On the wedding night, she kissed the abstinent young commander and was caught

The two of them didn't say anything, happily accepted Shen Chaoyan's thanks, then stood up and walked towards the south wing.

Zhou Baili was talking to Shen Chaoyan there, and from time to time the laughter of children could be heard.

Gu Qiming doesn't have children, not because he doesn't like children.

He was originally married, but he didn't take good care of his wife when he was young, and he devoted all his attention to medicine. Gu Qiming didn't even know when his wife fell ill.

It was not until his wife was seriously ill and on her deathbed that he realized that his wife had been ill without him even noticing.

When Gu Qiming wanted to look after his wife again, it was too late.

But at that time his medical skills were not good enough to save his wife.

I could only watch her leave.

Gu Qiming has always owed his wife. If he had shown her more care and attention, he might not have been unaware that she was sick.

Now, seeing the adults and children in Shen Chaoyan's family, Gu Qiming's heart finally felt a little brighter.

Sometimes he always wondered why he didn't go to accompany his wife. He was already at this age, and it was his due to die.

At that time, he thought that every time he could save more people, his wife would gain more merits and live a better life in the underworld in the future.

He didn't want these merits for himself, he only wanted them for his wife.

He knew that some things she said were just her way of comforting herself, and she might not be able to do them herself.

But that was all she could do.

Shen Chaoyan took a deep breath, "Master, what are you thinking about!"

Shen Chaoyan was a little curious, especially when she saw him sitting there in a daze, Shen Chaoyan became even more confused.

"I miss your master's wife!" Gu Qiming did not hide it.

Shen Chaoyan became interested when she heard it.

"Master, why have I never heard you mention your master's wife? What kind of person is she?" Shen Chaoyan was very curious.

Gu Qiming really never mentioned his wife, and never mentioned these things, so Shen Chaoyan really didn't know what kind of person her master's wife was. When she heard Gu Qiming suddenly mention it, Shen Chaoyan was still very curious.

In the past, she thought that Gu Qiming had devoted his entire life to medicine, so he had never thought about getting married. It was not until she heard Gu Qiming mention it today that Shen Chaoyan realized that Gu Qiming had been married before and had a wife.

"She's a very good person, very gentle! We were childhood sweethearts, growing up together. Later, she married me, but after marrying me, she never shared a single day of happiness with me. On the contrary, I didn't pay enough attention to her. I was completely focused on studying medicine, and I didn't even notice when she fell ill. By the time I found out she was sick, it was too late..."

As Gu Qiming spoke, his eyes turned red.

What he regrets most now is that he did not pay enough attention to his wife back then, and in the end he had to watch his wife leave him.

"Does Master's wife blame you?" Shen Chaoyan was a little curious.

He shook his head. "She said she didn't blame me. She said she knew I wanted to learn medicine well so that I could lead her to a good life. That was what I promised her when we were little. I said I would study medicine well and lead her to a good life when the time comes. It's a pity that she will never see that day!"

Until her death, his wife never blamed him. As for her interest in studying medicine, she didn't think it was a big deal. It seemed that as long as she did what she wanted to do, she would be happy. No matter what, she didn't care about these things.

Even though, because I didn't care enough about her, I didn't even know she was sick.

She never blamed him.

This is what makes Gu Qiming most painful.

Really, he would rather his wife hated him, so that he might feel more at ease and not feel that he owed her so much.

"Master, your wife in heaven won't blame you. You saved so many people. You must have just started learning medicine at that time. Your wife must have seen that you were concentrating on medicine, so she couldn't bear to disturb you. That's why she didn't tell you about her illness because she didn't want you to be distracted from taking care of her." Shen Chaoyan comforted.

She could see that Gu Qiming was very regretful now, which was probably the main reason why Gu Qiming had been unwilling to remarry for so many years. After all, with such a big thing happening, how could Gu Qiming possibly marry someone else?

I guess his heart is filled with thoughts of his dead master's wife.

Of course, Shen Chaoyan did not agree with his behavior. He delayed his family's illness for the sake of medical skills and did not care enough about his family.

That's the biggest problem.

However, Gu Qiming is so old after all, and she can see how much self-blame he feels now. If she says some hurtful words now, Gu Qiming probably won't be able to bear it. In this case, why should she rub salt into the old man's heart and make him more painful and uncomfortable?

"Alas... don't comfort me. No one can accept the behavior of the master. Now the master has become more open-minded. I think that if I have the chance in the future, I will save more people and atone for the sins of my life!" Doesn't Gu Qiming know what his disciple is thinking?

It's just that she didn't want to hurt herself, so she didn't say it so bluntly.

However, he was still very clear in his mind, and he would not blame Shen Chaoyan just because she told the truth.

"Master, don't overthink it. Although your behavior is unacceptable, Master's wife also has problems. She should have told you when she was sick. Who would hide their illness from their family? If she had told you at the beginning, perhaps she could have been cured!"

Shen Chaoyan felt that both the couple had problems.

When you are sick, you are afraid that your family will worry, so you don’t tell them. Doesn’t that mean you will miss the opportunity to see a doctor earlier?

But if the disease had been treated at the beginning, things might not have turned out like this.

"You are the one who has said all the words. What do you want the master to say?" Gu Qiming said unhappily.

Shen Chaoyan chuckled and said nothing more.

Shen Chaoyan watched this scene and changed the subject with Gu Qiming.

Since this topic makes him feel uncomfortable, why should he keep talking about it?

It would be better to change the subject and talk about something happy.

"Have you decided on a name for the baby in your belly?" Gu Qiming asked.

Shen Chaoyan looked at her master unhappily and said, "Master, I just found out today that we're twins. How could I have come up with a good name so quickly?"

"Then you can think about it earlier and choose a better one when the time comes."

"I'll discuss it with Ayun, or have my dad and the others pick a few names too. I'm afraid my own names might not sound good."