Back to the Future 1999: Raining at the Same Time

"This……"

When he opened his eyes again, Chen Xi found himself still in a place similar to the Colosseum, holding a long sword in his hand, pointing it at the giant beast in front of him.

However, what surprised him was not the situation at the moment, but his own state at the moment.

Without thinking, his body raised the sword in his hand to resist.

At the same time, a series of emotions such as fear, anxiety, tension, etc. flow into your body.

It’s like the body is becoming independent, with its own thoughts and emotions.

He could feel that this body had a deep resonance with his own.

However, I am just a bystander living in this body, truly accepting everything this body feels, but I cannot drive the body to respond to my emotions and thoughts.

The thoughts of the body will also appear in one's mind, just like split thinking, the two different thoughts make Chen Xi feel a strong sense of separation.

"Hiss... So, this is how you understand it?"

The sudden impact was so painful that he couldn't help but gasp, but when he calmed down, the only emotions flowing into his body were fear and helplessness, as well as a little bit of courage to fight to the death.

"Okay! Come on then, let me see what your past was like!"

The next moment, the body and mind were highly unified, and they raised their swords together and pointed them at the giant beast in front of them.

But one side is frightened while the other side is excited!

"Ugh?"

Sky? My body, my body feels so light... What is this...

Blood?

Like the tail flame of a firework, blood flowed out from his waist, carrying out his internal organs, and pushed him to the ground.

"well??"

As he fell rapidly, the monster's ferocious face was getting closer and closer, and his pupils were rapidly enlarging his size.

"well???"

With a bang, Chen Xi's head turned into a bloody mist at their first encounter.

……

Another eye opening, another confrontation.

But Chen Xi's heart was full of confusion.

Oh? Died just like that?

At least he could have lasted a few rounds, at least he could have made a few cool swings of his sword! At least, he shouldn't have died so helplessly!!!

So, so, so what the hell is this!!!

The confusion was taken advantage of by despair, and what I saw before my eyes was despair.

The monster had a human face, its mouth was cracked, and its teeth extended from the cracks in its skin to the back of its head, dripping with red and pink paste.

"Hehehe~"

The tall figure blocked out the sun, and he approached Chen Xi with a sinister grin and snatched the sword from his hand.

“No, no…Ahhh!!!!!”

The sharp sword pierced through Chen Xi's instep and nailed him to the spot.

"No, no, please."

In the face of absolute strength, the fear of death is aroused unlimitedly.

Escape, the only thought at this moment, but...

His feet were being stared at and his body went limp. The only thing he could do was stare at the terrifying existence as it got closer and closer to him, extending a sharp nail and pressing it against his chest.

"I really want to see it."

"Pfft..."

Suddenly spitting out a mouthful of blood, Chen Xi stared blankly at his chest that had been pierced.

"Oh? It's rotten already."

A casual glance showed the limp body falling to the ground, its brain spurting out...

Death, endless death, and every death is miserable.

Chen Xi has lost count of how many times he has died.

He is not immortal, nor will he be resurrected.

He was just a bystander, a bystander who accepted all of Chen Xi's feelings.

Every 'Chenxi' is new, they carry the curiosity and innocence of a newborn baby, and then face the most instinctive fear of a living being.

Death

The weak mind amplified the terror infinitely, resisted it, and then sent it into Chen Xi's heart.

Even though he was numb, even though he was unconscious, even though he had collapsed, for Chen Xi, it was still his first death. The fear and despair showed no mercy, grabbing him, destroying him, and tearing him apart.

Chenxi, it's broken.

Until the strange female voice that I heard every time I died said:

"The next stage."

……

When he opened his eyes again, Chen Xi woke up in a clean white room.

There was nothing here except the bed he was lying on.

Empty, so empty that it makes people feel depressed.

There wasn't even a shadow in the entire space, only flawless white.

Curled up in the corner of his body, Chen Xi no longer cared about what was happening in the outside world.

He digested death alone, death, the extremely painful death that he had experienced personally tens of thousands of times.

However, his body had gradually groped its way to the edge of the room, and he gently placed his hands on it and passed through without any hindrance.

Freshness, curiosity, excitement, just like a child seeing his favorite toy for the first time, beautiful and sincere emotions were transmitted into Chen Xi's spirit.

