System in a book: The top female character is completely destroyed

"Then what do you want to do?" Xie Yan leaned against the wall behind him speechlessly, looking annoyed: "I told her the truth, and she didn't think about it."

"Could this be your fault?" Xie Qing'er glanced at Xie Yan with disdain. "Are you and Sister Shuangshuang acting together for Mom? Did the girl agree to your request because you threatened her or because you have some leverage over her, so she was forced to agree to your participation and put on such a show?"

Xie Yan shook his head: "No."

Xie Yan explained the whole thing to Xie Qing'er in a few words.

Xie Qing'er went from being curious to being speechless, and finally to being disgusted: "You're destined to be alone."

"..." Xie Yan's face darkened: "Xie Qing'er, I don't mind letting Mom know that you have a foreign boyfriend abroad."

"Fuck, how did you know that!" Xie Qing'er's face turned pale. "You can't say that. You can't tell Mom. I went abroad without telling her. She blamed me for a long time and even blocked me for three months. She didn't give me a penny during those three months. You don't know how I survived." Xie Qing'er begged with tears and snot, "In exchange, don't tell Mom about this. Please, please! I'll help you pursue your sister-in-law!"

"Do you have a plan?"

Seeing that Xie Yan had already agreed to the conditions, Xie Qing'er stopped being shy and immediately started to flatter him: "When pursuing a girl, you have to be sincere..."

—

In the ward,

"You have a good rest, we're leaving first." Su Li pulled Lu Shuangshuang and almost walked to the door.

Bai Musheng suddenly called out to Su Li: "Will you come tomorrow?"

Lu Shuangshuang looked at Su Li with some curiosity.

Su Li was a little embarrassed. She gave a dry laugh and pulled Lu Shuangshuang out of the ward.

As soon as I went out, I met two brothers who were about to come in.

The moment Xie Qing'er saw Lu Shuangshuang, she wanted to rush over to take a good look at her future sister-in-law. However, thinking that Xie Yan had the upper hand over her, she restrained herself and could only speak: "Are you leaving?"

"Yeah." Su Li responded.

Xie Yan was a little panicked: "Ah, then will you come back later?"

"Don't I have you?" Su Li looked at him with a look of idiocy.

Did Xie Yan say this because she wanted everyone to know that there was an unclear relationship between her and Bai Musheng?

It's all decided to end it all.

Why let her turn back and make the same mistake again?

Every time I think of this, my head hurts.

Xie Yan wanted to say something, but when he saw Su Li's terrifying eyes, which were like Bai Musheng's, he immediately shut his mouth.

After coming out of the hospital, Lu Shuangshuang asked out of curiosity, "Su Xiaoli, tell me the truth, are you hiding something from me?"

"I." Su Li was about to explain, but didn't know where to start.

The most important thing is that she and Shen Yubai...

I didn’t understand what Lu Shuangshuang said before: “white moonlight.”

Now that some memory fragments have appeared, Su Li has begun to suspect that Shen Yubai might be the white moonlight that Lu Shuangshuang mentioned that she can't forget.

My mind has been really confused during this period.

"I'll talk to you about this when I've figured it out. I've been really confused these past few days." Su Li was a little confused. Looking at the quiet and dark night, she laughed out loud: "It's so late, why don't you come to my house and sleep for a night?"

"it is good."

—

in the apartment,

Su Li and Lu were both wrapped in the quilt.

Su Li tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

Lu Shuangshuang, still immersed in the online world, sensed the anxious and worried Su Li beside her and couldn't help but put down her phone, turned around and asked, "Su Li, can't you sleep?"

"I." Su Li placed one hand on her forehead and said in a dull voice, "I've been suffering from insomnia these past few days."

"What?"

"I feel very confused."

Su Li doesn't understand many things.

Does Shen Yubai also have a system? But why can I read related memories from him?

Who am I?

Why can't she read Bai Musheng's memory and even receive a system warning?

……

A series of problems are piling up before my eyes.

Without explaining all of this, it's really hard to fall into a peaceful sleep.

Su Li was really afraid that one day she would wake up... and no longer be herself.

"Do you still remember what you told me about at Shengka...my white moonlight?" Su Li looked a little uncomfortable.

Lu Shuangshuang suddenly became excited and sat up sideways: "Fuck, what do you mean!"

"Do you know who I am... Bai Yueguang?"

Lu Shuangshuang licked her lips, her expression a little subtle: "Actually, I don't know. I only know that you have a first love. Besides, who is your Bai Yueguang? Don't you know it yourself?"

Su Li lay down in a daze: "I also want to figure it out, but recently I have a strong premonition that he is... the person I have liked for a long time."

"Him!?" Lu Shuangshuang was shocked: "Your Bai Yueguang is back?"

"Probably, maybe."

Lu Shuangshuang was delighted: "Then you can make up for your regrets! After the college entrance examination that year, I couldn't ask you out. You always had various excuses saying you didn't want to go out. Then when college started, I saw that you were completely different from before! You were like an eggplant hit by frost, without any spirit at all."

Su Li turned her head slightly and happened to meet Lu Shuangshuang's eyes. Seeing her previous depressed look, she couldn't help laughing.

It turns out that Su Li cared so much about this person back then.

"Later, I asked my uncle and found out that you were so distressed because a neighbor boy suddenly left without saying goodbye. So at that time, I assumed you liked him. Think about it, why would a girl be sad for so long after a boy left?"

"Can't it be just a friendship attachment?" Su Li said with a smile.

Lu Shuangshuang shook her head. "For example, in terms of friendship, between us, I'd be reluctant to leave you when we parted ways, but the thought of being able to contact you through messaging apps would comfort me a little. However, when it comes to the relationship between a man and a woman, when the other person leaves without a word, there might be some kind of agreement between you, and when the time comes to talk about it, one of you isn't there. If it were me, I'd be sad too, with all sorts of thoughts and feelings. I'd feel wronged."

Su Li slowly recalled the past. Although it was a blurry picture, something in her heart reminded her that the heartache she felt at that time was really painful.

"So later you started dating Li Nianchen, but you broke up not long after. I think it was because of him. Since it's a regret, you have to make up for it. Now that he's back, are you sure you want to continue to have regrets?"

Su Li supported herself and got up: "That's what I said, but I'm talking about hypothetical situations. What if I already have someone else in my heart right now?"

"Bai Musheng?"

"?" Su Li was surprised and quickly waved her hands and laughed dryly: "How is that possible? I said if, not really."

Lu Shuangshuang touched her chin and thought: "Actually, I can understand it. You were just an adult when you took the college entrance examination, and now you are already of marriageable age. So many years have passed in between. Perhaps the feelings will gradually fade away. If you like Bai Musheng now, I support you. Although he looks cold, I think he should be good. Take the way he looked at you just now. Su Li, you are really lucky. His eyes are as gentle as water! It's so sweet that it's about to overflow."

"..."