Demon Lord 3

This kind of lack of mentality is the kind of person who doesn't have a high state of mind or deep scheming, but in the end, he was able to hide it from everyone. He often came to see me late at night when he couldn't sleep, often sitting by my bed and chatting with me. Sometimes I pretended to be asleep to get by, and sometimes I woke up to chat with him. When I pretended to be asleep, it was because I wanted him to go home quickly and sleep on his own, and not stay up late like this and hurt his health. Sometimes I got up to chat with him because I couldn't sleep either. At that time, I did suffer from insomnia frequently. As my insomnia increased, I also began to have many physical problems. My mental concentration was insufficient, my physical fitness was not up to par, and I gradually developed emotional anxiety and irritability. These are all common problems. Everyone tried to help me solve the problem, but they didn't take my frequent insomnia into consideration. Why did I suffer from insomnia at that time? I still can't remember it. It might be because there were a lot of things going on at home. At that time, our house was directly demolished without anyone's consent, which made me very angry. Later, when Lin Zhenfei used reckless methods to solve the problem, I was also very angry. At the time, I was a bit overly anxious, thinking this reckless behavior was truly wrong. I wanted him to change, but then I thought, what if I were alone? Perhaps I would be even more reckless and brutal than that approach. I carefully considered the gap between myself and the others. I realized that I was probably the last one in the team. Everyone's contributions and abilities were greater than mine, but when I thought about it, was I really that incompetent? It's not that this team can't do without everyone, but it would be even worse without me. I was probably the backbone of the team, often making decisions for them. It wasn't because of my high position, but perhaps it was because of my considerable contributions. No matter how you look at it, I was an indispensable leader, and that immediately brought me back to myself. I started to have a more regular sleep schedule, but it was only temporary relief. If something went wrong, I would still suffer from insomnia. Perhaps I'd sit there all night, unable to sleep. I'd often close the door and stare out at the rooftop, all night long. The rooftop can't be seen from here, so when I looked out the window, I saw the red lights flashing on the surrounding skyscrapers. I couldn't understand why, with the skyscrapers so tall, not so many people were willing to commit suicide. But we have a room here that overlooks the rooftop. Almost all of our rooms have this, which has reduced the rate of dangerous people jumping from the buildings. That dangerous person is, of course, Li Ruke. His frequency of jumping off the building was a bit excessive, and he almost jumped several times, only to be pulled back abruptly by us. It's thanks to our cultivation that we have this ability. If it weren't for this, we wouldn't dare do anything here. Eventually, the rooftop was demolished, fenced off, and everything was under my control. It's almost impossible for Li Ruke to commit suicide in your place now, but the little girl was in a very bad mood, thinking we were watching him like a prisoner and protesting. But protesting is futile. What's the point of protesting? If protesting was useful, she might have jumped off the building yesterday. Now she keeps thinking to herself that she must not continue living such a boring life. If she continues like this, she might as well die. But death is such a terrible thing. If she dies, then this life is over. In this life, the little girl still has family and friends here. So why would we end our lives? In fact, once we close our eyes and never open them again, perhaps in the next life, we won't have these memories or these people to accompany us. But what a blow it is to those of us who are still alive. We are better off, but what about Mu Chen, who has always sacrificed for her? Some people might say that Mu Chen went to the big world to bribe people who practice cultivation. He can't find any brains, but he is smart and daring. After he cultivates well, he can find a pair of immortal partners and won't have to take care of a child here anymore. He is really like a child, like his own biological child, caring for him from childhood to the end. The formation of this kind of relationship is also unexpected. Many such relationships don't develop like this, but they are indeed different.