She's waiting for me there.

In the afternoon, Qingning ran back home.

"I am back."

Qingxue came out of the kitchen carrying a plate of fruit.

"It's so early, have you had lunch yet?"

"I'm eating with Sister Qinghua, Chenyun?"

Qingxue pointed in the direction of the study upstairs: "He should be processing documents. He has locked himself up all morning. You should go and see him."

At this moment, the study was like a fairyland, with smoke filling the entire room.

The ashtray on the desk was full, and the cigarette in Chen Yun's hand was still burning.

In front of him was an exquisite little box, which was the one Wu Ruoqin wanted to give to Qing Ning.

He looked at the two chirping sparrows outside the window, a little dazed.

The weather has become a little warmer, and some small animals have successfully survived the winter.

They come out in groups of three or four to look for food.

Just like those two little sparrows, standing together and talking intimately.

Qing Ning has no real relatives other than herself, Qing Xue and Chen Hanlin.

Even if her friends are nice to her, it is difficult to make up for this relationship.

Cheng Wenyin always asked Qingning about her recent situation intentionally or unintentionally, and he would just perfunctorily answer her questions without Qingning's consent.

But we can't keep this secret forever. She has the right to know, and we should support her no matter what decision she makes.

As for Qing Ning's biological father, Chen Yun was absolutely sure and made the decision for her.

Not to mention persuading them, it is impossible to even let them meet.

Save the girl from worrying.

But he couldn't make a decision about Cheng Wenyin and Wu Ruoqin, as these two people were really good to Qingning.

Even if Cheng Wenyin was negligent in her duties as a mother, the torture she has endured over the years is enough.

The person mainly responsible is still imprisoned with Qinghu. Whenever Chen Yun thinks of the suffering Qingning has endured, his heart becomes very upset.

Then go and talk to the two old brothers. As long as they don’t die, it’s fine. After all, I’ll need them next time.

At this moment, a knock on the door brought him back to his senses.

"Chen Yun."

Green Lemon's unique cold voice sounded outside.

Her voice when she spoke to Chen Yun was very recognizable, cold yet with a touch of coquettishness, and the ending tone was always slightly raised.

It's like telling you that even though I may be cold, I still miss you very much.

Chen Yun hurriedly put the box on the table into his pocket, then stood up and opened the window.

"coming."

He agreed and walked outside. After opening the door, he followed her out and closed the door behind him.

"came back."

Qing Ning looked inside in confusion, the smoke had not yet dissipated.

Then he looked up at Chen Yun, whose eyes were full of tenderness: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I was just dealing with company matters."

"you are lying."

"Why don't you believe it..."

"If you lie, you will be eaten by wolves." Qing Ning stared into his eyes and said with a serious expression.

"Really..."

"If you lie, your nose will grow longer."

He even reached out and touched his nose.

"I......"

"No candy for the child who lies."

"Okay, okay." Chen Yun raised his hands to show that he admitted defeat.

"Wait for me downstairs. I'm going to take a shower and change clothes. I have something to tell you."

Qing Ning's eyes were filled with even more doubts. She tilted her head and asked, "Is what you're worried about related to me?"

"Well, it does have something to do with you."

Chen Yun was ready to tell everything; there was no benefit in hiding it any further.

Qing Ning pondered for a moment, tilted his head slightly, and his expression became more serious.

"I can."

"Huh? You can do what?"

"That's what you were thinking."

This time it was Chen Yun's turn to be confused. What do you mean it's just what I think?

Qing Ning looked him in the eyes and said, "I'm ready."

After saying this, he stretched out a hand and waved it vigorously to express his affirmation.

Chen Yun has already confirmed that the two people are definitely not talking about the same thing.

"What...are you talking about?"

"To give birth to a child for you."

Qing Ning tilted her head slightly, looked at Chen Yun, blinked, and said this casually.

Her expression was still serious and she looked calm, but her fingers were tightly clenched together and trembling slightly, betraying how nervous she was.

Chen Yun was so surprised that his pupils dilated instantly.

I know we are not talking about the same thing.

but......

The gap is too big, how can you just say it so easily?

Qing Ning looked at him without saying anything, and felt her heart beating faster.

"I know Dad has always had this wish, so just nod your agreement."

"I can apply for a leave of absence from school. I've already asked, and I think it can earn extra credits."

"When the child is born, he will be about the same age as Yi'an Xunyou, and they can go to kindergarten together."

"You don't have to worry too much about them. My sister and I can easily take care of three cubs. We'll make sure they don't cry all the time."

"It might be annoying to watch her for the first few months. I can clean out a room downstairs and let her live there first. That way, she won't bother you."

"I will definitely educate her well. I won't let her be naughty, I won't let her cause trouble, I won't let her bother you, I won't let her..."

As Qing Ning spoke, tears began to flow unconsciously.

But she kept talking and explaining, just because she was afraid that Chen Yun would annoy their future children.

She thought about herself when she was young and the many things that made adults angry.

The words she said overlapped with the words she had been telling herself every day more than ten years ago.

It's just that we haven't spoken for many years, so we're a little unfamiliar with each other.

She tried hard to recall her past experiences, fearing that she would miss something and affect others.

Chen Yong held her tightly in his arms: "Stop talking, Qing Ning, really stop talking... please."

His voice was choked, and his heart felt like it was being crushed by something.

How can you not hear that Qing Ning has already brought her younger self into the role of their child?

What she said was not about worrying about what would happen in the future, but about the experience she had summarized after her previous experiences.

She is afraid.

She was afraid that those bad childhood experiences would be imposed on her children again.

It was like a thrown dart that should have hit Qing Ning, but after Chen Yun appeared, the dart disappeared.

The most terrifying thing would be if, after the child is born, the dart that was thrown out more than ten years ago suddenly flies back and hits the child right between the eyebrows.

"Chen Yun, you will love her very much, right? More than you love me, right?"

"I promise, I promise to treat you all very, very, very well."

Hearing Chen Yun's assurance, Qing Ning smiled, and smiled happily.

Because he never lied to himself.

"Okay, then I'll give birth to a child for you. She will definitely be healthy, obedient, and..."

It was a very plain sentence, but it made the girl spend all her courage.