Demon Lord 3

我会一直在的 ​​English: Every time he understood something, it took him a long time to comprehend something, while it took me a long time. I don't know why I was slower than him or because my brain wasn't working well enough. He said that maybe what he had been practicing for so many years was his comprehension, not other things. I might be able to surpass him in many other aspects, especially my sensitivity to objects, but his sensitivity has decreased, and he is still mainly focused on comprehension. When I wanted to leave, I found that he had imprisoned me. I asked him why he imprisoned me and asked him to let me go, but he said that if he let me go, everything would go back to the starting point. What is the starting point? He said that every time he asked me to stay here, he would struggle and entangle in his heart. He said that if I stayed here, it would be a good thing for him and me, but if I left, he would lose a big help, mainly because of the harm to me. If I left, many things would enter a confusing moment again. No matter how high my comprehension is, it would take time to comprehend. After all, he has a high comprehension and has been comprehension for so many years, so he is better than me. I shook my head and said that I can't stay and must go, even if everything goes back to the starting point , I want to do the same. He said that he could open up a place for me so that I could concentrate on practicing, and then break through the barrier, rush out, and protect the people around me. But I think this is a wrong choice. I must rely on my own efforts to slowly break through the dome and break through to the top. After all, if I am trapped here all the time, then I will definitely admit defeat. But if I break out of the dome through my own efforts, then I seem to be in a state of guaranteed victory. After all, when I saw his state, I felt that he was a little pedantic. He may have been imprisoned for many years. Although his comprehension is high, he is also confused about many things. Maybe I can't understand his confusion at his level, and I can't explain it to him, but when I think about my own confusion, I also understand a truth. Everyone has confusion sometimes, he has it too, and I have it too. I can find him when I am confused, but he has no place to hide when he is confused. He said that next time I am confused, I can hide with him, maybe he can understand everything. I asked him where to go when he is confused? He said that at his level he might not be truly confused, because he knew that all confusion would be solved sooner or later by time, and that time would smooth everything out. I asked him why he thought so, and he said that in his world, time flows very slowly, and no one would urge him to do anything. But I am different. When I am confused, I should resolve it as soon as possible. After all, if I don't resolve it, someone will urge me to move forward. If I can't resolve it, I might become ill from overwork. Suddenly, it was as if he had let me go. He had just told me that whenever I felt lost, I should come to him, but now, when I wasn't lost, he could let me go. When I opened my eyes, Zhou Chuyuan was writing in his diary. I looked over and saw he had bought a new one. I asked him why he'd started writing in it. He told me that he'd seen me writing all the time, but he hadn't been writing much recently. He wanted to keep a record so I wouldn't give up. Whenever I wanted to catch up, I could look at his. He saw that I was in good spirits and asked if I'd seen the True God in my dream again. I nodded, and he smiled slightly. "That's good. Every time you see him, you can find clarity in your confusion. Perhaps that's a wonderful thing. I won't bother you. This is good. It will allow you to slowly get better in your new environment, and I'll be very happy. And that True God, who helped you, is perhaps also a friend to me." After hearing what he said, I felt incredibly generous. I asked him why he hadn't been this way before. I hadn't seen him as generous at all before. Sometimes he would get angry just hearing the True God's name. Why was he so used to it now? I'm used to having a good relationship with the True God, and he's used to treating the True God as his friend. He said that people need to slowly let go, just like how I used to dislike keeping a diary, but now I'm slowly starting to enjoy it. A long time ago, I also didn't like arguing, and there were a lot of things, but then I slowly began to let go. It's not that my heart wasn't big enough to hold the things I'd done before, but rather that my heart was bigger now than before, wanting to hold the whole world, but I found that with a bigger heart, my worries also grew, so I ended up holding the same worries I'd always had.