Demon Lord 3

I still remember when we were in school, we played and fought every day in school. When the teacher came to catch us, he would hold my hand and run from one building to another. Thinking about it, it has been a long time since we played like this. To be honest, it has not been so crazy. He saw what I was thinking and knew what I was sighing about. He grabbed my hand tightly and took me to run a long way. After we stopped, I hit him and said, "Don't run so fast, I can't keep up." But he was panting and then grinning foolishly, exactly the same as he was then, without changing at all. Youth is like this, painless and it passes slowly. Some people's youth is to pave the way for their future life, while some people's youth is to make infinite memories in the future. If I let me choose, maybe I would choose the second one, because I think youth is for future memories, not to pave the way for the future. Mo Qianning belongs to the first type in this matter, which is a typical example, a person who cannot be more typical. I've always wanted to use her as an example because I feel like her life isn't very happy. Compared to me, her parents probably don't understand me, know me, or raise me the way they do. Besides, my brother has been a very influential influence on me since I was little. And having a brother 12 years older and a sister 12 years younger is inherently problematic in their family. With the exception of my sister, everyone seems much older than me, and I feel like I'm being looked down upon. So, when I look for someone in the future, I'll definitely want to be like them, not someone very different from me, because that would be very uncomfortable. Someone asked me, what is the meaning of youth? But I can't answer. Maybe the color of youth is green. The lawns and houses in the school are painted green, and the color of our textbook covers all belong to our unique youth and our unique memories. Whenever I think of these, I feel more and more heavy. Maybe I can never go back to my youth. Maybe everyone has regrets between youth and themselves. Maybe I didn't grasp my youth well before, or maybe youth ran too fast and I couldn't catch up at all. Maybe youth let myself down, or maybe I let youth down. But no matter which one, youth is bound to have regrets. Yes, Li Ruke told me about her youth before. Maybe she was staying in an adoptive home. She didn't have a formal home of her own. She was abandoned by her parents to the local aborigines when she was young. She was later abandoned and sent to an orphanage. The orphanage wanted to sell her to some rich families as a child laborer or a child bride. It is said that in foreign countries, they don't call them child brides, but servants who come to the home. There is no such word as slave now. At most, they are inferior people. Although they are not the formal wives who can be presentable, at least they are an enlightenment teacher. I asked curiously, is it still so feudal in foreign countries? But she told me this, which cannot be explained by feudalism. I asked her if her life had a destination after she met Mu Chen, but she said that it was not because she studied hard and learned to dance hard, thinking that as long as she could please Mu Chen, she would be happy. She believed that she was born to be seen by others, to serve others, and to please others. If there was someone who could put a thick coat on her in the cold winter, she would be willing to snuggle into that person's wet arms on a rainy day. So everyone has a different evaluation of youth. Some people are full of regrets, but say that they are very happy. Some people are full of happiness, but say that there will always be regrets in youth. In my opinion, I actually think girls feel love more strongly and are more sensitive. Between love and not love, I think girls are the most sensitive. For example, for the same thing, boys' perception is 10%, while girls' perception is 100%. If boys have a little emotional change, girls can capture it immediately. Maybe they won't pretend to be stupid, or express it, but they will slowly figure it out and try their best to understand it. I understand how all this is thought about, and I also know how strong girls' desire for all this is, but youth is youth after all. It is bitter and hard to savor, but it is also something that I miss so much.