Disliked by everyone? She is clearly the most beloved one in the rich family!
Chapter 119 I hope you can love yourself
Meng Yingnian hugged Yu Zhi tightly and used one hand to gently stroke his back.
It was not until I heard that Yu Zhi would rather she not be born that I felt heartbroken.
His Zhizhi is always like this, degrading himself to the dust.
Yu Zhi still couldn't help but feel sad for his mother. Growing up was already so difficult for her, but she met a scumbag like Yu Chengkun, who ruined her future and even lost her life.
He had imagined countless times what would have happened if his mother had been born into a happy family, or had never met Yu Chengkun.
No matter what, it's better than the current ending.
Meng Yingnian tried to comfort Yu Zhi: "Zhizhi, don't think like that. Your mother didn't give up anything else for you. In her eyes, you are more important than anything else."
"She loves you as much as you love her."
"So don't blame yourself, and don't take the blame for the mistakes."
"Even though she is no longer in this world, she still has you. You still remember her and miss her. Now there is me. From now on, I will remember her with you."
"I want to thank her so much for bringing you into this world."
"I also want to thank you for working so hard to get to this point."
"I will spend every day with you from now on. You will no longer be alone."
Yu Zhi didn't cry when she talked about her mother just now, but after hearing what Meng Yingnian said, she couldn't help crying.
Tears flowed uncontrollably like a dam bursting.
Meng Yingnian was suddenly at a loss. He wanted to comfort Yu Zhi, but ended up making her cry.
Yu Zhi cried harder and harder, and Meng Yingnian became more and more at a loss.
He seemed to want to cry out all the grievances he had suffered over the past ten years, and he cried until he could hardly make a sound.
Yu Zhi behind him began to twitch uncontrollably, and Meng Yingnian became completely panicked.
He had never encountered such a situation before, so he could only pat Yu Zhi's back gently and try his best to calm him down.
Meng Yingnian laid Yu Zhi flat on the bed, then lay down with him, helping Yu Zhi to calm down bit by bit.
Just as he stood up and was about to call Yu Ning, Yu Zhi stretched out his arms and put them around his waist to prevent him from leaving.
How could Meng Yingnian dare to take any action?
"I'm not leaving. Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Yu Zhi sobbed and couldn't speak, shaking his head.
Meng Yingnian felt heartbroken and distressed when he saw Yu Zhi crying.
He slowly approached and gently kissed away the tears from the corners of Yu Zhi's eyes.
Yu Zhi closed her eyes, and her eyelashes lightly brushed against Meng Yingnian's lips.
Yu Zhi felt another wave of tears welling up in his eyes and he took a deep breath.
He remembered a sentence he had seen by chance before, which roughly meant: If I am loved deeply, I will definitely cry first.
Meng Yingnian is a person with unlimited ability to love.
He didn't cry when he was slandered in high school, nor did he cry when he learned that he was sold out by Yu Chengkun.
But after meeting Meng Yingnian, he felt as if his tear glands were opened, his eyes turned red several times, and now he was crying bitterly.
Meng Yingnian began to blame himself for bringing up Yu Zhi's sad story even though he knew how painful it was.
"I'm sorry, babe. I shouldn't have asked."
Yu Zhi wanted to speak, but found his throat was very dry, so he could only continue shaking his head.
This is not Meng Yingnian's fault, it's just that no one has ever said these words to him.
There is a person who tells him thank you, thank him for his hard work in living until now.
Meng Yingnian himself may not know how much shock his words brought to Yu Zhi's heart.
Yu Zhi had stopped crying, but her eyes, full of water, kept staring at Meng Yingnian.
Meng Yingnian's heart softened when he saw this.
I think he is cute but I can't help but feel sorry for him.
It took Yu Zhi a long time before he could speak.
As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice was rough and hoarse: "Meng Yingnian, thank you."
Meng Yingnian didn't know what Yu Zhi was thanking him for. He was more worried about Yu Zhi's throat.
"Zhizhi, can I go get you a glass of water?"
Yu Zhi didn't want Meng Yingnian to leave: "Not good."
As he spoke, tears welled up in his eyes again.
