Demon Lord 3

After waking up, I was also very confused. In fact, I had no idea how to solve this problem. I seemed to have discovered from this incident that sometimes life is not the only way out, and sometimes seeking death is also something worth looking forward to. I don’t know if there is something wrong with my psychology, or if this incident hit me too hard. After waking up, I couldn’t calm down for a long time. My companions came to chat with me, but I was always incoherent. When they sat down to rest, I was a little absent-minded. I didn’t continue talking until night. I sat on the table and bench at the door. I just wanted to lie down and sleep. I could only sleep by lying down. I don't think I would dream about those terrible things. This time it completely overturned my values ​​and my previous understanding of everything. Later, I found that I couldn't sleep at all. I got up and sat for a while. I was going to write a diary. I took out the notebook but didn't know what to write next. Maybe I should write about my recent experiences, or write something that can relieve my mood and stress. Anyway, my condition is getting worse and worse. Maybe I will go back and have a good chat with people later. After chatting with the true God, although it caused me great hurt, it also gave me guidance on the confused areas, especially my previous condition, which has been very confused. After the True God told me, my state suddenly improved, as if these things had nothing to do with me now, as if they had floated away beyond the nine heavens. But to be frank, these things still lingered in my heart and could not float away for a long time. The confusion that was solved was my original confusion about this world, or it was confusion about some things in my past. But now after the True God solved it, I seemed to be robbing Peter to pay Paul. I solved another problem here, but I started to feel confused again. I don’t know if it is my own problem or these things. I have caused some great harm to myself. I may not be in a very good state. I sit aside and don’t know what to start writing. He wrote a few strokes and then stopped, but at this time someone came to me, I looked closely and it was Han Ping'er, Han Ping'er smiled and said: "I heard Tianlong call you Sister Yue, then I will call you Sister Yue too. I specially brought a pot of good wine to have a few drinks with you today. I know the child should have told you about this, right? I also heard it from the side, but I don't agree with this matter. Let's eat, drink and talk. I brought some freshly cooked side dishes, and some." After listening, I nodded slightly. In fact, I didn't approve of her education very much, but I didn't reject her as a person. Halfway through the conversation, I felt that I had been fooled. Han Ping'er didn't come to reason with me this time, nor did she come to talk to me. She was asking me about my educational methods and values. I was speechless after listening to her. In fact, I didn't educate other people's children, let alone her son. I just listened carefully. I didn't play the role of a father, nor did I take on the role of a mother, so I didn't really educate the children, but these parents thought that I taught the children, or did something. Speaking of this, I was actually very angry. I took another sip of wine casually and asked Han Ping'er: "You just said that I taught your child bad things. Then you can analyze it for me carefully. What was your child like before, what was he like later, why did he become like that, how long have I known your child, did I teach him bad things in just these two days? Or did I pass on some bad values? You can list them one by one, you don't have to be yin and yang here Weird, you call me Sister Yue, and I call you Sister Ping, but you can't just do this. You are actually negligent in your child's education. Although you are doing it for the good of the child, do you know what the child is thinking? We can sit here and have a sip of wine today. You think this approach is correct, but the child has someone he likes and is willing to follow his own preferences. What did you do? It's like you snatched the pot of wine from the child and told the child not to drink. Then are you telling me that there is a problem with drinking? There is nothing wrong with drinking itself, so the child is not young anymore. The child is an adult now. You can't always think that this is a child and should be treated like this every day. "Han Ping'er shed tears silently after listening to this, then took a bite of the dish, took another sip of wine and said, "I know it's not right, but I am a parent, I am a mother."