Demon Lord 3

Every time I do something, I end up regretting it so much and always want to do it all over again, but there is no turning back in life, no one can reverse time, and no one can make things the same as before. I can only keep walking here, keep looking, there is no right place, and no place for people to walk forever, but I don’t know why, in the end people still have to continue walking slowly on this land, especially when we walk to the lake. I also heard the girl asking a lot of questions. She had been telling stories before, but now I feel that telling those stories is meaningless. I can probably guess the whole story, and there is no need to continue talking to me. She also said to me: "Do you know what a person is most afraid of in a relationship?" I shook my head and said I didn’t know. I didn’t know how the girl understood it, and I didn’t know if my understanding was correct? But the girl said to me: "In my consciousness, if this person leaves me, I can miss this person forever. This person can at least appear in my dreams, in my consciousness, to coax me, and continue to be good to me. This thing can exist forever. I can treat this person as always by my side. I can deceive myself, tease myself, and live the way I think is comfortable. I don't think about the world's eyes, don't look at anything's speculation about myself, and don't deliberately speculate about anything. But when I can't lie anymore, I will be very upset. When I find that I can't dream of my lover at all, there is no news about him in my dreams, even Even if it was a gentle touch, or even if I heard the voice calling, these things would disappear without a trace. Even if I dreamed of the shadow, it would slowly fade away, and finally be blown away by the wind without leaving me any sound. Finally, that smile also slowly disappeared from my mind. When I saw the photos before, I often thought, how wonderful it would be if I were alive, how wonderful it would be if we could go together. In fact, when I chose him, I should have understood this truth. It is impossible to live together, and it is impossible to die together. At that time, I thought that love can transcend life and death. I looked down on the world, I looked down on all this. I thought that with love, I had everything, even if it was only for a few days. At that time, I wanted very little, not much at all, just I wanted to live just one more day, but now I'm starting to get greedy. I think that if two people aren't together, and if they don't live forever, that's the world's injustice to us. So I knew the outcome on the first day, so why do I feel melancholy when I turn around? I don't understand how the world treats me, so why should I embrace this world with warmth? I didn't like to complain before because I thought I had obtained the best things in the world, but I was only 26 years old when I returned. I may never be able to surpass my previous self, or I may slowly regress. It's possible that at 26, I've already reached my peak. It's possible that I will slowly retire in the future. If success represents... "If the price is to make my love disappear, then I would rather not meet him than to embark on this path. At that time, I can face all this calmly, believing that everyone has his own destiny, and no matter what happens to others, they will not blame me or blame me. I think these things can be taken lightly by anyone, and these so-called life and death can be seen as clearer than clouds. But now I have already embarked on this path and cannot extricate myself." Then she said something else. I am a person with good luck, while she herself is a person with a miserable life. This life may always be like this. She asked me if I could tell my fortune. If I want to pay for the divination, I can name a price. I also held up a finger. Unexpectedly, the girl misunderstood and thought she wanted to give me million! A little surprised, she didn't expect me to ask for such a high price, but shook her head, thinking that since I am so capable, asking for million is not too much. I quickly shook my head and said, "Miss Mo, you must have thought it wrong. I said that I want you to do something for me." The girl thought to herself, why not just transfer million to me? Doing a thing, how big a thing is that? But I told the girl that this thing could be done very easily and would be of great help to her future life. The girl became interested when she heard this and asked me how to do it. In fact, I hadn't thought about it at that time, but I felt that I rarely made friends with strong women before, so I wanted to try to see who was stronger between the two of us.