Quick Wear: Plan to Save the Unrequited Boss

Ruan Shu simply couldn't accept that the family she thought was happy and complete was actually full of holes. Xie Zhennan kept it a secret very well. If the woman outside hadn't come to her because she didn't want her son to be in the dark forever, she wouldn't have known about it.

Mr. Xie never expected that his son would be so hopeless and do such a stupid thing.

At that time, Mr. Xie asked them to divorce, but Ruan Shu had never been a strong person since she was a child. She liked to find support for herself and live in a small corner. She also had a severe obsession with love.

She couldn't accept the thought that Xie Zhennan might have had another woman outside before she became pregnant with this child.

She began to feel physically nauseous, and pregnant women are emotionally sensitive. It was literally like the sky was falling for Ruan Shu at that time.

She was completely unable to accept the news at the time, and she made a decision that now seems completely wrong to her. She wanted to abort the baby.

She felt that she had absolutely no courage to face him, and she even felt that the existence of this child was a huge mockery of her.

But she was already seven months pregnant at the time, and Mr. Xie sent people to stop her again and again, so Ruan Shu went on a hunger strike. In the end, Mr. Xie said that she didn't have to worry about the birth of the child, and he would be fully responsible.

She finally compromised and gave birth to the child.

She never saw the child after he was born. Even when Xie Qiyan was two or three years old, she didn't know what her son looked like or what his name was.

At that time, Ruan Shu also realized that she had a psychological illness. Children have a natural sense of closeness to their mothers.

Ruan Shu smiled and said, with the tenderness of a mother in her eyes, she said to Wen Ling.

"In fact, when he was little, A-Yan was like a real little sun and very easy to get along with."

The mother and son met for the first time on the old man's birthday. She sat there in a daze, and the two or three-year-old child, who was not tall like a carrot head, suddenly hugged her legs and smiled at her with his soft little face.

"Mom, are you feeling better?"

The little Xie Qiyan had round eyes and facial features that were not as sharp as they are now, but soft. His pupils were very black like black grapes, and he looked very cute.

Little Xie Qiyan looked at her with concern. His brother and grandfather had told him that his mother had not been back because she was sick. So, did she come back now because she was well?

However, Ruan Shu, who had already received psychological intervention, suddenly had a psychological reaction and began to retch.

She quickly pushed little Xie Qi Yan away and headed towards the bathroom. The child was too young to know that she was like this because of him, and just thought that she had not recovered or was still feeling unwell.

The child ran to the kitchen and asked the aunt to pour him a glass of water. Then he stood not far away and waited for Ruan Shu to come out.

As soon as he saw Ruan Shu, little Xie Qi Yan's eyes lit up and he held the cup high and handed it to Ruan Shu.

Ruan Shu did not answer it. As if by stress, Xie Qiyan's boring marriage experience flashed before her eyes. Her hands moved faster than her brain, and she knocked the cup to the ground with a thud.

Ruan Shu glanced at Xiao Xie Qi Yan and left quickly.

Children are actually very sensitive to people's emotions. She vaguely heard the child's childish voice behind her.

"Does Mom hate me?"

With a lost tone, Ruan Shu did not look back.

Later, because of the Xie family, she met little Xie Qi Yan on many occasions. She could also feel his gaze on her, but she never responded.

Later, her psychologist recommended that she go to a completely different environment, which would be conducive to her recovery.

Ruan Shu then went to Country W and devoted herself to her career. The first half of her life taught her that no one could be relied on and the only one she could rely on was herself.

The next time he saw Xie Qiyan was when he was thirteen or fourteen years old. The soft little kid who used to hug her and smile at her and care about him had grown into a cool and handsome boy, tall and thin.

This time when they met, the little boy who always looked at him eagerly when he saw her no longer paid her any attention.

That's when she knew she had lost her son.

She began to regret it.

Ruan Shu took the tissue handed to her by Wen Ling and wiped her tears.

"Actually, I know that Ayan is the most innocent, but he has to bear all the negative emotions of the adults. Xie Zhennan is not a responsible father. After the divorce, the old man took back his right to rule the Xie family. From then on, he hated her and even disliked Ayan's birth."

Ruan Shu shed big tears.

"You said he was so young, his mother didn't love him, and his father didn't like him either. When he needed his parents the most, his parents treated him coldly and even hated him. Was he very sad?"

"I don't even know how he got through that childhood. When the kindergarten needed a parent-teacher meeting, did he feel sad when he thought of his parents who treated him coldly and hated him? There were a lot of parent-child activities in the kindergarten, and I accompanied Ah Chuan to many of them back then. What do you think Ah Yan was thinking at the time?"

"We, the irresponsible parents, never educated him for a single day and instead brought him a dark childhood."

Seeing that she was very emotional, Wen Ling stood up and patted her shoulder.

"He probably never blamed you."

Ruan Shu calmed down.

"I know."

Knowing this made him feel even worse. He should resent her because she gave birth to him but did not give him the love of a parent.

Wen Ling looked at Xie Qiyan's beautiful features and breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a wave of discomfort in her heart. Children are closest to their parents, yet they don't receive positive feedback from them, only negative ones. Yet, Xie Qiyan, having weathered these dark times, has grown up to be so beautiful, without a trace of gloom.

She suddenly remembered what Luo Qiao had told her, that Luo Xi's childhood was very similar to Xie Qi Yan's, but Xie Qi Yan didn't need anyone to help him, he was able to get rid of the dark side of his childhood and stand in front of everyone with sunshine.

Xie Qiyan knew how to love without being taught.

Wen Ling took a breath, and then felt that thinking this way might be unfair to Luo Xi. After all, Xie Qi Yan still had a brother who protected him and a grandfather who loved him.

But the person who teaches Luo Xi how to love will not be her.

After seeing Ruan Shu off, Wen Ling lightly stroked Xie Qiyan's handsome brow with her fingers. She suddenly became very curious about Xie Qiyan's childhood.

I contacted Xie Qichuan, and he asked someone to send me a thick picture album.

The first page you open is a little two or three-year-old child smiling at the camera with his eyes curved, just as Ruan Shu said, very sunny and heartwarming.

Wen Ling couldn't help but smile at the soft face and wanted to kiss his cuddly-looking little face.

Turning to the back, she could clearly sense that the smiles on the faces of the growing children were becoming less and less, until they were all gone. Most of the photos at the front were of Xie Qiyan as a person, but there were basically no more at the back. The last photo was of a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy in school uniform.

It's very similar to what it is now, cold and cool, with a bit of impatience in his eyes when looking at the camera, and it's obvious that he was forced to take this photo.

She couldn't help but reach out and stroke his face. Such a handsome, tall and thin boy must be very popular in school.

Wen Ling couldn't help but be moved when she saw this. The love during school days was the most innocent and touching.

She suddenly felt that it would be great if she could have come into this world earlier. Maybe she could have had a sweet campus romance. Well, it was so touching to be with Xie Qi Yan.