Demon Lord 3

Should I kill my original self or kill my evil self? At first, I wanted to kill my evil self without hesitation. I was not allowed to make a real choice, so I came to my senses. After I came to my senses, I was still reluctant. After all, I wanted to make the final choice. Maybe I should have had a choice for this question, but if I changed the options, then I might have lost myself. I was even more at a loss after changing the question. Zhou Chuyuan asked me what I would choose if I had to choose? I said I must choose the bad one, the demon. He smiled and said, "This is really at the ordinary level. If you encounter something, you will choose something different. Their level is just an experience for you, but for me, it may be a real life and death farewell, you know? If the question is changed, and it is changed to, I choose the latter, I can save my teammates. If I choose myself, then I will not be able to improve my strength. My teammates and friends will be in the hands of a powerful enemy. Then I may forget myself and let the demonic energy control my body. Although I have lost my soul, I can save my teammates. When the time comes, when my strength is exhausted, my teammates can throw my body down and burn it. It is not a bad thing to gain eternal life in the flames." After listening, I also asked him, "Brother Hao, let me ask you, have you ever thought about your soul being collected? What will it be used for? Will it be used for experiments or thrown into outer space? In your world, it may be in darkness. If the moment your consciousness is extinguished, you have no memory of anything, and everything falls into a deep sleep, maybe it is still a good thing. After all, seeds are like this. Like this, it slowly sprouts and finally disappears. But if it is not like that, you live in pain in the darkness, wanting to escape but unable to, wanting to come back but unable to, then do you think that kind of world is what you want to look forward to? " Upon hearing this, he smiled slightly and said that he might have already thought about it. Even if it means falling asleep, even if it means disappearing, or being unable to escape in the darkness forever, it doesn't matter. After all, his relatives and friends here are still alive. If he drags those people down to die with him, he might as well die alone and sacrifice himself to save everyone. This is what he had thought about before. He felt that this account was not a loss at all. After listening to it, I told him that doctors should not use winning and losing to indicate that no one can leave alive, so there is no winning and losing. Every time you want to complete your goal and get closer to your goal, that is already a win. There is no need to calculate so clearly. What he imagines now is a pain for me. If he is gone, then everyone in the team will fall into grief. He saved us, but made us fall into deep sadness and pain. Is this kindness to us, or cruelty to us? It was getting late, and I fell into a deep sleep in bed. In fact, when I got here, I had been imagining a question. If everyone in this world treated me very badly, it would make me fall into deep sadness and a kind of reflective imagination. I would wonder if these people were really good to me, or really hated me, and whether I had done something wrong. So I had some self-doubt, but at least I behaved normally when these people left, maybe I was relieved, or maybe I was escaping, but I couldn't be sad. But if everyone in this world was very good to me, my heart would be in a lot of trouble when these people left. If so, it would be better if these people treated me badly. But on second thought, I seemed to have suffered more. After all, these people were good to me. Everyone has to die. The end of this life is also a kind of relief. I don't need to think like this, but if I have never experienced joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness in this life, but was just scolded and excluded every day, I might not be able to survive this kind of mood. What is the source of the psychological struggle? Speaking of this issue, after I slowly fell asleep, I saw the true God waiting for me there. When I saw him, the smile on my face gradually disappeared. Maybe I had just thought about the kindness of my relatives and friends to me, but when I saw him, I thought about how he hurt me. He actually helped me a lot, but when I thought about the tough battle he and I would have to fight in the end, I thought he was not a good person.