Meng Yingnian thought of a compromise.
"Then how about you get up with me and drink some water? Can I hold Zhizhi?"
Yu Zhi then managed to get up, but when he did, he realized that his whole body was limp and powerless.
This crying session was like running five kilometers.
Meng Yingnian exercises regularly, so hugging Yu Zhi is effortless for him.
Yu Zhi was held in Meng Yingnian's arms like a child.
He felt a little ashamed at this time, but it was too late. It would be even more embarrassing to go down and walk alone.
Meng Yingnian noticed his body stiffening and said, "It's okay, no one else will see."
Meng Yingnian first took Yu Zhi to drink a glass of warm water, and then took him to the bathroom.
Yu Zhi looked at himself in the mirror with red eyes and nose and messy hair, and fell into silence.
Meng Yingnian didn't notice his reaction. He put Yu Zhi on the sink, picked up a clean towel, wet it, and carefully wiped Yu Zhi's cheek.
Yu Zhi obediently let Meng Yingnian do what he wanted.
The two of them returned to bed again.
Meng Yingnian still said: "Zhizhi, I hope you can love yourself more than you love me."
If possible, please love yourself and be nice to yourself, then it doesn’t matter even if you don’t love me.
Yu Zhi did not respond to his words.
Meng Yingnian knew that he had heard it and did not need his response.
Yu Zhi felt that no one could love him more than Meng Yingnian.
He will begin to learn to love himself.
On the other side, Meng Yingnian was thinking. Yu Zhi had an inferiority complex and always belittled himself unconsciously.
At first, he just thought that it was because their relationship was not equal from the beginning, and Yu Zhi was still brooding over the 500 million.
But after talking to Yu Zhi about his mother and understanding his true thoughts, Meng Yingnian felt that something was not normal.
What's more, it's hard not to worry when Yu Zhi suddenly cries like that.
Moreover, when the two had just met, Yu Zhi was extremely resistant to being touched by others.
Yu Zhi doesn't resist his contact now, but that doesn't mean anything. It just means the two of them are closer and Yu Zhi is used to it.
Thinking of Yu Zhi's family and his past experiences, Meng Yingnian felt that Yu Zhi might need some psychological intervention.
Yu Zhi is still so young, but he has already endured so much.
If his mother saw him like this, she would probably be extremely worried.
Meng Yingnian secretly swore in his heart that he would protect Yu Zhi and never let him suffer any injustice again.
Yu Zhi just felt confused and he didn't know why he suddenly cried like this.
He was just very moved when he heard Meng Yingnian say that, and thought of his mother again.
I hope Meng Yingnian doesn’t think he is weird.
Yu Zhi looked at Meng Yingnian's expression and saw that he didn't know what he was thinking.
He coughed lightly to make his presence felt.
When Meng Yingnian heard the noise, he thought Yu Zhi had a sore throat.
"Is your throat uncomfortable? Do you want to ask Yu Ning to take a look?"
Yu Zhi complained in his heart, you capitalists don’t let workers rest?
"It's okay, what are you thinking about."
Meng Yingnian didn't know how to tell Yu Zhi about this, and was thinking about how to put it appropriately.
Finally, he spoke cautiously: "Zhizhi, have you ever thought about seeing a psychiatrist? I happen to know a pretty good one."
Without waiting for Yu Zhi to reply, he said first: "I don't think there is something wrong with you, I'm just worried about you. Even if there is something, it's not your fault. It's my Zhizhi who has suffered too much."
Yu Zhi didn't feel offended when he heard him say that.
Besides, this was not the first time someone had suggested that he should see a psychiatrist.
"Do you remember what I told you about Lawyer Huo, who helped me with my lawsuit in high school? He also suggested the same thing."
Of course Meng Yingnian remembered it, and he got angry when he talked about it.
That scumbag surnamed Zhao got such a good deal. He wished he could dig out that scumbag's ashes, step on them a hundred and eight times, and then use them to paste the toilet.
Meng Yingnian: "I remember."
Yu Zhi: "He also suggested that I see a psychiatrist."
