Dressed as a middle-aged mistress, I want to lie down every day

Mo Chenxi went to the yard where she used to live, and as soon as she entered, she saw He Wenyan sitting in a wheelchair under a tree in the yard.

Mrs. Mo was standing not far away. Seeing her, she hurried over and said, "Madam."

She stopped, took a deep breath, and said, "Go to the kitchen and make a bowl of sugar water."

After Xiao Mo left, she walked slowly and came behind He Wenyan.

Old Mrs. He followed, but did not enter the yard. She listened to the noise at the gate so that she could rush in if anything happened.

Mo Chenxi pushed He Wenyan into the house. Mother Wang helped her, and the two of them worked hard to push the wheelchair up.

After entering, Mother Wang walked out.

Mo Chenxi sat down opposite him.

"I know you have complaints against me. You blame me for always picking on Mother, for not taking a step back, for putting you in a difficult position, and for not coming back when you were sick."

He Wenyan's eyes showed an expression that said, "So you know everything."

"Now you blame your mother for not thinking about you. Why does she always make things difficult for you? Especially now that you are in this state, your mother has not even mentioned thinking about her son."

He Wenyan's eyes showed disgust, disgust towards his mother. He looked at Mo Chenxi with a hint of expectation in his eyes, meaning that you know everything, you know how difficult it is for me, so please understand me.

Mo Chenxi sighed, "Look, you know everything, but you didn't stop your mother. You just asked your daughter-in-law to take a step back. I've been taking a step back for twenty years, and what's the result? You don't dare to ask how many times my mother drugged me, right? Even if you knew, you would say my mother was confused. I'm lucky to be still alive. As long as I'm alive, I deserve all the grievances, right?"

He Wenyan didn't say anything, and Mo Chenxi didn't expect him to speak.

"Then why shouldn't you bear the grievances you suffered? At least mother didn't drug you. Your aunt is so busy at home for you at such an old age, and she can't even take care of her own grandson. Your third brother doesn't even go home for you. Did you know that his wife had a miscarriage? Your second brother goes to the farm after the office is over, and takes leave whenever he can, so do they feel wronged?

"I begged my father for your sake and found my cousin. Shanluo stayed here every day for you. Don't you know he has a wife and a pregnant wife? Young Yinghua no longer has the innocent smile on her face for you. It's full of worry. Shankun didn't go to private school for you. He wanted to take care of you, but you didn't let him in.

"You resent everyone, but you try hard to maintain your former dignity. Your aunt is your elder, so you can't say anything. You have to be a filial son in front of your mother, so you don't say anything either, and you won't admit you're wrong. Your two younger brothers work hard for you, but you won't say anything. Your children are so young, but you won't say anything about the sacrifices they make at home.

"To me, you always think I should be like before, thinking about this family, thinking about you, and thinking about being together as a couple. But when my mother was giving me trouble and my second sister was picking on me, why didn't you think about being together as a couple? Why didn't you consider me? You just let me tolerate it blindly. Even now, you still expect me to give in?

"In order to survive, I have already retreated and moved out. I also hope that my husband and I can be one, and I hope that my husband can protect me well, but you don't. You always make me take a step back, even when my life is not guaranteed.

"So you resent me, and you vent your resentment on Madam Mo. Only she can make you feel free and make me angry, because how you treat her is how you treat me. Am I right?"

Mo Chenxi saw anger in He Wenyan's eyes and clenched his fist on his thigh.

When she rushed in just now, she wanted to scold him to his face, calling him not a man, calling him a coward, and even wanted to call him a pervert. However, that would only make him more perverted. What problem would that solve?

However, she couldn't just say nothing and let him be perverted.

Everyone in the family said nothing and just went along with him because he was sick, but this time she was going to expose his true colors.

What He Wenyan cares about most is his face. Even if we tear all his face away, if he continues like this, let him do whatever he wants.

"Your mother doesn't see the He family's current situation and thinks about you in this situation. You only feel resentment in your heart. Did you stop her? Third brother will point out when your mother says something wrong or does something wrong. What about you? It is because of your indulgence that your mother feels she has support and wants to do whatever she wants. Even so, when I had chest pain, you still hoped that I would take the initiative to come back. Have you ever considered me? Aren't you afraid that I will die early?"

He Wenyan moved his mouth but didn't say anything, but one could feel that he said two words: "I can't".

Haha, it's still the same as before. I think he is still the head of the family. I think his mother would not do such a thing. I think as long as his wife comes back, the family will be harmonious just like a few years ago.

"I'm telling you clearly that I won't be moving back. You don't have to hope, and you don't have to torture Madam Mo to get me back. You agreed to take Madam Mo as your second wife just for this, right? I didn't expect you to become so mean after your illness. If that's the case, I despise you!

"Isn't it just an illness? You act as if everyone isn't sick. Two years ago, I had chest pain and was bedridden for a month or two. But then you asked your uncle's family to arrange a banquet for your mother, and you made me struggle to get up and take care of the banquet. Is this what husband and wife are like? You pretended you didn't know I had chest pain at the time, but you knew I was weak and couldn't move, right? Did I make the whole family revolve around me?

"I'm not saying this out of grievance, but rather because I was so ill. Who did I take my anger out on that year? I sold my dowry shop for you. Did I ever say anything about how hard it was for me? I wasn't feeling well, and I wasn't in a good mood. I fainted from anger several times, and yet I still had to endure this grievance.

"Now that everyone is surrounding you, can't you handle it?

"Why?

"Just because you are a man and I am a woman?

"I am a woman. I have struggled to stand up over the past year. I was named Madam Xiaojie by the court. Have you ever thought about why?

"It's because I made a contribution to the court. When I was making wine, I made a kind of alcohol that can be used to treat external injuries.

"You are a man, an official appointed by the court. Even if you can't be an official in the future, can't you stand up and do something?

"First of all, as a son, as the head of the family, as a father of several children, as a husband, as an elder brother, you should stand tall and firm! Don't say you are sick, you can't move, you can't walk, if I can do it, why can't you?

"Even if you grow green peonies, people will call you a peony scholar. Mrs. Wang's older brother, Mr. Nie, did not enter the government to teach. In Guanzhong, the prefect had to address him as "Mr.".

"If you continue like this, I can buy eight or ten strong servants to carry you around for the rest of your life, but that's all. I need to focus on my own affairs. I need to learn how to nourish myself with food. I want to leave Jingyi and Cao a written record of my later life to prove that even if I live a few years or ten years, it won't be in vain!"

Mo Chenxi finished speaking without interruption and felt that she could not breathe. She took a deep breath and then a deep breath.

"Look, anyone who sees me like this will feel sympathy. I don't know how many years I can live. You are much better than me."

She smiled and said, "The choice is yours. Lord Peng once said that Lord He is as good as anyone in his work."

She stood up and walked out, thinking to herself: Waste, waste, waste, go buy some strong women and raise him like a pig.