Demon Lord 3

Which is more important, life or love? If I find a marriage completely devoid of love, will I be happy? Life is the most important thing, but if someone loses even love, even everything they love, isn't that just a walking corpse? Living like a walking corpse is worse than losing everything. Do we really have to forget our inner selves for some superficial goodness? Should we let ourselves live like a walking corpse? I walked on the side of the road in despair, thinking about this. No matter what, I couldn't forgive myself. I had previously said that this woman was a bit pretentious, but after hearing this, I couldn't hate anyone. The man had done the same thing, treating the woman well his entire life. Now I see it too, not just everyone, but the woman as well. Perhaps I have seen it in my heart, but how can I forgive him now for my past self? If it weren't for the man, I might have lived a happy life long ago. Maybe I wouldn't have had a difficult childbirth. Maybe the poor scholar could have transformed himself into the top scholar. All these things no longer exist. Now when she goes out, many people still hate the hostess, especially the poor scholar's family. They think the hostess is a jinx. If the hostess hadn't done this, her son wouldn't have died. So the hostess always hates herself, hates herself back then, hates herself in her heart. Why did she do this? Why is she now at ease as a hostess instead of suffering? She should take the blame and ask for forgiveness. She shouldn't live in such a world. She feels that her life is over and ruined. She thinks that life should be what she understood before, instead of changing it. These changes in her life may be a stumbling block on her future path. Her life was ruined by a man, and even more so by herself. I just staggered from the side of the road. I stood up and took another sip of wine. I felt a little confused and didn't know how much I had drunk. I just went to the store to buy a few bottles, and then went to a pub to drink. Later, I sat at the garden gate again. This time I was really drunk. Maybe it was not the wine that made me drunk, but the sorrow in my heart. But at this time, someone patted me on the shoulder. I looked back and found that the man was the male owner of the house. I widened my eyes and asked him what he was doing here. To him, I might be a benefactor. After all, I picked up the hostess's jade pendant, which could make his lover very happy. But to me, he was another enemy of mine. He seemed to have harmed a girl and ruined her life here. He sat down again, pointed at my wine and asked me if he could drink it? I nodded, and he opened a bottle without hesitation, and then prepared to give me money. I said no, I would drink it anyway. Regardless, the male host opened it, took a sip and said, "Actually, I have been reflecting on myself over the years. I feel that all these things I did were wrong. I shouldn't do this to a girl who loves me. In fact, I have thought about it a long time ago. If I didn't do this, would the girl love me too? But I thought about it carefully. I was so heartless at the time. Do you know what the girl said at the time? She said that she would never recognize me in her life, and that I was a bad person. At that time, the girl was not with me yet, and none of those things happened. The childhood sweetheart was not dead either. In fact, I didn't have much murderous intention towards that man. I wanted that man to live, and these things didn't matter, but that girl deeply stimulated me. I don't think I'm that kind of person." After hearing these words, I had mixed feelings. I didn't know if what he said was right. In fact, I was also thinking in my heart, what would I do if the man had said these words in advance? That woman would definitely leave without hesitation. That little girl was so stubborn, so devoted to her lover, believing her lover wouldn't lose, yet she forgot her status and her current situation. If that poor scholar had made a good living, he might have become a powerful figure, but now it's different. He's just an ordinary person, a man who can't even protect a girl. After thinking for a long time, I still want to hear what the real people have to say, especially their son. What do they think? If I knew, I'd understand.