I am the Holy Poisoner, the Empress advised me to calm down

**An looked at his best friend and expressed his inner thoughts.

"Well, maybe everyone has their own ideas. After all, you are you and I am me. Although we are close friends, good friends who know each other well, we still have different ideas. We should respect each other's own ideas. Now that we have finished our tea, I will take you to your residence to have a look and see if you are satisfied with the environment there!"

Lin Chen looked at the ** An in front of him and said

"It's okay, just live wherever you want. Anyway, I'm going to go to the northwest of Qin State you mentioned tomorrow to challenge the power of the Han Crown Prince there. I don't have much time left, so it doesn't matter what kind of environment I live in. Anyway, I like the quieter, simpler environment. You understand me!"

After hearing his own words of freedom, Ting Ai's eyes flickered slightly, and then he raised his head and looked at his best friend in front of him and said.

"Ah, you are my good brother. How could I treat you badly when you come to my house? You still say such things? If you really say that, I will really feel guilty. You are still sick now. How can I have the nerve to let you live in that kind of bad house? Even if you want to live in that kind of house, I will not let you live in a rental house. I know your character, and you know mine, so don't argue with me. Just listen to my arrangements with confidence, Loach. I will definitely arrange everything well for you."

Lin Chen said to the ** An in front of him.

I came into this world with no relatives or friends except this best friend. However, my free body wasn't in good condition either. It looked very frail, and it looked like I didn't have much time left. I didn't want to lose this best friend. Now that this good friend had come to my house, I had to treat him well. Otherwise, how could I demonstrate my hospitality? If word got out, what would others think of me?

"Okay, okay, since you've said so, then I'll do as you say. I won't argue with you anymore. I'll just listen to you this time. I feel like I don't have much time left anyway, and this is the last time I can help you. I hope it's of use to you!"

**There was a slight flicker in An's eyes, as if he wanted to express something but couldn't.

"Alright, alright, stop saying such depressing things. Being even a little bit better doesn't suit your style. This is not the **An I know. Your previous high-spirited and heroic character resonated deeply in my mind, but now it feels like your personality has changed. I don't want you to be so discouraged. I want you to be confident again. And I don't want you to die. You are my only good friend in this world. If you die, I won't even have a close friend. So you have to live well, do you know that? You have to live well. I don't want you to die!"

Lin Chen really couldn't suppress his inner emotions. The person in front of him, his only close friend in this world, if he died like this, he didn't know what other feelings he would have in this world. He had no family or love in this world, and now he couldn't even protect his friendship. He felt like a failure.

As a time traveler, he traveled to this world with great ambitions, wanting to accomplish something unprecedented in this world. However, his friend is seriously ill, and he can't find any way to cure his friend's illness. He feels so incompetent. Now he can't even protect his friend's life. Now his friendship is about to be lost. If he can't even maintain his friendship, how can he accomplish something great and earth-shaking?

"Okay, okay, okay, I'll listen to you, I'll listen to you. I will never say such words again in the future, so you can rest assured. I will never say such discouraging and lacking confidence in front of you again. You are indeed right. Since I got sick, my mood has indeed changed a little. I feel that the high-spirited and ambitious personality I used to have is gone forever. I can't find the feeling I had back then. I didn't expect that after just a few months of separation from you, I have changed so much. It seems that you have changed a little too, but not much, much better than me, which means that your life is longer than mine, your road is farther than mine, and you have walked farther, so I hope you won't be like me. I hope your life will last longer!"

**After listening to what his best friend said to him, An felt very emotional, and then responded to his best friend.

"Don't worry, after this mission in the northwest of Qin is over, I will definitely go somewhere else to find a doctor and cure your illness. I don't want to lose a good friend like you. I have no relatives or lovers in this world, only you as a good friend. I am very lonely and I don't want to continue to be lonely. Because of you, I have become a little better and feel that my life is more fulfilling. But if you leave now, I don't know what the meaning of my life is!"

Lin Chen felt an indescribable feeling in his heart when he saw his best friend in front of him.

"I'm really sorry to bother you. Actually, I don't want to be a burden to you, but I'm sick and disabled, and I even hate myself. Now my health is getting worse and worse. I'm really sorry to make you worry about me. I'm a very incompetent friend and I'm really a burden to you. You know I don't like to trouble others, but now I have to trouble you. I really feel a little uncomfortable in my heart."

**An placed his hand on his heart, looked at his best friend in front of him, and expressed his true thoughts.

He has been well-read since childhood and has a deep understanding of etiquette and morality, as well as the principles of how to behave in society. He believes that a person living in this world should not bring trouble to others, but should bring convenience to others, should help others more, and walk in this world with kindness. But now he has health problems, but he has to trouble his good brother. He feels that his outlook on life, world view and values ​​have undergone major changes. This is not what he insisted on at the beginning. He feels very painful and guilty.