Three Women in the Cage
Chapter 333 Defeated by the Ending
At that time, Xinxin also told Xu Fei to let him figure it out himself, but Xinxin herself did not try to resolve the situation and chose to let it go.
Yes! She chose to let it go. It's not that she didn't know, but what position did she have? If the child's biological father and grandmother didn't care about him, what was she, a stepmother who was looked down upon?
After Xinxin cried bitterly for a long time, Yaya finally soothed her, "She's a bit rebellious at her age now. Add to that her personality issues, and your family's complicated situation, and I'm afraid she might be taking it to the extremes. Ask Xu Fei to see a psychologist and help her resolve the resentment. If you don't resolve the resentment in her heart, your conflicts will persist. If conflicts persist, she might do something extreme in the future."
Xinxin said aggrievedly, "They themselves don't care, so why should I? I've told Xu Fei before, but he never took it to heart. He always thought they were just children, and how could they have any bad emotions? Even if they were in a bad mood, it wouldn't cause any trouble. They don't care themselves, and in the end they blame me."
"Her father and grandmother obviously beat and scolded her, yelled at her, and didn't care about her bad mood, but in the end, she only hated me, only me..."
"Wow, why am I doing this? Everyone blames me, everyone wants me to be a saint, but I'm just an ordinary person, I also have selfish desires and human emotions. Why do they all come to me with such demands?"
Yaya said with concern: "It's like this, you are her stepmother, if you do something wrong, she will magnify your mistakes. Xu Fei and the others are her blood relatives, no matter how they beat or scold her, she will not resent them. So, don't say anything for now, let Xu Fei speak, no matter what, it is wrong for her to use a knife on the elders, let her father discipline her, you stay away from her for now, don't conflict with her, otherwise you will be the one who suffers."
"The holiday is coming soon, why don't you take Junjun back to your parents' home! You can separate from each other for a while, let her father sort out everything, see a psychologist if you need to, and do whatever you need to do to ease the situation! You definitely can't just leave it like this..."
That night, Xinxin cried until her eyes were red and she tossed and turned in bed. She didn't understand why, even if he had psychological problems, he only targeted her!
The next day, Xu Fei took Duoduo to see a psychiatrist, who diagnosed her with mild depression.
However, Xinxin is not unaware of depression. She once had a period of depression. At that time, she was in a low mood every day, did not like to talk, and always kept herself isolated.
However, in her worst case scenario, she just wanted to commit suicide and had no intention of hurting anyone.
Isn't depression a form of self-harm and self-abandonment? How can it drag others down into hell?
Duoduo is obviously cynical, hateful and resentful, how could it be just simple depression?
On the day he brought the medicine back, Xu Fei unhappily blamed Xinxin: "She is under a lot of pressure, nervous, and has mild depression. Don't bother her in the future..."
See! It was because of him that he quarreled with her. He said with discontent, "You obviously scolded her at that time, so why did she only hate me in the end and only wanted to vent her anger on me?"
What pressure does she have? Her academic performance is not good, and we have never asked her to study. We always let her study on her own and learn as much as she can.
At home, she has no worries about food and clothing, and no one dares to let her do housework. They just ask her to take care of her personal hygiene and keep her room tidy, and they don't ask her to do anything else.
It was obvious that she couldn't stand anything bad, she didn't know how to regulate her emotions, and was unwilling to strengthen herself.
When Xinxin suffered from depression, there was no one to comfort her. She had to take care of the children and go to work. She relied on her own perseverance to get through it bit by bit. Even when she couldn't bear it at the most difficult time, she never thought of hurting anyone or dragging anyone down with her.
But what about Duoduo? She wants to drag everyone down with her into eternal damnation…
I couldn’t figure it out and didn’t understand what she meant by depression…
Later, Xu Fei's sister called and told Xinxin not to bother with the child, saying that the child did not mean it.
Yes! Everyone is talking about the child, saying it is a child.
Xinxin always wondered, if Xu Fei hadn't been able to stop her that day, would she have deserved to be stabbed? Then, the perpetrator could use many excuses to exonerate herself. Even if she was killed, the perpetrator would have ten thousand reasons to be innocent.
They would say: "She is still a child, she is ignorant, she is a minor, she has depression, her stepmother has been treating her badly for a long time, and her emotions are out of control..."
Everyone will forgive her except herself. She deserves everything and gets what she deserves.
No one will feel sorry for me, and they may even point the finger at me because I am a "vicious stepmother"!
In the end, I became the source of sin...
Haha, the more Xinxin thinks about it, the sadder she becomes. In the end, what will be her fate?
She suddenly didn't want her son to be involved in such disputes and pain. She didn't want to stay in this house full of resentment and malice for a moment. The depression made her breathless.
She wanted to leave, she had to leave, she didn't want to stay even a minute.
She didn't want to forgive Duoduo. The conflict between them could not be resolved. If they stayed together any longer, it would erupt again one day. She didn't know if she could avoid being hurt next time. After all, there was a time bomb, and she didn't know how long it would take to explode!
The most important thing is that the time bomb still has many umbrellas of protection. Even if she does something extreme, she can be forgiven by everyone and no one will convict her.
Xinxin doesn't want this to happen again, nor does she want her son to grow up in such an environment. She understands this kind of pain, it's too painful. She doesn't want her son to suffer from her pain and his sister's pain in the future.
After all, both Duoduo and I are his relatives, and Xinxin doesn't want him to choose between the two. This kind of choice is often the most painful choice for the person involved, and Xinxin doesn't want him to suffer like this.
Moreover, no matter whether his sister hurt him or he fought back against his sister, it was an unspeakable hurt to him!
So, Xinxin had no choice but to leave, away from the possibility of these things happening. Finally, she took her child away. Even though the child would lack fatherly love, she still left, because compared to fatherly love, such a family environment was more terrible than the absence of fatherly love.
On the day I left, I looked at the place I had lived in for so long with a bitter heart. I had wanted to break free and leave countless times, but in the end I didn't have the courage to leave.
Now she has to make the choice first...
What is there to remember? Anyway, there was no passionate love between her and Xu Fei. Xinxin never tasted the sweetness of love with him.
Once she sat on the balcony under the eaves, looking at the world outside, she always felt that she was imprisoned in a small world. She wanted to fly out of this cage and experience a different life.
However, no matter how much she wanted to leave, how much she wanted to rush out, in the end, because she lacked the courage to make a decisive move, or was out of habit and dependence, or perhaps she persuaded herself to endure it all for the sake of her children, so in the end, she was unable to leave.
Now, her thoughts and retreat were cut off, forcing her to make a choice...
Unsuitable people and unsuitable combinations will eventually make everyone suffer. Perhaps leaving is the best outcome for everyone.
The only thing she was unwilling to accept was that she ultimately couldn't escape the shattered ending. Although she was relieved, the scars would always be there.
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