Demon Lord 3

Mu Chen was also directly angered by what I said and said: "Do you think I don't want to? You know, if this elixir can't be found now, I still need time to refine it. If these things are delayed for too long. Not only can my lover not be saved, he may not be able to live in the next life. His soul will be scattered, and he was drugged. Do you think I am happy? I was very painful at the time. I am a national teacher, but now I don’t even have this ability. I don’t care whether I am a powerful person or a rubbish person in your eyes, but in the eyes of my lover, I may always be the most powerful, but I didn’t expect that I can’t protect anyone now, not even the person I love. Do you know how cowardly I am in my own heart? I don’t understand why it is very... Many people look up to me. I may be just an ordinary person. My life since childhood was not very good. My parents passed away early and I was raised at home. At that time, my father was old and I was not born in the main wife's family. I was marginalized at home every day and was no different from a servant. Through my continuous practice, I slowly earned back everything I didn't have before. Later, my mother's ranking was improved and she was able to enter the ancestral hall. At that moment, I knew that I should be able to be the pillar of a family, but in the end I realized that my strength could not defeat anyone. My companions and my family members all looked at me in that way. I kept practicing, and over the years, my status in the court rose step by step. The old king also valued me very much, and I later got my current status. Now the old king is also unclear. He died and I don’t know who killed him. Although we were king and minister, he treated me like a brother. For the first time, I felt what family was, but in the end, I still couldn’t keep him. Now the young king is in office. After the new king ascended the throne, I also became the first minister to assist in government affairs. Everyone must listen to me, and I can be the regent. This is the right given to me by the queen mother. But I also understand that if the queen mother is gone one day, and the people below want to rebel against the new king, I can’t stop them at all. Not only can I not stop them, I can’t fight against them. Now that my beloved can be framed by others, it means that those people are ready to take action against me. Look, have I done anything wrong in my life? After thinking about it carefully, I really haven’t. Yes, but if you look at the things I did right, there aren't many. I didn't have a moment to choose. Time slowly pushed me forward. I couldn't look back, and I didn't dare to. I couldn't see far because the fog blocked my eyes. I couldn't look back either. I didn't know where I should go next. Maybe it should be in a dream, maybe after a deep sleep, a thousand years later, we could meet again, but at that moment, would we still be the same as we were at the beginning? After hearing what he said, I was also stunned. Yes, I didn't dare to look back. My eyes were covered, and I didn't know where to go next. Maybe it should be in a dream, maybe after a deep sleep, a thousand years later, we could meet again, but at that moment, would we still be the same as we were at the beginning? If this was our first meeting, then the meeting a thousand years later should be our second meeting, but would we still be the same as we were when we first met? I asked myself this question over and over again, thinking about how he'd said those words, but I couldn't fathom it. I couldn't fully experience his life, and I couldn't understand why, even in this position, he still felt so helpless. But aren't we all destined for this fate? Which one do we truly want to do? Perhaps by the time we come up with this answer, we'll cease to exist. Each time, we're just listening to God's will. When our own ideas align with it, we become complacent. When they differ greatly, we silently complain. I understand that they're all suffering, but I can't sympathize with them. I can't let them keep making mistakes here. If this life doesn't go according to plan, how will they develop in the next? Perhaps our ultimate purpose here is to help them progress steadily, subconsciously finding an environment suitable for their continued growth. We are saviors, but we should also live for ourselves.