Demon Lord 3

After all, I am a gentleman, so what's the big deal about hurting a young woman? After listening to it, Mo Beixing was also very moved and said: "Brother Fei, with your words, we will follow you. How can we leave? Also, don't say those words to persuade us to leave. We can't leave. We only recognize you in this life. Even if you beat us and scold us, we will not leave. After all, we don't have anyone to worry about in this world. At most, there is only one and a half people in the world who can be considered a complete family with you. None of us cares about how many people are in your family. One more or one less, I am nothing, but without you, we can't form a complete family here." After he finished speaking, he wanted to get up, but was pushed back to the bed. Lin Zhenfei slowly said: "Don't move. I just saw that your body is very weak. If you rest here for a while, you will get better faster, but if you exercise vigorously, it will be very slow. So don't move at this juncture. Moved, I don't want you to get hurt because of this, and to hurt your own body again, it's really not worth it. I just saw that you seemed to have taken some medicine, but I can't tell what it was. Is there any plot? If you don't tell me, I will definitely know. "Mo Beixing cried as he listened, and then said, "Brother Fei, it's been so long, I really can't help it. During these days when you were away, I felt very uncomfortable every day, but I didn't dare to cry in the middle of the night. Every time others could cry freely, but I had to pretend to be strong. My parents are gone, and my brother is far away and not by my side. I have no one to rely on every day. I finally found you, but you are often not around. I don't have many close friends around me. Lin Yuyu is one of them, but she often has a childish temper. She acts like a child every time, and I can't coax her well. I have to coax others, so how can I take care of myself? So I feel very uncomfortable all the time. After a long time, I felt a little unwell, and later I also had many psychological problems. When I was doing psychological counseling in school, I deliberately avoided this issue and didn't talk about it, for fear that teachers and classmates would find out that I had psychological problems. Lin Yuyu is different from me. She is a cheerful and optimistic girl. She always expresses her feelings and words on the surface, but I keep them in my heart. She can always tell me who her boyfriend is, but I have to be silent for a long time and almost dare not say it, for fear that others will look down on me. It's not that I think you are not good enough, but that I really don't deserve it. I haven't wanted to give up this relationship, but I feel that our levels are very different. I'm afraid that you don't want me anymore, and I'm afraid that no one will want me anymore. My network of relationships is slowly fading, and this line is slowly breaking. I'm afraid of failure, I'm afraid of losing. When I have nothing, I'm not afraid of anything, not even death, but sometimes I'm afraid of everything. I don't understand why this is human nature, but I can't reverse it. I'm in so much pain now. Later, I could only rely on medication to maintain my condition. Taking too much medication is also harmful to my body. Later, my stomach gradually became unwell. I hope you will come back to see me and notice me, but I also hope that you will hurry up and do your own things. I also hope that you won't come back to see me. After all, seeing me in such a state, I will be sad, or even dislike me. But I didn't expect you to come back so soon, so suddenly. I haven't prepared anything yet. What qualifications do I have to meet you in this sick state? I'm afraid that everyone will question me, but in the end, I'm the only one who questions myself. What am I wrong, or are they all wrong? The physical pain makes me feel nothing but endless numbness, but the psychological pain is the real pain. I can't sleep or eat well every day. I'm afraid of gaining, and even more afraid of losing, because only after gaining can I lose. "

Lin Zhenfei sighed and said, "The thing I least wanted to see has finally happened. I was afraid you might have some mental problems, so I kept trying to counsel you. I didn't expect it would end up like this. It's all my negligence and carelessness. I shouldn't have accepted so many of you at once, nor should I have let you down. But I can't do that. I can't take care of everyone, let alone give up my career and everything I have to live a simple life with you. That's impossible."