The nth time I met my puppet

Nothing was found. The previous residence, name, family, everything was blank.

Sanbing was a little confused, but he really couldn't find anything, so he could only start looking for other things about Wan Nan.

He finally saw from Wan Nan's perspective the day the fire broke out, the day Escher trapped her there, and what happened after he left Ta'ersha to seek help.

Everything was just as Wan Nan said. Niwa never fled from the crime from beginning to end. It was the doctor who killed him and finally put the blame on him. Wan Nan did not die of illness at all.

Wan Nan did contract the same disease, but she possessed the Eye of God and had a certain resistance, so she would not die so quickly. Like Niwa, she was killed by the doctor.

But this time, Sanbing also discovered that Wan Nan seemed to be about to turn into starlight and disappear but did not, and the doctor dug out her heart and performed an autopsy.

Sanbing saw this scene through the World Tree. He was extremely angry, but he could not stop it because it was only the record of the World Tree.

But this time he also discovered something else. The sentence he thought he had heard as hallucination when he left Ta'ersha was actually true. This sentence was even recorded in the World Tree.

How is this possible? Wan Nan is already dead, so these words were spoken by her spirit?

Perhaps the words he heard were true, what she wanted to tell him, perhaps those words were what she wanted to tell him with all her might. After all, as a soul, she could make these words remain true.

But he didn't believe it after all...

But as Wan Nan herself said, she witnessed everything at that time, including what the doctor did and what happened to herself.

At that time, Wan Nan hoped that he could remember her and that they could recognize each other when they met next time, but he didn't think so.

Why is it so?

He didn't believe it, so he missed it. He believed it, but she was gone.

Sanbing didn't know how to describe his feelings. Wannan had never lied to him, nor had she ever betrayed him.

But it is precisely this reality that is the most difficult to accept.

The skirmisher didn't hesitate and continued searching for other things.

Because of what Wan Nan said, he wanted to see everything from Wan Nan's perspective, so he first checked out the Wan Nan he met when he was an executive.

At that time, she was weak and fragile, and she also had fear and terror, just like an ordinary person. She was even weaker than most ordinary people in Teyvat, like a rose growing in a greenhouse, unable to withstand wind and rain.

He was very confused at that time, and even denied his own guess because of this, but if he changed his mind.

Is that the beginning of her?

Everything made sense now. That was her original appearance, that was her truest appearance as an ordinary person.

It was only later, as they got along, that she gradually became the person she was when he first saw her.

Later, he met Wan Nan again. She was still so weak, and he wanted her to have the strength to protect herself, so he taught her swordsmanship. This was the beginning of her growth, because before that she was just an ordinary person who could not protect herself.

She was indeed acting from beginning to end. After all... from Wan Nan's perspective, the last time she met him, she really didn't like him.

So Wan Nan really didn't love him at that time, and she really had never loved him.

But he could tell at a glance that Wan Nan was acting, because he had seen her look when she loved him the most.

Even though Wan Nan felt San Bing's grievance and sadness, she didn't understand why he had such emotions, because their memories and experiences were completely opposite.

Wan Nan would definitely not fall in love with him at that time, but she no longer hated him, so she fell in love with him when he was a curious person.

Including Wan Nan's pranks, they were all to repay what he had done before.

It's kind of funny. He said he wanted revenge but all he did was make him wear a skirt and called him a prank.

Haha…is this the only little revenge she has?

He had done too many things that were excessive. Logically, Wan Nan should have done even more excessive things when she encountered him who was powerless, but she only had such a small desire for revenge.

As childish as children bickering...

The more the soldier saw, the more complicated his emotions became. Now the only thing left to see was the little mute, but he was a little afraid to face him.

But he had to face it.

At first the little mute made him feel very strange. The little mute was more like a puppet than he was at the beginning. Until an experiment with the doctor, he saw the fear in the little mute's eyes for the first time.

She seemed to have a soul for a moment, a natural fear, and the Doctor obviously noticed this, although she tried hard to disguise it.

Later, the task that the doctor gave to Wan Nan was related to him. He saw that Wan Nan wanted to stop it all, but was ultimately powerless.

The self-righteous auditory hallucination he heard was her last cry for help.

But no one saved her. She was trapped in the abyss and struggling, but no one could help her.

In the end, the little mute was taken back by the doctor. The doctor recognized Wan Nan and was curious about why she was resurrected. The doctor did everything he could to find out what he wanted to know.