The taste that he had never tasted in the previous stage now flowed silently into his heart.

But he used pain as a barrier to keep these emotions out.

But they are like the pervasive sunlight, always finding holes in the barriers and shining light into Chen Xi's heart.

"Get out of here!"

"Get out of here..."

Chen Xi, who was wrapped in pain, had already burst into tears, but the corners of his mouth still couldn't help but rise because of these emotions.

"Ahhhh...!"

"Please, please, let me go, kill me."

His spirit had long since collapsed, his heart had long since been tattered, and was gradually torn apart until only an empty shell remained, but this place still refused to let him go, captured him, imprisoned him, and enslaved him.

Use pain as nails, nail it into the heart, as if to nail him there forever.

At this moment, it seemed as if a pair of hands touched his cheeks and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Hey! What's your name? Why are you crying as soon as you see me? Hahaha."

The girl's hand was still on Chen Xi's face. She moved closer to him and smiled gently like a spring breeze.

And 'Chen Xi' just stood there blankly, reaching out and touching the corner of his eyes.

"Yeah, why am I crying?"

After a brief moment of daze, Chen Xi broke free from the girl's embrace and quickly apologized with a smile:

"I'm sorry, I made you see this embarrassing scene."

Quickly wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Chen Xi reached out his hand.

"My name is Chen Xi, what's yours?"

"I……"

……

"Huh! The last knife."

Putting all his body weight on the sword, Chen Xi finally stabbed the sword into the monster's brain.

Seeing that his body was staggering and about to fall, the girl rushed up with wounds all over her body and supported him.

"Yes, it's you."

"talk less!"

A slap on Chen Xi's face made him laugh out of anger.

"Can't die."

Another slap.

"Didn't I tell you to stop talking?"

I shut my mouth completely, but when I looked up I felt a spring breeze on my face.

A faint smile appeared on Chen Xi's lips, and his body fell to the side.

Suddenly, the frightened girl almost couldn't hold him, but knowing that this was Chen Xi's little trick, the girl followed his lead, slowly laid his body flat, and rested her knees on him.

The scene around them gradually turned into a beautiful peach blossom forest.

"Chenxi."

"Ok?"

"Actually, I don't have a name."

A peach blossom gently jumped down from the branch and fluttered towards the two of them.

"I have no memory. The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was you."

The girl gently stroked Chen Xi's head, lacking her usual carefreeness and arrogance. In this world, there was only the girl's tenderness and beauty.

The peach blossom fell gently and precisely on the hand that was caressing Chen Xi, bringing a hint of coolness that made her stop her movements.

"Or, you can just call me Tao Xi."

"Tao Xi?"

“This flower is the peach blossom.”

Suddenly he turned over, hugged Tao Xi's body, and buried his head in this girl with the fragrance of peach blossoms.

"ah!"

Although she was a little surprised, Taoxi also hugged Chenxi, but soon Chenxi hugged her tighter.

That's Chen Xi.

The time he spent with Tao during this period brought back those golden emotions to his heart that he hadn't felt for a long time.

Those experiences were like a hand, gently soothing the wounds on his body, temporarily resisting the injuries from the previous stage, and giving him a moment of respite.

He wanted to pinch the girl's cheek with his own hands, play with her, and thank her for saving him.

But he couldn't do it, the sovereignty of the body still belonged to Chen Xi, and all he could do was to hug the girl in his arms tighter with force.

"Thank you."

A thank you that can never be conveyed lingers in Chen Xi's heart.

But those golden emotions still slowly enveloped him, shielding him from the noise in his mind, allowing him to slowly fall asleep with Chen Xi.

……

This part of the plot is Chen Xi "looking back" at the past. He has some good ideas that he wants to write down, so the following articles are still being polished. I want to write down what I feel and think in my heart, so the updates may be a little slower in the next two days. Dear readers, please be patient, please (? ??????????? ).

Then there is the physical body 'Chen Xi' and the spiritual Chen Xi in the text. The behavior of the body is all set, like a program, and Chen Xi can only watch, feel, and fully accept the body, that is, all the feelings and thoughts of his own at that time and in the past.

I don’t know if my description has made the readers aware of this point, so I still want to explain it.

Finally, thank you to all the readers who have read this far, thank you.