After provoking all the males, I became a female

Shen Yueyu stood there. She knew that she was just an illusory existence now and could not interfere with anything in Si Huaijing's dream. She could only watch the young Si Huaijing endure those sufferings.

She saw the queen forcibly taking the young Si Huaijing back, and personally supervised people to feed him a memory-diminishing potion. Each time, she would not stop until Si Huaijing retched and almost fainted.

The tiny Si Huaijing desperately pressed his fingers against his throat, trying to spit out the medicine, muttering repeatedly:

"I can't... forget."

"I will never forget... Mother."

After the Queen insisted on having someone force-feed him medicine every day, Si Huaijing's eyes, which were originally full of hatred, became more and more gentle and harmless.

It seemed that he had forgotten all those things.

Shen Yueyu looked at Si Huaijing's small back, which seemed so lonely. She also felt that his childhood was really miserable.

The scene changed, and then she saw Si Huaijing, who had not yet had time to divide the attack force, fighting with an assassin. He seemed to be fighting with his life on the line.

He let the assassin in front of him stab him again and again, blood gushing from his body, but he seemed to feel no pain at all. He bit the assassin's neck tightly, his face covered in blood, but he had no intention of letting go, and his sharp canine teeth were shining with blood.

After all, it was just such a small child who bit off the neck of an adult male orc. He stumbled to his feet and went to find the emperor covered in blood.

This time, he seemed to have gained the emperor's protection. The queen did not dare to kill him again, but the view she instilled in him every day was:

"Si Huaijing, remember, you were born to help your brother, the Crown Prince. You must not have any other thoughts. Do you understand?"

"Si Huaijing, when you grow up you must unconditionally support the Crown Prince."

"Si Huaijing's attack power level must not be higher than the eldest prince's, otherwise, I will not keep such a threat around!"

"..." Countless voices of the Queen swirled around, exposing her viciousness and selfishness. Even Shen Yueyu covered her ears when she heard them.

She shifted her gaze towards Si Huaijing, only to see him standing there alone. There seemed to be no one around him, and only these voices in his ears accompanied him as he grew up.

Everyone told him that he should live his whole life to assist Si Yelin.

His figure became more and more upright, and his appearance became more and more outstanding. When he looked at people, there seemed to be a faint smile in his fox eyes, and that gentle mask became more and more unbreakable.

Then, the scene before my eyes appeared late at night.

Si Huaijing sat at the desk, frowning as he wrote something, looking like he had a headache.

Shen Yueyu was curious, so he walked over to check it out.

But the content above reads:

Advice on helping powerless females.

Shen Yueyu looked at Si Huaijing in surprise and saw that he looked exhausted and there were countless rejected applications on his desk.

"So, he has also made efforts for this matter?"

Shen Yueyu was surprised that she didn't even know what Si Huaijing had done.

Someone came in. It was his subordinate who bowed before him and reported:

"Your Highness, we released all the females quietly."

"I understand." Si Huaijing's words were light, and his gaze moved back to the table.

"Your Highness," his subordinates advised him, "Please give up on this matter!"

"You've already upset the higher-ups by protecting those powerless females. If you continue to insist on doing so, you'll probably get into big trouble!"

Si Huaijing stared blankly at the pile of documents in front of him, then slowly closed his eyes.

Looking at him like this, Shen Yueyu suddenly remembered that it was Si Huaijing who sent her out of the city before.

At that time, Si Huaijing was the only royal family member who helped Shen Yueyu in the isolated and helpless country of Xinglan.

It turns out that he did all that for a reason.

Shen Yueyu thought that if Si Huaijing didn't have some ulterior motives, she shouldn't hate him.

The screen changed again.

Shen Yueyu saw Si Huaijing kill dozens of male orcs alone. The air was filled with an extremely strong smell of blood, as if it could choke people to death in a sea of ​​blood.

Si Huaijing was covered in blood, even his beautiful long silver-white hair was stained with blood.

However, his expression was indifferent, with a cold light reflected on his cheeks. At this moment, he was not wearing a fake smile mask, and his expression was full of indifference and contempt. His eyes swept across the corpses on the ground, as if he was looking at a group of extremely lowly ants.

He slowly wiped the blood off his hands with a handkerchief, and even blood was dripping down his flawless and beautiful face.

Shen Yueyu felt his scalp tingling as he watched this scene, and he couldn't help but want to escape from this hell on earth.

As if noticing Shen Yueyu's gaze, Si Huaijing suddenly turned around and looked at her.

His blood-stained white hair was slightly raised, and his cold fox eyes were filled with a cold light, and his gaze seemed to fall on Shen Yueyu.

It wasn't an illusion, Shen Yueyu felt that he seemed to be able to really discover himself!

Shen Yueyu took a deep breath and quickly withdrew from the spiritual world.

The scene in front of him returned to the cave again. Shen Yueyu looked carefully, but saw that Si Huaijing seemed to be still sleeping with his eyes closed.

"Phew, luckily he didn't notice."

That look is really creepy.

Shen Yueyu took a deep breath and was about to get up and leave this place, but he felt his wrist suddenly tighten.

A hot, large hand held hers.

Shen Yueyu couldn't help but shudder. She looked towards Si Huaijing, only to find that he had opened his eyes, his tea-green pupils fixed on her.

"What did you see?" Si Huaijing asked.

His cheeks were clearly so clean and flawless, with a beautiful jade color, so beautiful that it was bewitching. However, when Shen Yueyu looked at him, he inexplicably felt that his face was still covered in blood, and there seemed to be sticky blood dripping from his canine teeth.

Shen Yueyu's pupils shrank slightly, and he wanted to pull his hand back suddenly, but found that he couldn't pull it out at all.

It was Si Huaijing who held her hand a little tighter.

"Wife, please tell me, please?"