In a torture session designed only to extract a confession, Wan Nan was forced to tell everything, and in the end, she was rendered mute to prevent her from leaking the information.

Sanbing's hands trembled unconsciously. He thought about the torture the little mute had suffered at that time, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he still felt indescribable anger and heartache.

How painful it must have been for Wannan at that time...

But she felt sorry for him in return and was ridiculed by him.

What a foolish person...

How could he have the heart to mock him at that time? He didn't know...

Perhaps it was because Wan Nan had experienced pain that she was no longer afraid?

Wan Nan did reveal a lot of things he had never known before, including things about the future, including the existence of 007. Was it also at this time that these things were leaked to the doctor?

And what he cares about most.

The mission Wan Nan mentioned is... to conquer him?

Is this why she approaches him again and again?

He didn't like this purpose, but he also knew that Wan Nan was sincere after all.

Even if the purpose is not pure, the sincerity cannot be denied.

After all...love and not love are so obvious.

There was a misalignment between them from the very beginning. From the very beginning, their perspectives were not on the same timeline, their experiences were misaligned, and even their emotions were misaligned.

He didn't know when she loved him, and she didn't know when he loved her.

Because of this misunderstanding, they have come to this point. He insists that Wan Nan betrayed him and abandoned him.

He clearly has always loved her and never let go.

Where is the boundary between love and hate? Can you tell whether it is love or hate in your heart? Or is it more love or hate?

The people who have existed in your life will not evaporate like a drop of water, the traces they left behind will never disappear.

To him, Wan Nan did betray him, but her sincerity, love and protection for him in the past made it clear that she had never hurt him, but she had hurt him emotionally.

Logically speaking, Wan Nan not only never owed him anything emotionally, but also owed him a favor.

Emotionally, he did hate her, but there was still love in this hatred.

There is a hint of love mixed in with the hatred, but this kind of love is not even noticed by the person himself.

The love wrapped in hatred was fragmented and dense. He could not transform all these emotions into hatred, nor could he eradicate the love in the hatred.

He was always unwilling to admit that he still loved her. He deceived himself and told himself over and over again that he only hated her.

But if hatred was really all that was left, why would he hold back so many times? If hatred was all that was left, Wan Nan would have died long ago.

He thought Wan Nan could come back to him again and again, so he dared to hurt her unscrupulously. Wasn't this just for venting?

He vented his dissatisfaction with her, blaming her for not loving him, but because he couldn't bear to let her go, he showed mercy to her every time.

Sanbing finally found the truth. He once thought that the doctor had nothing to do with these things, but behind all this, everything was secretly manipulated by the doctor.

So what was her purpose in this attack? What was it for? To go home? Where was her home? He was certain that Wan Nan's home was definitely not in Teyvat. Was this why he had never known about this?

But she can't go home now.

She died in Teyvat, and her soul remained in a foreign land, trapped in this world forever.

This is not the ending Wan Nan wants, nor is it the ending he wants.

After seeing everything, his heart was filled with guilt. Although Wan Nan's intentions were not pure, he saw her sincerity. In the end, he was wrong...

He wanted to make up for it all, but Wan Nan was already dead.

So how can we change all this?

He looked at Ying. "Is there such a thing as history being changed in this world?"

Ying did not give an answer, but her eyes revealed everything, and the purpose of the scattered soldiers was achieved.

"Scrap! What do you want to do?"

He wanted to change everything. Those who died in Ta'ersha, those who were related to him, and Wan Nan, they should not have ended up like this. They should have lived another life.

The same goes for Wan Nan...

What would her mission be without him?

Could it be that he was trying to capture someone else? If he thought so, he would be really angry.

But this way... maybe she still has a chance to go home?

Then it makes sense for him to do all this.

All of this... can be considered as compensation for what he owes her.

"Wannan... I sincerely wish you the best. I hope you can return home soon and have the opportunity to be with your family.

May you have family by your side in the future, live a peaceful and happy life, and not have to go through all this now.

Forget me.'

Sanbing rarely speaks foul language, and blesses Wannan from the bottom of his heart, even though he knows that she will forget him, forget him, not love him, and even fall in love with someone else.

Since Wan Nan wanted to go home, he wished her to go home and reunite with her family. He didn't ask for anything, just wished her the best.

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