Demon Lord 3

"I look like I'm in my thirties or forties, but I'm actually much older than that. However, my parents' constitutions are not suitable for cultivation. In this world, only the chosen ones can cultivate. The rest of the people can only become resources for cultivation. They toil all their lives, only to be wedding dresses for others. I don't agree with this approach. I had many fights with the leaders there, but it was useless in the end. I wanted to escape from here, but you can go to the outside world and breathe the fresh air there. But later I found out that I would never be able to get out in my lifetime. Even if I make this place better or worse, even if this place is destroyed, I can't get out. It's like an ant who can only see his own world and can never reach humans. The two-dimensional world is like a block that has trapped me there. I will never understand what a cube or a cuboid means. Even if this block is gone, these points and these lines are gone. Our block is always drawn on a plane, not real. You came here by accident, but you don't Knowing we can never leave this place, you come and go as you please, without any worries or scruples. Even if you kill us all, destroy everything here, and just silently sigh, apologize, and feel guilty, what's the point? Wouldn't you just walk away? But I can't stop you. I want to stop you, ask you the reason, or even ask you to take me away, but these are too much to ask. What right do I have to let you take me away? Even if I get there, I still have no family, no companions, no what you call family and affection. All my relatives are buried here. This is a shackle we can never escape. Even if one day we stand on the same front, and I leave with you, what will I gain in return? Perhaps the me you see now has vanished, just another person using my appearance and my name. I don't think the person who leaves is me. On the contrary, that person is not the current me at all, but a changed, a new machine. I have no reason to let you take me away. After all, you came here from a higher dimensional world. Stepping on me is like stepping on an ant, except that what you have to do when you come here is to lower your true strength. You may have known this for a long time, but you don’t have a deep understanding of the reason. Now I will tell you that this is the way of heaven. It is done to protect ordinary people like us, to protect those of us who are of lower status. You often feel that this is unfair and think that you have also worked hard to practice, but do you know? The resources for practice here are very few. If you want to practice to your level, it takes more than just time and effort. If you don’t have talent, you can only work hard all your life like my parents and family, and finally die of old age or become a stepping stone or wedding dress for others. This is what I have experienced, and the battles I have experienced before have left me with many injuries time and time again. And you know that I am a big family here and the only heir to this world. Everyone can worship me as a god, but I cannot illuminate everyone. I am not... I need those people to worship me. I just want them to remember me, remember my previous family. From then on, I changed my last name. I became different from my previous self. I began to transform and became a stranger to myself, but I have no regrets. After all, I went from a nobody who was at the mercy of others and ravaged at will to a hegemon who could cover the sky with one hand. During this period, I experienced a lot of bitterness, but these bitterness are only known to me. Those who accompanied me along the way died one after another. I wanted to keep them, but I couldn't. You may ask why I became so selfish, but who am I doing this for? Now let me be selfless. I don't know who to do this for. There is no one around me who I can trust or who needs my help. I can do this, but I can't trust everyone. I can't recruit strangers casually, but I can think carefully. It must be very difficult for you to come here, but I can't accept you. With my current identity and perspective, I can only regard you as enemies. "