The love story of a wealthy family amid anti-fraud storm at the border
Chapter 33 Struggle and Miss
As time goes by, the special forces' tasks remain heavy and arduous.
Yichen devoted himself to his work and led his team members to complete tasks excellently time and time again.
His figure on the training ground and at the mission site is always so firm and decisive.
However, whenever it was late at night and everyone was asleep, Ling Yue's figure would always appear in his mind involuntarily.
Her smile, her strength and the light that once was in her eyes.
Ling Yue is also working hard to make herself stronger.
She constantly challenges herself during training, and every burst of fatigue and sweat seems to be venting the pain in her heart.
She tried to forget Yi Chen's indifference towards her, but that feeling followed her like a shadow and could not be erased from her mind.
Yi Chen's inner world seemed to be shrouded in a layer of haze.
He knew very well that his feelings for Ling Yue were as hot as a raging fire.
But the danger of the special forces work and Yuan Ye's worries were like heavy shackles, forcing him to suppress this emotion.
Whenever he saw Ling Yue training hard, his heart would tighten.
How he wanted to go up to her and give her encouragement and warmth, just like he used to.
However, his mind told him to control his feelings for her and he couldn't continue like this.
He often wandered alone around the training ground late at night, recalling every moment he spent with Ling Yue in the special forces team.
The breeze on the hillside, the fragrance of wisteria flowers and Ling Yue's shy smile were all engraved in his mind like a knife.
He was in a painful dilemma. On the one hand, he longed to stay with Ling Yue.
On the other hand, I am afraid that I will not be able to give her the peaceful and happy life she deserves in the future.
He kept asking himself whether his previous choice was correct and whether giving up now was too cruel.
But whenever he thought of the love between Ling Yue's parents, he felt that he had no choice.
At the same time, Ling Yue's heart was like a flower washed by a storm, fragile yet stubborn.
She didn't understand why her Captain Chen suddenly became so indifferent, and the feeling of falling from the clouds made her extremely painful.
She reflected on herself countless times, wondering if she had done anything wrong or made any mistakes.
She tried to numb herself with more arduous training, but whenever she lay exhausted in the dormitory, Captain Chen's figure would involuntarily appear in her mind.
She missed the tacit cooperation with Captain Chen, his encouragement and guidance, and his gentle eyes.
How she wished Captain Chen could give her an explanation, even just a few words.
But every time she faced Captain Chen’s indifference, her heart would be hurt again.
She began to doubt whether her feelings were just one-sided. Was what she did up the hill that day a confession?
Deep down, she was sure of her feelings for him and couldn't give up her love for him.
She struggled in pain, not knowing what to do with her love.
Yi Chen sat alone in the office. Although his eyes were on the task documents on the table, his thoughts were like a wild horse that had broken free from its reins and he could not concentrate at all.
Ling Yue's every smile, every move, kept playing in his mind like a movie clip.
And her loss was like a blunt knife, slowly cutting into his heart.
Her doubts and questions were like a fog that enveloped him tightly and made it hard for him to breathe.
He knew clearly that his seemingly heartless decision was like a sharp blade that deeply hurt Ling Yue's soft heart.
But what can he do?
Ling Yue's father Yuan was right. She must not be allowed to repeat the mistakes of her parents.
The tragic past was like a heavy mountain, weighing on his heart, forcing him to make such a difficult decision.
He covered his forehead with one hand and kept rubbing his temples to relieve the "pain" caused by stress!
At the same time, he slowly stood up, walked to the window, and his eyes involuntarily turned to the familiar figure on the training ground.
At that moment, a strong impulse surged in his heart.
He wanted to rush out regardless of everything, hug her tightly in his arms, and tell her about his helplessness and pain.
However, reason was like a solid wall that trapped him tightly.
He clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging deep into his palms. The slight stinging sensation seemed to remind him that he must control his emotions.
Ling Yue stood quietly in the corner of the training ground.
She looked at the team members' enthusiastic training with empty eyes, but her heart was filled with endless loneliness.
Her gaze drifted towards Yi Chen from time to time.
But every time when she was about to look him in the eye, she turned away without any confidence, telling herself that it was just her wishful thinking.
