System in a book: The top female character is completely destroyed

After get off work, Mr. and Mrs. Wan came home one after another and stepped into Wan Qing's room.

It was already night, and the lights were off in Wan Qing's room. Wan Qing was still sitting in her chair, as she had been doing in the afternoon, checking the minutes, tears still lingering in the corners of her eyes...

"Why don't you turn on the light?" Wan's mother pressed the light switch with one hand.

The room suddenly lit up, and Wan Qing, who was sitting on the chair, started to move differently.

He raised his hand to block the glaring light.

"Your Aunt Li said that the college entrance examination scores can be checked today." Wan's mother sat behind Wan Qing, staring at the back of her head and asking, "How did you do on the exam? What was the passing score?"

Wan Qing said nothing and continued to be in a daze.

"Huh?" Wan's mother walked to Wan Qing's side in confusion, but Wan Qing didn't want her mother to see her appearance at the moment, so she hid her face in her arms.

"Speak." Wan's mother frowned and subconsciously raised her tone.

"As you wished, I didn't pass the exam."

"What did you say?" Wan's mother thought she had misheard and frowned even deeper: "Lift your head up."

Wan Qing raised her head obediently, her face covered with tear marks, but her eyes were full of sneers: "Isn't this what you want?"

"What do you mean? What do you mean by what I want?"

Wan Qing didn't want to talk, but her mother insisted that Wan Qing look at her.

"Second-stage score: 298, first-stage score: 485, special control score: 580..." Wan Qing read out the scores calmly, staring intently at her mother's face, wanting to see the wonderful changes in her expression. "My score is 490, which means I'm sure to get into a junior college. How's that?"

"Wan Qing!"

"What's wrong?" Wan Qing raised her eyes amusedly. Her eyes, which were clearly filled with tears, now brightened unnaturally. "Isn't this what you and Dad have been talking about most recently?"

Wan Mu was slightly stunned.

"Isn't it?" Wan Qing smiled coldly, her eyes cold as well. "Ever since the college entrance exam, you've been saying you can't afford the expensive tuition at private schools, and you've been saying that college graduation is useless. Don't you keep reminding me of this every day?"

"Wan Qing! You better understand, we want you to do better in the exam!" Wan's mother said excitedly.

Wan Qing's eyes were bloodshot. "I'm trying my best to do well in the exam! Is it because I don't want to do well? Have you ever asked about my grades? Do you know how many sleepless nights I've gone through in order to maintain a stable score range in school? Do you know how long I've worked hard not to let you down? But what happened?" Wan Qing wiped away her tears and walked over to her mother. "Even during those few days in the exam hall, all I could hear from you was 'Study hard and get into a key university or a public university.'"

Wan's mother laughed amusedly and retorted, "Then what else should I say? Say useless nice words like 'come on'?"

How did this become useless nice words?

Sometimes Wan Qing really didn't understand why her mother was always so cold and heartless. Even if her sweet words were useless, what did it matter...

She wants to listen...

Can't she even listen to it once?

"So, in your mind, the only thing that matters is getting into a top university, a public university? Do you think that just because you say it, it will come true? Have you ever considered how much pressure I'll feel after you say those nice things?" Wan Qing clutched her chest, which was aching like a knife, and continued, "I want good grades more than any of you. I want to tell you that I'm a good person, a student who has always worked hard. I want this more than any of you, but in your hearts, I always seem to be that unbearable person. From childhood to adulthood, have you and Dad ever praised me? I can't even remember a single scene of you praising me. When I got good grades, did you and Dad ever ask about it? Every time you saw my report card, you would compare mine with Aunt Li's daughter's, and even say I wasn't good enough in front of Aunt Li. Am I really that bad, Mom? You even blame me in front of others!"

Wan Qing wanted to pour out all her grievances, but seeing her mother's calm face, she smiled self-deprecatingly: "Honestly, seeing this result today, I'm quite happy. It confirms the image of me as a broken man in your hearts, and it doesn't seem so hard anymore..."

