Demon Lord 3

His eyes were also bloodshot as he said, "I'm scared, but I don't know what to do in the future. If there is a child like me who hates me, I will definitely hug that child. But no one will hug the me back then, and everything will be over. People often say that after some time, everything will be over and everything will be forgotten. But time passed by minute by minute, year after year, and I grew up a little bit, but the hatred in my heart deepened step by step, and did not decrease. I don't know what to do next, and I don't know where I should go, but I think if I don't persist in going down this path, what is the meaning of my life?" Then I confirmed it again. It was the memory of the future, which meant that we were both in the dream at the same time. Just now, it was just the child from his childhood who appeared in my dream. In fact, he was just waiting for me to help him heal the child in his heart, and he would be completely well. But it was impossible. After all, how could so many years of deep hatred be changed by just a few words from me? Yes, I am not a Buddha, and I cannot save all living beings. After I approached him, I gave him a hug and said, "Since you want a hug, then I will give it to you. In fact, this kind of thing is not so easy to solve. I have thought about this problem before. If the person I hate is me, maybe my hatred is even deeper than yours. I can say that I can't figure this out at all. Why can the person I have always trusted die in front of me? Why can he be calculated by others? Why do I have to offend others and live in that unfair world forever? Why is this? But there is no such thing. If there is no such thing, why is it destined, and what can we do to change it? What we want to change is only our future life, not the previous one. What we want to cure is only our childhood. If you want to cure your childhood, then you can come up with a plan and let us help you." Zhou Chen sighed helplessly and said, "I have figured out a lot of things, but I just can't figure this out. I don't know if I have to "What did I do wrong? I don't know why my childhood had to be like this. I figured it all out, but this is the only thing I can't figure out. I know it's my childhood that needs to be healed, but my childhood was just as fragile. I don't know where to start. I'm afraid that if I touch it, it will shatter even more and I won't be able to piece it together again. Now at least I've collected the fragments of my childhood, waiting for someone to come and piece them together, but now there's no one who can do it. I'm really helpless. Maybe in this helpless life, the only thing I can do is to slowly accept it!" I asked him again, "Have you thought about what to do in the future? You're definitely going to get married, and you're definitely going to have children. How will your future wife and children see you? They'll see you as a very weak and helpless person, suppressed by the shadow of your childhood every day. In your wife's eyes, you're a coward. Although during the day you're like a normal person, a man at home, but at night, you're the child in my memory. , do you need comfort? What will your children think of you? During the day, you are a father who stands tall and does everything at home, teaching your children that men should not cry, and if you have something to say, speak up and vent. But at night, you become a baby, even more fragile than your children. "Zhou Chen couldn't stand it anymore at this time and said, "Enough, I can't stand it. I have never heard these words. No one has said this because in the past few years, I have always wanted to shape myself and make myself an invincible persona. I want to be someone that everyone fears, just to cover up this indisputable fact and cover up my fragile heart. For all these years, there is only one reason why I haven't married and had children. I'm afraid they will look down on me, I'm afraid they will laugh at me, I'm afraid they will be ashamed of me. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you just now. I lost my temper." I also waved my hand to indicate that it was okay and let him continue. I actually wanted to hear what he wanted to say next. He couldn't get out of this haze for a long time. In fact, it was mainly because of his inner heart. That's why he never got married or had children, nor did he take in more relatives. He was afraid that this would cause the people he loved to leave him.