Her heart was like a raging ocean, with waves rolling with countless questions.
She cried out in her heart over and over again: Why did the captain suddenly become so indifferent?
Were those warm scenes on the hillside just my illusions?
At that time, they were close to each other, with no distance between their hearts, as if they were the only two people left in the whole world.
But now, an invisible gap lies between them, making her feel extremely desperate.
She had no intention of training, and Ling Yue felt a loneliness and confusion she had never felt before.
The silk scarf in her pocket no longer has any use, and no one needs it anymore, right?
She bit her lips tightly, as if this could stop the pain in her heart from spreading.
How she longed to find Yi Chen and ask him for an explanation, even if it was just a few words.
But the thought of hearing the answer that might break her heart made her afraid again.
She didn't know what to do next, whether to continue to cling to this love or give up and free herself from this vortex of pain.
Her heart seemed to be pulled by two powerful forces: on one side was her deep affection for Yi Chen that was as hot as fire, and on the other side was the excruciating pain of being rejected.
Night, like a huge black curtain, covers the entire world.
Yi Chen sat alone in the room. The moonlight outside the window was like water, but it could not calm the waves in his heart.
His thoughts were like a wild horse that had broken free from its reins, constantly drifting towards the figure that haunted him - Ling Yue.
He thought of her bright eyes, which seemed to contain the ocean of stars. Every time they looked at each other, he would be deeply attracted by them and unable to extricate himself.
Her smile was like the warm sunshine of spring, instantly dispelling the haze in his heart. Her strength and courage made him admire her endlessly.
Her stubborn character and unyielding figure were deeply engraved in his heart and could never be erased!
Looking at the silk scarves that Ling Yue once used to wrap his hands, perhaps this was the only and most precious warmth Ling Yue left for him.
How he wanted to see her right now and tell her what he really thought.
He wanted to tell her that his indifference was not sincere, but was to protect her.
He was afraid that she would be in danger because of him. The future of special forces soldiers was full of uncertainties.
They are all ready to sacrifice for the future of their motherland.
He thought about the love of Ling Yue's parents and the words of her father Yuan. He didn't want history to repeat itself and didn't want her to be hurt.
Yi Chen sighed softly, stood up and walked to the window.
He looked into the distance, his heart filled with longing and helplessness.
He knew that his choice hurt Ling Yue, but he had no other choice.
He could only pray silently in his heart, hoping that one day they could be together again and that their love could overcome all difficulties.
"Ling Yue, I've always been here..."
At this moment, Yichen was shouting in his heart...
On this quiet night, his thoughts surged like the tide.
He knew that this longing would accompany him until the day he stopped breathing...
The moonlight shines into the room through the window, as if covering everything with a layer of silver gauze.
But this gentle moonlight cannot warm the loneliness and longing in Ling Yue's heart.
Ling Yue was lying on the bed, also tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.
She didn't understand why fate played such a cruel trick on her, taking away the sweetness of love when she first tasted it.
She couldn't help but miss the "best friend" who had been in her heart for many years. Instead of letting him live in her heart forever, it would be better not to start at all.
She tried to forget Captain Chen, but every memory followed her like a shadow, tightly entangling her and making her unable to break free.
She was like a little bird lost in the darkness, unable to find her direction. She was lost and wandering...
Yi Chen's figure kept appearing in her mind.
His determined eyes, his calm temperament, his heroic appearance on the training ground, every scene was like engraved on her heart, lingering.
She didn't understand why the silent confession and affectionate embrace had become so strange now.
She missed the time they spent together on the hillside, the days with the gentle breeze and the fragrance of wisteria, as if it were a beautiful dream.
Ling Yue hugged herself tightly, as if she could feel Captain Chen's unique smell and temperature.
How she wished that Captain Chen could suddenly appear in front of her at this moment and tell her that it was all just a misunderstanding.
She wanted to hear his voice, wanted him to talk to her, to say that he... was always there!
Thinking of this, Ling Yue couldn't help but shed tears quietly, soaking the pillow.
Ling Yue silently called Captain Chen's name in her heart. Her longing for him grew wildly like a vine in this quiet night.
She didn't know what their future would be like, but she knew that she had already fallen deeply in love with him.
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