The nth time I met my puppet

Chapter 56 Is it easy to give up the pursuit of a lifetime?

"What happened after I left...?"

She had a lot of questions to ask, but she didn't know where to start, so she had to start from the beginning. She had so much to say that she didn't know how to express it.

"Since my sister left... it's been a while, I can't quite remember this part..."

Yan Le seemed to be feeling a little guilty as she turned away her eyes. She didn't want Wan Nan to know what she was thinking and doing at that time. And now she was old, so wasn't pretending to be stupid the best choice?

Sanbing naturally realized that Yanle had not forgotten, but he would not let her have her way, so he decisively continued the conversation.

"At that time, you gave up on yourself and were about to die together with her, but she didn't save you to let you give up on yourself and not cherish your life, so in the end, I was the one who dragged you back."

"You...! You're still as annoying as ever, still trying to bully an old man like me."

Yan Le glared at San Bing fiercely. She had disliked him for a long time, but the only crutch in her hand was destroyed by San Bing just now, so she could only feel helpless and furious.

"Haha, I thought someone was so bold as to actually think of attacking me."

Sanbing leaned aside and watched Yanle in frustration and rage. Wannan saw that something was not right and quickly stood between the two of them.

"Wait, stop arguing! What's going on? Why did Yanle leave the Fatui?"

"Alas...after my sister left, he took me away. But my sister's departure became a knot in my heart. I didn't want to continue working for him. I wanted to leave, but unexpectedly he let me go.

He also told me that if we were destined to meet again, we might be able to meet again.

Actually, I didn't believe it at first, but with this kind of news, there will always be a little worry in my heart, like a thorn in my heart that I can never let go.

I went to verify a lot of information, and did find out a little bit... just a little bit, but I still wanted to believe it.

Even if there is only a little bit of illusory hope, there is still hope.

As long as there is hope, I won't give up.

I kept looking for that glimmer of possibility, but I was too young and too reckless at that time. I was seriously injured in an accident during the journey, but fortunately I was treated by a doctor.

When I woke up I was thinking...

If I had known medical skills, could my sister have been saved? Would she have survived? At that moment, I began to regret not knowing even a little bit of medical skills.

I thought about this and started studying medicine, hoping we could meet again in the future, and that my medical skills might be useful in the future.

Maybe when I meet my sister again in the future, I won't be helpless if I encounter this kind of thing again. I will be able to help my sister and protect her...

Unfortunately, I have been searching for it all my life, but I have never heard of it.

Until recently, I felt that my time was coming to an end.

I can't walk anymore, I can't look for it anymore, I no longer have the strength to pursue it.

I'm tired.

So…I gave up.

I began to accept my fate. Perhaps it was just an illusory hope and didn't exist at all?

A person’s life is neither long nor short.

If we can do more meaningful things in a limited time, our life will have meaning.

What are meaningful things? Chasing dreams, contributing to society, and making life better for your family are all considered meaningful things.

But I inevitably feel a little lost along the way. What’s the point of doing this?”

Yan Le paused for a long time, his cloudy eyes unable to express any emotion.

“Giving up…isn’t an easy decision.

After all, this is giving up my life's pursuit.

After pursuing it for a lifetime, this is the result in the end. I am actually unwilling to accept it, but what can I do?

I do not know what to do.

This is a cruel but true reality.

It is a fact that we ordinary people are powerless to change or fight against, and we can only accept this reality calmly, desperately and regretfully.

After I really gave up, I seemed to have come to terms with it again. After all, I had been pursuing this all my life, and I had no regrets after working hard for it.

Thinking this way, I don’t feel any regrets.”

Yanle smiled with some relief, as if she really felt that way. Xunyin smiled bitterly and shook her head.

"No, Master. You can fool others, but you can't fool me.

You've never really been relieved.

How can it be so easy to let go of something that can trap you for your entire life?

It’s just that you really don’t have the energy to pursue it anymore and can only give up, so you want to use this method to comfort yourself, as if this will make you feel better.

But I know that meeting you is her lifelong wish, and I don't want my master to leave with regrets.

That's why I rushed in rashly, wanting to bring you out...

sorry. "

Xunyin said this and bowed deeply to Wannan with an apologetic look on her face. She seemed to have been really scared when she rashly tried to take Wannan away that time.

“My name is Xunyin.

I am an orphan, an orphan abandoned in Xunyin Medical Clinic.

Because I was a girl, I was abandoned here by my parents. It was my master who took me back, gave me the name Xunyin, and accepted me as his apprentice.

I have been working hard to learn how to cure illnesses and save lives, so that I can inherit my master's legacy in the future. However, my master always has his own thoughts in his heart. I didn't understand them when I was young, but I understood them later.

The reason why the master's clinic is named Xunyin is because he is looking for someone. However, the master has been searching for someone all his life, and when his life is about to end, he still has not found even a trace of news.

But I know that Master always harbors regrets in his heart, and as his disciple, I cannot bear to watch Master leave with such regrets. Please forgive my unreasonable behavior...

But this is just what I did, it has nothing to do with Master.

Master didn't even know my plan from the beginning to the end, so please don't implicate Master."

Xunyin sincerely apologized to Sanbing and Wannan. Sanbing didn't want to let go, so he threw the matter to Wannan.

"Tsk... Take care of your own business."

(A lot of what Yanle said is actually what I want to say. What I want to ask is sometimes really confusing. But what can I do? This is the cruel and true reality.)

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