After my soul traveled to ancient times, I don't want to be cannon fodder

At least in these years, she had never seen Qi Yu show such an expression because of a woman, loss, expectation, sadness, despair...

Her handsome and heroic Lord Qi, who had saved her from bandits, disappeared after all.

At this moment, she didn't know whether she should thank Princess Zhaohua for letting her see the truth, or resent that the moonlight she had always been following was taken away by someone else.

This feeling is complicated.

It was so complicated that she felt extremely sad just thinking about it.

It turns out that the most painful thing in life is not that the loved one never looks at you, but that he is right in front of you but you can never touch him.

Princess Zhaohua is so happy!

Really!

If possible, she would also like to be the woman that Lord Qi cares about, and spend the rest of her life in his arms.

Unfortunately, she is not Princess Zhaohua!

Zhao Chushan figured it all out and left without waiting for the Black Dragon Guards to order her to leave. In the past, she was too persistent and put herself in a humble position.

No wonder these Black Dragon Guards are all still afraid of her.

After all, what decent girl would be so shameless as to follow a man?

But now, she understands.

Let go when it’s time to let go.

Zhao Chushan had just left the Qi Mansion and boarded the carriage back home. Halfway through, the carriage was stopped by a man in black. The man in black had an expressionless face. He handed her a small porcelain bottle and said to her:

"Your Highness asked me to give you this. This contains the Forgetfulness Pill. If someone takes it, they will forget their past love and lose all memories of their past love."

Zhao Chushan took the bottle of medicine with a complicated expression. She really didn't expect Princess Zhaohua to do this.

Lord Qi likes her so much.

How could she trample on his feelings like this?

Zhao Chushan's fingers tightened around the bottle. Just as she was about to say something, the man in black said, "Your Highness said that after taking this, you'll be unconscious for a day. When you wake up, you'll fall in love with the first person you see at first sight!"

"But if I wake up and see my parents, I will return to peace and simply forget the person I once loved."

Zhao Chushan:.......

Zhao Chushan suddenly withdrew her hand as she was about to offer it back, "Thank you very much, Your Highness. I will come to thank you in person someday!"

The man in black still had no expression on his face. He turned his horse around and rode away quickly.

Zhao Chushan sat in the carriage, holding the small porcelain vase, her eyes wandering. What should she do? She had clearly decided to let it go...

But now...

The hope of being able to spend a lifetime with Lord Qi is right before my eyes.

Is she really going to give up?

But is Lord Qi, who has taken the Forgetfulness Pill, still her Lord Qi?

She didn't know and couldn't decide.

After returning home, Zhao Chushan went to the study in the front yard with the small porcelain bottle in her arms. She always wanted to ask her father's opinion on things she couldn't decide.

After Zhao Yingpu learned about this, he was silent for a long time. Then he said to Zhao Chushan meaningfully: "Shan'er, father hopes that you will be happy. I hope you can meet a husband who truly loves you..."

"While this medicine may help him achieve his wish, there's no guarantee that he won't regain his memory due to some kind of stimulation. If that happens, how will you cope?"

"Shan'er, Qi Yu is not the only man in this world... If you look carefully, there are people around you who truly care about you and love you..."

Zhao Chushan raised her tearful eyes and looked at her father.

She is not heartless, so how could she not know?

But, when it comes to feelings, you can't force it...

Zhao Yingpu sighed deeply, then said, "Have you ever thought that the person who really deserves the Forgetfulness Pill is not Qi Yu, but you..."

"For so many years, you've followed him, but he hasn't even glanced at you. It's clear that fate hasn't favored you two. Why don't you try to let it go?"

"Look at father... all those years of persistence have finally paid off. Isn't it time to learn to let go?"

Zhao Yingpu gave a bitter smile and continued, "Shan'er, father doesn't want you to live like this forever. My daughter should also be regarded as a treasure..."

"Father..." All the resentment she had felt for many years turned into grievance at this moment. Zhao Chushan let go of her pride, threw herself into her father's arms, and burst into tears.

After crying, Zhao Yingpu ordered someone to invite his cousin Cheng Zhaolin over. His cousin Cheng Zhaolin was the legitimate son of General Cheng’s second brother.

Now he is also serving in the imperial guards, guarding the palace.

A young talent, he has been in love with Zhao Chushan since childhood. He believes that only if Zhao Chushan can marry him can she find true happiness.

After Zhao Chushan fainted from crying, Zhao Yingpu arranged for her to live in a side room.

After Cheng Zhaolin came over, Zhao Yingpu told him about the Forgetfulness Pill. Cheng Zhaolin was overjoyed and knelt on the ground to promise that he would never let Zhao Chushan down.

In order to make Zhao Yingpu believe in his determination, he wrote a blood oath to pledge his resolve, and only then did Zhao Yingpu feel relieved.

I personally fed Zhao Chushan the so-called forgetfulness pill. She only needed to sleep for one night, and when she woke up the next day, she would feel like she was reborn.

He believed that Princess Zhaohua would not play such a joke on him.

Because from what Zhao Chushan said, Princess Zhaohua originally wanted Zhao Chushan to feed the medicine to Qi Yu.

I think it was because this Qi Zhusi did something wrong and violated Princess Zhaohua's taboo, which made Princess Zhaohua decide to give up.

Although he didn't know what exactly happened, he thought that Princess Zhaohua still had feelings for Qi Yu. Just seeing that she was spending her internal energy to save Qi Yu's life, it was clear that Princess Zhaohua would never kill him.

The next morning.

The sunlight came through the window and shone on Zhao Chushan's jade-like face. She opened her sleepy eyes and looked at the world again.

"Shan'er, you're awake!" Cheng Zhaolin said in surprise as he stood by the bed.

The handsome face of the young man seemed to be shining against the backdrop of the halo. Zhao Chushan was in a trance for a moment, and felt as if her heart was beating wildly.

She remembered that this was her cousin.

It seemed as if they hadn't seen each other for a long time. A layer of golden light seemed to appear on her cousin's face, which made her heart beat a little.

Seeing that she was just staring at him without saying a word, Cheng Zhaolin couldn't help but feel a little nervous: "Shan'er, are you okay? Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat..."

Cheng Zhaolin was about to leave when Zhao Chushan quickly pulled him back. Her fair face flushed slightly as she whispered, "Cousin Cheng, why are you here?"

Cheng family, cousin?

When Cheng Zhaolin heard these four words, he looked at Zhao Chushan in disbelief.

She hadn't called herself like this for a long time.

In the past, when I saw him, I would just bow silently and then turn around and leave.

I saw that her eyes were full of affection, her face was flushed, and her big eyes were blinking with clear light.

Cheng Zhaolin took the opportunity to touch Zhao Chushan's little hand, but saw that Zhao Chushan did not resist, and looked at him with a little shyness.

At this moment, Cheng Zhaolin felt like a roe deer was screaming in his heart.

After so many years, Sister Shan finally accepted him!

When Cheng Zhaolin thought of this, his nose felt sore. Zhao Chushan felt a little flustered and directly held Cheng Zhaolin's handsome face in her hands.

"Cousin, what's wrong with you?"

Cheng Zhaolin shook his head slightly, then boldly hugged her in his arms and buried his head in the back of Zhao Chushan's neck. The girl's faint fragrance filled his nose, and Cheng Zhaolin felt that he was about to explode with happiness.

He hugged the beauty tightly and said sullenly, "It's okay, I'm just, so happy!"

He was not only happy, he wanted to jump up and jump three times.