Hearing him say this, Meng Yingnian was stunned. He didn't expect that Yu Zhi was already like this when he was in high school.
Come to think of it, after my mother passed away, my father, stepmother and half-brother took turns ostracizing me, and I had to rely on myself to earn tuition and living expenses at a very young age.
As a result, he was bullied by that kind of scum. It would be strange if he didn't get sick.
Meng Yingnian only regretted that he had not found Yu Zhi earlier and protected him under his wings.
For the first time, he envied a stranger for being able to meet Zhizhi so early.
But Meng Yingnian still thanked him for extending a helping hand in time when Yu Zhi was most isolated and helpless, which prevented Yu Zhi from falling into the abyss.
Meng Yingnian asked, "Have you seen a psychiatrist? What did he say?"
Yu Zhi answered honestly: "I didn't go to see it. I didn't have any money."
Yes, Yu Zhi had worked very hard to survive at that time, so how could he have the money to see a psychologist?
If I had really seen a doctor and received treatment, how could I be in this state today?
Meng Yingnian felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife and burned by fire. No part of it was healed. Even if the heart stopped beating, it still hurt like needles.
Meng Yingnian's eyes were slightly moist, and he buried his face in Yu Zhi's neck to suppress the sourness in his throat.
"I'll go with you to see a psychiatrist tomorrow, okay?"
Yu Zhi could tell there was something wrong with Meng Yingnian's voice, so he pretended to be relaxed and said, "But I still have to teach Suosuo how to paint."
Meng Yingnian didn't want to delay for a moment.
Yu Zhi has been suffering for so long, and Meng Yingnian doesn't want him to continue like this for even a minute.
"It's okay to miss a class. I can just tell my sister-in-law."
"Besides, we can go in the morning. I'll make an appointment right away."
As he said this, he was about to pick up the phone on the bedside table.
Yu Zhi grabbed Meng Yingnian and said, "Okay, let the doctor go. One moment it's Yu Ning, the next moment it's the psychologist. Don't people need to sleep at night?"
Yu Zhi was really impressed by Meng Yingnian, who didn't take the lives of workers seriously at all.
"Let's go tomorrow. I must go. You take me with you. I won't go to teach Suosuo how to paint."
Only then did Meng Yingnian give up.
"Then you accompany me to the company tomorrow, and then I will accompany you to see the doctor."
Yu Zhi felt that he had fallen into Meng Yingnian's trap.
"Are you bargaining with me again?"
Meng Yingnian looked up and stared at Yu Zhi.
Yu Zhi couldn't stand his crying look.
It seems like we are stuck in a strange circle tonight. Either you cry or I cry.
No one can have an easy time anyway.
Yu Zhi compromised.
"Okay, I'll accompany you to the company tomorrow, and then you'll accompany me to see the doctor."
Meng Yingnian didn't expect that in Yu Zhi's eyes, he looked like he was about to cry or not.
When he thought of Yu Zhi's experience, he couldn't help but feel his eyes sore and his throat dry.
Meng Yingnian nodded in agreement.
Yu Zhi spoke again: "Then go tell Suosuo tomorrow, otherwise he will think that I don't want to teach him."
Meng Yingnian: "No problem."
Yu Zhi thought of another question.
"How come you happen to know a psychiatrist?"
Meng Yingnian had no choice but to speak: "I told you this before. When my eldest brother just passed away, my sister-in-law and I were not in a good mental state.
"Especially my sister-in-law. I fell into a coma at first, and when I woke up, she had already suffered from severe depression and attempted suicide countless times. Later, she was taken back to Shanghai for care."
"When the prisoner was sentenced, I couldn't accept that the murderer who killed my eldest brother was only euthanized in the end."
"At the time, I just wanted to destroy everything. Finally, my sister-in-law came to see me and said she was pregnant with my eldest brother's child. Only then did I wake up completely."
"However, they were still worried and found someone to provide me with psychological counseling."
"Actually, I don't know if this will actually work, but everyone's situation is different. What if it works for you?"
After all, what really supported him to stand up was his own belief.
At that time, he only wanted to take on all of this for his brother.
As it turns out, he did.
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