"Wan Qing!"

"Aunt Li's daughter is better than me. I know it. I've known it since I was a child. I will never be able to compare with others, and I don't think I can change this fact." Wan Qing's eyes were bloodshot, and she showed her last smile: "Otherwise, you can adopt someone else as your daughter..."

"Snapped!"

Wan Qing was beaten and fell back onto the chair, and soon hideous finger marks appeared on his fair face.

My vision seemed to be getting blurrier and blurrier.

Wan Qing turned her head and wanted to look at her mother's face, but her eyes were completely blocked by tears.

"Why are you hitting the child?" Father Wan stopped watching the show and pulled Mother Wan's hand out of the room.

A flash of loss crossed Wan Qing's deep black eyes, but it seemed that her father had always been like this... She just wanted to be lucky enough to let her father stand on her side sometimes.

At least protect it.

—

Wan Qing paused and didn't continue.

If I continue talking, I am afraid I will fall into deep pain again.

Su Li pursed her lips and said nothing, just looking at the river.

The two of them sat there for a long time without saying anything. It was only after Wan Qing calmed down that she broke the silence between them.

"Later, Mom told me to upgrade my college degree and study hard, at least to get into a public school. But God didn't seem to favor me. I failed the exam again and could only go to a private college. The tuition was huge, and Mom was resentful and would complain from time to time. I finally managed to make it, but after entering society, I could only be a worker with a monthly salary of 2,000 yuan." Wan Qing said with a faint smile, "I seem to be such a miserable person. No matter how hard I try, the results are always disproportionate. Sister, do you think I was born a mistake? I made my parents work hard all their lives, and now they still have to work hard."

Wan Qing licked the corners of his dry lips, put his trembling hands tightly in his pockets, and stared blankly at the grass.

"No one is born wrong." Su Li glanced at Wan Qing calmly, reaching out to tuck her loose hair behind her ear. "This world has no shortage of excellent people, nor of hardworking people, but it lacks people with confidence."

"Everything develops on its own trajectory. If you encounter a problem at a corner, let it go, rather than spending your whole life dwelling on it. What you need is to jump out of this dead end and look at the root of the problem, not the solution. There are many solutions, and if you try them, you will only end up failing again after trying many times."

"But……"

"I know what you are worried about. Your parents have good intentions, but their actions are contrary to their inner feelings. Have you ever thought about why you created such a situation and fell into such a vicious circle?" Su Li asked.

Wan Qing was silent for a moment, then looked at Su Li: "Will communication definitely solve the problem?"

Su Li smiled with relief and patted her shoulder: "Everything needs someone to break the deadlock. The longer the deadlock lasts, the more it will hurt both sides. Just like you today, you really couldn't bear the pressure from your family. The moment the car came, she felt that death was a good option."

Wan Qing nodded, it seemed to make some sense.

"There are no hurdles in life that are insurmountable. If you really can't get through them, try another path." Su Li said with a smile in her eyes and a friendly tone, "Nothing is more important than being alive."

Wan Qing lowered her head somewhat embarrassedly. Thinking of what she had just done, she felt extremely ashamed.

Su Li is right, there is a solution to everything, but instead of trying solutions over and over again, we need to look beyond the problem and see its root cause.

Just like solving math problems, once you know the key points of the problem, and then delve into it from the perspective of the key points, the solution will naturally form an idea in your mind.

—

After Su Li sent Wan Qing home, she walked back to the riverside alone.

Recalling what the system had said to her, paying attention to the dramatic ups and downs of emotion.

And is today's mood the focus that the system wants her to pay attention to?

Then Wan Qing...

In her vague memory, in the near future, Wan Qing drove a car and hit her hard, but now she saved Wan Qing from the car accident. Does this change the ending?

When the two of them were sitting here just now, Su Li tried to see something from Wan Qing's eyes, but those things had not happened yet. Wan Qing's story line only included hers, not Su Li's.

So, was that car accident the ending that the system wanted her to change?