She's waiting for me there.

Chapter 372 He is back

Qingxue looked around and found that no one was paying attention to her, so she trotted back home.

After closing the door, I still looked outside through the peephole out of concern.

After a while, making sure that no one was following her, she turned around and sat on the chair, looking at the plastic bag in her hand with a sad face.

She now regretted bringing this back home. She felt that she shouldn't have believed what the Taoist said. After all, her husband said that people outside are very cunning.

So what should I do now? Should I throw it again?

But what if the Taoist priest didn't leave? Wouldn't it be very embarrassing when I met him? I just said I believed him, but now he goes to throw things away. He is not smart to begin with, and after such a blow, he may very likely suffer from Alzheimer's disease.

The more Qingxue thought about it, the more it made sense. For the sake of the old Taoist's health, she should put the pesticide back.

That's right, that's it.

She found a plausible excuse for herself.

In the final analysis, Qingxue was still moved. She really hoped that Chen Yun could return to his original state.

Chen Yun has been coming back less and less frequently recently. Not only that, but every time he comes back, he keeps finding trouble and getting into trouble.

Qingxue didn't know how long she could hold on in such a harsh environment.

After hearing the old Taoist's words, she had to say that she was really moved.

Humans are strange animals.

I can always lower my bottom line in harsh environments. As long as I can find a reason to survive, even if it's only a little bit, it will be enough to sustain me for a long time.

Psychological suggestion can save a person, but of course it can also kill a person.

Qingxue held the bottle of pesticide as if it were a life-saving straw. She didn't know what the final outcome would be.

But is there any choice?

She is gone.

Qingxue had even thought about what would happen if this pesticide really brought about unacceptable consequences.

Then... I'll just go with you.

She couldn't leave Chen Yun, so why not take a gamble?

When Chen Yun was born, she was born with him.

When Chen Yun died, she died with him.

Isn’t it the duty of a family to be together?

As for Qing Ning, she will dispose of the house before she leaves. This will be enough for the girl to complete her studies, and her future path will depend on herself.

After figuring everything out, Qingxue had a sick smile on her lips, and the uneasiness and anxiety in her heart had disappeared.

She found the last bit of psychiatric medication from the drawer and stuffed it all into her mouth.

Perhaps Qingxue herself didn't know that at this time she had slowly turned into a yandere, but when Chen Yun and Qing Ning came back, she concealed it very well and there was no sign of being exposed.

After putting the pesticide back under Qing Ning's bed, Qing Xue took a few deep breaths. She had done what she should do, and the rest would be left to time.

Chen Yun came back that day and, as usual, found fault and wanted a divorce. This time, Qing Xue felt much less panicked and helpless.

As she lay on the ground, her eyes were always looking towards the bedroom next door. That was her hope that she could get through all this.

Two days later, Chen Yun left cursing.

Qingxue looked at herself in the mirror and smiled.

I tidied up my messy hair, changed into clean clothes, and went to work as usual.

Nothing has changed, maybe it's not time yet.

Isn't this still alive?

There is always hope.

That's right!

There is hope!

For a long time afterwards, Qing Ning and Chen Yun would always return at different times, as if someone had arranged it.

Qingxue would also call the class teacher from time to time to find out about the girl's recent situation, for fear that she would do something to hurt herself.

She personally picks her up from school every week, for fear that the girl might do something bad and get into trouble.

Fortunately, what Qingxue had been worried about did not happen, and life went on just like before.

But... Chen Yun's temper has been getting worse and worse since he came back.

Especially that day, Qingxue saw him kicking the door open after drinking too much, and was so scared that the steamed buns and pickled mustard greens in her hands fell to the ground.

It was also on that day that Chen Yun was particularly irritable, as if everything had reached a point of explosion and he could no longer suppress it.

He still wanted to force Qingxue to divorce, but the result was predictable: Qingxue did not agree.

At the moment she was beaten unconscious, Qingxue was still thinking in her heart that she had a trump card and there was no way she would compromise.

That night, she lay on the floor without waking up.

Qingxue had a very long dream.

In her dream, she returned to the year when she picked up the lime.

The difference this time was that it seemed as if something was guiding her to the entrance of the village.

It was at that place that I saw the lime in the basket and brought it back home.

Qingxue was prepared to be beaten, but this time Qing Anfu and Zhang Guifang did not beat her. Instead, they took Qingning with a look of heartache and began to raise her carefully.

Time flies, and Qingxue is old enough to go to college. Taozi and Qingning still go to the village entrance to see her off.

The difference was that her parents were standing by her side. Zhang Guifang was crying loudly and holding her hand and refusing to let go.

Qing Anfu took out a wad of money from his pocket and stuffed it into her hand, then waved to her with tears in his eyes.

Qingxue felt a family love she had never felt before.

But...she was like a passerby, watching all this coldly.

She knew that none of this belonged to her.

Later, she met Chen Yun, married him and had children, and later brought Qing Ning and her parents to live with her.

The family lives in harmony, without beatings, scoldings or humiliations, only infinite warmth.

Qingxue was very happy in the dream, but she knew that all this was too unreal and how could she possibly have such a life.

When she opened her eyes, she found herself still lying on the ground, and the pain in her body made her groan.

Then she quickly covered her mouth and looked at Chen Yun who was still sleeping soundly on the bed. Then she slowly let go of her hand. Fortunately, she did not wake him up.

Qingxue slowly stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

Fortunately, I woke up, otherwise my husband would have no food to eat after he got up.

She first took some painkillers and psychiatric drugs, then found a favorite song and started preparing breakfast.

After more than half an hour, she heard a sound coming from the bedroom.

I ran over in a hurry and forgot to turn off the music on my phone.

The moment the door opened, their eyes met.

Qingxue had never seen such gentle eyes, which contained extremely complex emotions.

Nostalgia, pampering, reluctance, sadness, but more of it is love.

Time seemed to stand still at that moment. Neither of them spoke, they just stared at each other.

The music in Qingxue's phone was still playing.

"I must have said I love you hundreds of years ago."

"It's just that you forgot and I didn't remember either."