Disliked by everyone? She is clearly the most beloved one in the rich family!

Yu Zhi is a person who has a negative attitude towards love.

During adolescence, when his peers were beginning to fall in love and developing admiration for other people, Yu Zhi had no desire for intimacy but only fear.

He never thought about who he would spend his life with.

He was still young when his mother died.

The older he got, the more he felt that his mother did not die of illness, but was killed by love.

My mother had an accident when she was a child and suffered brain damage, so her memory before the age of six is blank.

The starting point of her memory is an orphanage in a remote county town.

His mother is of mixed race, and like him, has blue eyes and light brown hair.

In those days, in small places, people were far less accepting of mixed-race people than they are now.

Therefore, even though my mother was beautiful, well-behaved and likable, no family was willing to adopt her.

The reason is that outsiders can tell at a glance that such a child is not their own biological child.

Even though it is adoption, people are still unwilling to have the words "the child is not my biological child" engraved on their foreheads.

In an orphanage, children who have never been adopted usually go out to work after finishing junior high school.

My mother had good grades and finished high school with a scholarship. She was admitted to a prestigious university and moved to Shanghai from a small county town.

This was a turning point in her fate and also the starting point of her life's suffering.

My mother met Yu Chengkun in college.

Yu Chengkun fell in love with his mother at first sight.

When a rich young man pursues a girl, he uses all kinds of tricks.

Yu Chengkun pursued her for a year and moved her mother, and the two of them confirmed their relationship.

This relationship lasted for seven years.

My mother was pregnant with him when her career was on the rise.

After having a child, Yu Chengkun's mother had to disrupt their plans and get married early.

My mother had severe morning sickness and was hospitalized many times.

The doctor said that it was because the mother's body had not adjusted to a state suitable for pregnancy. It was recommended that the mother should rest during pregnancy and avoid strenuous work.

Due to her own lack of energy and Yu Chengkun's repeated persuasion of his mother to go home and be a full-time housewife, his mother hesitated for a long time and finally left the workplace when she was five months pregnant to devote herself to the family.

His mother suffered heavy bleeding when she gave birth to him, and almost died. She has been ill ever since.

Yu Chengkun's attitude towards his mother also changed after his genetic report came out.

There is a 50% chance of differentiation into beta.

This line of words was like a thorn that could not be pulled out, deeply embedded in Yu Chengkun's heart.

Seeing that his perception of pheromones was becoming increasingly dull, Yu Chengkun's desire to have a second child became stronger day by day.

But the mother's body cannot bear the risk of giving birth again.

Yu Chengkun has praised his mother's blue eyes countless times, saying that the most beautiful ocean in the world lives in her eyes.

But later, it was still that person, still those eyes.

Yu Chengkun didn't know which Feng Shui master he listened to, but he thought his mother's blue eyes were a bad omen.

Once after drinking, Yu Chengkun cursed at his mother, saying that those ominous eyes had brought disaster to the Yu family's bloodline, causing him to have no AO descendants.

The next day, my mother wore black contact lenses.

She hid her eyes.

Unfortunately, even so, she couldn't keep her husband's heart.

Later, my mother was diagnosed with uterine cancer.

Early hysterectomy could have been a cure, but Yu Chengkun was thinking about having a second child and kept advising his mother to undergo conservative treatment.

My mother is troubled by love and is hesitant.

She knew very well that with her uterus damaged, she was no longer able to bear children, and her marriage with Yu Chengkun was over.

It is ridiculous to rely on fertility to maintain a lingering marriage, but once a person is trapped in love, whether he is sober or blind, he cannot escape sinking.

My mother had no home and no one loved her since she was a child.

Home and love, these two words trapped her life.

The disease was delayed again and again, and it was delayed beyond the optimal treatment period. Finally, the cancer cells spread and could not be cured. My mother died at a young age.

If my mother had not accepted Yu Chengkun's pursuit back then, she would still be alive and healthy in this world.

Have a successful career, financial freedom, and a free and easy life.

Of course, he would not have been born.

He would rather not have been born.

Yu Zhi has been thinking this way for a long time.

So he never believes in the sweet words of love.

Once you believe it, you are drinking poison.

But the trajectory of life never follows his wishes.

He didn't desire an intimate relationship, but by accident he got married to Meng Yingnian.

He was pessimistic about love, but Meng Yingnian made him start to believe in love.

He doesn't believe in sweet words in love. Meng Yingnian says a lot, but does more.

Reason told Yu Zhi that taking this step was like walking on a tightrope off a cliff; if he took a step without taking any, he would be doomed.

But emotion was persuading Yu Zhi again. People were not the same person, so how could they repeat the mistakes of their mother and Yu Chengkun?

The bridges before you are solid and the tunnels are bright, so you can be brave for once.

Yu Zhi was silent for a long time.

He slowly raised his head and looked into Meng Yingnian's eyes.

"Meng Yingnian, do you know that the promises you made are very heavy?"

Meng Yingnian said firmly, "I know."

"Then do you know that in this world it is always easier to be credulous than to keep one's word?"

Meng Yingnian's tone remained unchanged: "I know."

Yu Zhi said truthfully: "I don't dare to believe you. I'm afraid that one day I will fall and get hurt."

"……Feel sorry."

Meng Yingnian smiled and asked, "Why do you want to apologize?"

"You've been very frank, haven't you?"

Yu Zhi said guiltily, "I know you are sincere, and it's me who is cowardly."

"Don't say that about yourself, Zhizhi."

Meng Yingnian looked at him seriously and said, "Your sincerity is precious. Don't give it to others casually, even if that person is me."

"If you don't dare to trust me now, it's not your problem. It's because I haven't done enough."

"It doesn't matter. Time will tell. We have a long way to go."

Yu Zhi lowered his eyebrows and smiled: "Okay."

In the following time, Yu Zhi told Meng Yingnian about his entanglement with Zhao Lian.

Including the high school part.

When Yu Zhi was speaking, Meng Yingnian noticed Yu Zhi's desire to talk.

He just listened quietly without interrupting.

"...That's just the way it is."

"Maybe it sounds hypocritical of me to say this? I slapped Zhao Lian and said it would be better if his whole family died, but I didn't feel good about it."

"Even when I heard Zhao Lian say his father died of cancer, I felt it was too easy for him."

"Hatred... is truly a heavy and terrifying thing. It not only weighs me down, but also makes me vicious."

Yu Zhi had been holding these words in his heart for a long time, and today he finally said them out loud.

Yu Zhi realized belatedly that he had been the only one talking for so long, and Meng Yingnian had said nothing.

He raised his eyes and looked at Meng Yingnian.

Then he was frightened by the sharp coldness in Meng Yingnian's eyes.

Yu Zhi tried to call him: "Meng Yingnian?"

"What are you thinking about? You look so scary..."

Meng Yingnian didn't emphasize any word intentionally, but every word was filled with murderous intent.

"I'm wondering where that bastard named Zhao is buried."

Yu Zhiwei was stunned: "Why do you want this?"

Meng Yingnian spat out two words coldly.

"Whip the corpse."