Dulan looked at Harigana in shock, tears starting to flow unconsciously.

"Princess, how could you curse yourself? Nothing will happen to you, absolutely not. Dulan will protect you!"

Harigana reached out to wipe the tears from the crying little Dulan, and he himself couldn't help but shed tears for a moment.

"Dulan, don't cry. I just said it's possible, not certain. Why are you crying?"

Dulan felt aggrieved and didn't dare to cry out loud.

If it were the previous Du Lan, she would have burst into tears, but after going through so many things, she has grown a lot without anyone's advice.

She thought that since the princess didn't call anyone else, and when she handed her the letter, she said that it should be given to the emperor except for unexpected events, it meant that she didn't want anyone else to know.

So she was really sad and scared now, but she still just bit her lips tightly and didn't cry out.

"Princess, nothing will happen to you. Changshengtian will definitely bless you!"

"Okay!" Harigana nodded with a smile. Anyway, he had come to this point, so he might as well say it all at once to avoid being sad again in the future.

"Dulan, I have a few things to tell you. You must remember them."

"Princess, please speak!"

Harigana thought for a moment and then slowly expressed his thoughts and requests.

"Dulan, you are my personal maid, and I trust you the most. So if something unexpected happens to me, you must take good care of the two children in my belly and don't let them get bullied.

You have to remember that my child does not need to fight for the throne, but he cannot be a playboy. I would rather he live a peaceful and stable life.

I don't want them to experience any bloody storm in their life.

When they understand what you are saying, you should tell them that their Eji loves them very much and will turn into a star in the sky to protect them. Tell them not to be afraid.

As Harigana spoke, she suddenly felt very sad. She had wanted to give them all her motherly love at the beginning, but now it seemed that she had deviated from her original idea, and even the future was unpredictable.

At this moment, her resentment towards her parents in her previous life disappeared instantly.

No matter how they treated her later, her mother must have suffered a lot in order to give birth to her.

Even after she had a younger brother, he treated her even worse, but he never delayed paying for her treatment. He even waited for a suitable heart to be found and agreed to perform surgery on her.

The resentment will last a lifetime, and the thoughts will last a lifetime. The suffering and grievances she endured are real, and the money and love her parents gave her are also real.

So at this moment, she suddenly felt relieved.

Don’t complain or miss the past anymore. The most important thing is to live in the present.

"Dulan, you must remember that if something really happens during childbirth, you must keep the baby, understand?"

Harigana didn't know whether this choice was the right one, nor did she know whether the child would be alive and well if she died.

But she would rather bet on Kangxi's feelings for her and that he would treat both of them well than deprive them of their hope of coming into this world.

She has experienced two lives. She has seen what she should and shouldn't see, enjoyed what she should and shouldn't enjoy. She has no regrets and now only hopes that her child can be safe.

"If the emperor agrees, please send me back to the grassland. I still like the scenery and freedom of the grassland. If the emperor disagrees, please tell him that I want to be alone and don't want to be with his concubines.

When I was born, I came clean! When I die, I want to leave cleanly too, not wanting to be disturbed.

Tell the Emperor that if there is an afterlife, I will wait for him and hope that he can be completely mine in the next life. Even if we are just an ordinary couple, I will stay with him till we grow old together."

It is impossible for Harigana not to feel sad when she said this. Even if you raise a pet, you will have feelings for it, let alone Kangxi, who is a living person.

A man who, after meeting her, liked her, doted on her, even quarreled with the most respected Grand Empress Dowager for her, and did so many things that went against the emperor's teachings for her, if she didn't feel anything, then she would really be heartless.

However, the reason for saying all this was not because she was moved, but because she wanted Kangxi to remember her for a little longer.

As long as her two children could grow up, even if it was just to grow up to seven or eight years old, it would be enough, with the remaining love that Kangxi had for her.

"Little Dulan, I will sell you my body in a couple of days. When the child grows up, you can leave the palace and go wherever you want. Do you understand?

As for Nanny Su and the others, I will give them all to you. When the children grow up, if they want to leave the palace, let them leave, and if they want to come back, let them go back."

"Princess!"

Dulan didn't dare to hug Harigana, so she could only hold her hand, trying to comfort her. But she knew in her heart that what Harigana said was very likely to happen, so she gritted her teeth and listened quietly, trying hard to remember it in her heart.

"Okay, I'm just saying just in case, just in case! I didn't say anything will definitely happen. I, your princess, am blessed by Eternal Heaven, and she will be safe."

Harigana didn't say much. No matter how much he told them, it would be useless. As long as they took the initiative to do their job conscientiously, it would be better than anything else.

But as for Kangxi, she still needs to do something in the next few days to deepen their relationship.

Not long after Kangxi came out of the study, he came back. Behind him, Li Dequan was holding a food box in his hand. He put it on the table and then retreated.

"Jiaojiao, have you ever cried?"

Kangxi saw at a glance that something was wrong with her. Her eyes were slightly red, and it was obvious that she had been crying.

Harigana was helpless. She was now completely naked in front of Kangxi and could not hide anything from him.

Fortunately, she had made preparations in advance, otherwise, given Kangxi's pettiness, he would definitely call Wei Qi out for questioning.

“Xuanye, isn’t it bad that you understand me like this, as if I were a child?

I just read that picture book, and in the end, the scholar didn't pass the imperial examination, and the emperor didn't agree to marry the princess to him. In the end, the two of them lived their lives like that, one never getting married."

Although her tone was somewhat complaining, Kangxi felt relieved. He took the sketchbook and took a look. He found that there were indeed tear marks on it, so he threw it aside.

"Jiaojiao, these picture books are all fake, don't look at them.

You can't cry, okay? Be careful, the baby might cry even more than you after it's born!" After saying that, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, then opened the food box that Li Dequan brought in.

"Jiaojiao, take a look. I asked Li Dequan to bring it in from outside the palace. I remember you liked it last time."

Harigana quickly asked Dulan to fetch water to wash his hands, and then started to eat the snacks.

Although they are just ordinary little cakes, they are sour and sweet and very delicious.

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