Demon Lord 3

After the practice, we started to continue new training. Here, we go to plow the fields every day, like a cow. The tasks assigned to us by my father are not too many, but not too few. We finish them just right, but we will be exhausted. I don’t know what kind of setting this is. Maybe we don’t eat enough! When I was thinking about it, my father patted my shoulder and said, "I feel that your physical training is okay. Now you have overcome a lot of things you don’t know, but you still have a lot of psychological problems, especially psychological quality. If you can see a few of my moves, then you will win. Otherwise, you have to separate from everyone. If you go on like this, it will not only delay you, but also everyone. Everyone should follow your progress. In that case, you will lose a lot. Today you have overcome this obstacle, which proves that you must have a way to overcome fear. Overcoming fear mainly comes from the heart, so practicing the heart is a good thing." After hearing what my father said, I nodded. I don’t know what the moves my father gave me. My father asked me to play chess with him first, but After a few moves, I became upset and felt that I could never win. The fear and depression came from deep in my heart. I felt that there was a barrier that could never be broken. I asked my father when I could win. My father said that if I calmed down, I could win. Even if he let me go this time, as long as I was upset, I would not be able to beat him. I tried several times and did not win. Then I asked if I could change to something I was good at. My father took out a deck of cards and said it was a small game we usually played in school. I could try it again. After I took the cards, I shuffled them and finally played a game of big or small. My father won almost every move, and I ended the game with my father's complete victory. I had a feeling that my father cheated, but my father shook his head and said no, it was an illusion created by myself. I feel that it has nothing to do with him. If I can calm down, I can break this formation. We are now fighting, not playing a real game of size. Thinking of this, I wanted to use other things to continue playing, but no matter how my father gave in to me, I couldn't win. My mood seemed to have hit the bottom now. I know that my father is better than me, so I dare not use my rights in any aspect, nor do I dare to use my so-called childish mentality. I am afraid of being laughed at, or I want to keep some dignity for myself, but there is not so much dignity. Only the strong are worthy of dignity. Thinking of this, I directly came up with a new thing and wanted to play Gobang with my father, but my father said, "Put this Gobang there first. Come back after you come back from this practice. Then we will play a good game together." "But forget it now. You're already upset, so continuing like this won't lead to any good results. Think about it. What kind of practice do you want to pursue? What limits do you want to push? Where can you find inner fulfillment or gain experience? I'm not worried about that right now. I can give you group training later, but you still need to focus on improving these areas on your own. After all, you're the one leading this team, not the others. It doesn't matter if you improve later, but if you're not consistently in the top three, you'll slowly be squeezed out, and it'll be difficult to catch up." Hearing my father's words, I nodded frantically, but I hadn't yet decided what kind of challenge I wanted to accept. My childhood dream was to be a detective. If I were a detective, would I be able to easily solve these mysteries? Could they be solved using scientific methods? That's true. Since I was little, I've believed that no magic could escape science, that there was no such thing as metaphysics. Everything could be explained by science. But as I grew older, my father told me that metaphysics could provide a substitute for many things that science couldn't explain. Perhaps the end of science is metaphysics, that it's not another entity, but a continuation. I never understood this as a child, but now I think I'm gradually understanding it. Then, my father asked me, if I were to become a detective, who would I choose to bring with me? I could bring anyone from the team.