided to take her family and leave, leaving Duan Jing'an to guard the house.

After being placed, Song Shengfu lay on the cradle in the yard, feeling comfortable and at ease.

Xuan Ge'er was playing with a clay doll on a mat nearby. This was a set of dolls Kang Ge'er had bought from outside. They were a complete set of musicians, with some playing the flute, some playing the piano, and some beating the drum. There were eighteen different dolls in total.

Xuan Ge'er can't let it go and has been playing with it in his hands these days.

"Grandfather, Xiao"

Xuan Ge'er showed the clay doll in his hand to Song Shengfu. Song Shengfu saw that it was a clay doll playing the flute. She smiled with some surprise and said, "Oh, a doll playing the flute! Xuan Ge'er can say Xiao now."

Xuan Ge'er was very proud. He stood up, walked to Song Shengfu and climbed up. Song Shengfu lifted him up, and Xuan Ge'er leaned on Song Shengfu.

Maybe it was the hot summer, and he fell asleep in a short while. Song Shengfu also fell asleep after a while.

Seeing this, Su Xia covered the two of them with a thin ice silk blanket. After all, the temperature was lower on the mountain, and they were under the shade of the trees, so it would be a bit cold if they stayed there for a long time.

Song Shengfu had a dream. In the dream, she returned to her childhood and saw her parents when they were young.

Song Shengfu wanted to approach them, but found her steps became extremely heavy and she could not get closer. She shouted loudly for her parents, tears blurring her eyes.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and Song Shengfu woke up with a start, and found herself still lying in the cradle. Her heart was filled with loss and melancholy for a while, and she couldn't calm down for a long time.

How many years has it been since I last dreamed of them? I've almost forgotten what they look like.

Looking at Xuan Ge'er sleeping beside her, Song Shengfu felt a little cold, so she called for someone to come and carry Xuan Ge'er back to the house. She stood up and prepared to go out for a walk. She hadn't gone out to see what the scenery was like since she came here.

Kang Ge'er and Wei Jie'er had already taken the guards and maids to run all over the mountains and fields, and brought back some game from time to time.

After Song Shengfu took a rough look around, she found that the village was located at the neck of the mountain. There was a temple on the top of the mountain. I heard that it was a relatively famous Buddhist temple and many people went up the mountain every day.

However, Song Shengfu and the others were in another mountain bay. The road up the mountain was on the ridge and was quite far away, but they could see the mountain road as soon as they walked out of the yard.

"We can go to the temple sometime to pray and get a peace charm."

Song Shengfu stood under a pine tree, looking at the mountain road in the distance.

This ancient person had really good eyesight. She could see people walking on the road from a distance.

Mother Qi was accompanying her, and next to her was a steady maid, Su Dong, the newly promoted one. The previous Su Dong was transferred to Sister Wei and renamed Yu Qiao.

"I heard that this temple can also pray for marriage. I can ask for a marriage talisman for the Fourth Master to bless him to have a smooth marriage."

"That's fine. Let's go tomorrow. Bring a few brothers and sisters and we'll go up together."

"Yes"

In the evening, Sister Wei was holding a rabbit in her arms. When Song Shengfu saw it, she remembered the spicy rabbit head and double pepper rabbit cubes she had eaten in her previous life, and her mouth started to water.

"Hey, there's also a rabbit. Send it to the kitchen later and ask them to make a spicy rabbit."

But when Wei Jie'er heard this, her eyes widened and she looked at her grandmother in disbelief.

"Grandma, rabbits are so cute, how can we eat them? Can you please not kill them?"