Mind reading, after failing to die, I became a popular person

And what follows is Ji Shiyi’s real nightmare.

For several days in a row, Lan Yetan could be said to have been staying at home, either playing with his mobile phone or eating, either eating or sleeping, or going to the hospital to change dressings.

He looks extremely relaxed, as if he doesn't care about anything, except that he seems to be spending more time playing with his phone.

And he's always touching computers and stuff.

late at night--

Lan Yetan was typing something on the computer, and the codes flashed across the computer quickly as his fingers moved.

Just looking at it made people feel dizzy. The girl rubbed her neck and pounded her shoulders, feeling like her whole body was about to fall apart.

[I'm testing it, my brain is going to be paralyzed.]

The sound of bones creaking is enough to make people feel creepy just by listening to it. It's so painful.

Looking at the strings of data displayed on the big screen, he held his chin, looked at it carefully, and then turned off the computer.

Now she finally understood...

There was a moment of gnashing of teeth, and his eyes turned cold. He glanced at the list on his phone and wanted to throw it away.

Although the current data has not been fully explored, this clue alone is enough for people to dismantle everything afterwards, and the accuracy rate remains at around 80%.

My head ached slightly, and the familiar rusty taste of my Adam's apple came up again, making me frown.

【Why don't you try to make me feel uncomfortable again? 】

At that moment, I could feel the domineering power in my body slowly subsiding, as if I was a little scared.

Lanye Tan's bones creaked, loosening up his muscles and bones, and his mind felt much clearer.

Ever since I discovered those things, I feel like my whole demeanor has changed.

[I'm really angry, really, really, really, really angry...]

I felt like I was on fire, but when I heard the gentle voice at the door, it suddenly wilted.

"Ye Tan, Mom brought you some midnight snacks. Do you want to eat some? Now that you are in better health, you can eat a lot."

The woman's voice was soft and had a maternal glow that made people feel naturally dependent on her.

Lan Yetan immediately turned into a well-behaved kitten, walked to the door, and greeted his mother with a smile.

After living in this family for a few days, she finally realized that this family was really good to her and did not need too much protection.

After putting the midnight snack on the table, the girl looked up at the woman in front of her with some confusion when she saw that Fu Lin had no intention of leaving.

Fu Lin gently held Ye Tan's hand. The girl's hand was slender and pale, and the blue and green veins could be clearly seen, and the joints were slender.

She didn't resist and sat on the bed with the person in front of her.

"Ye Tan, I didn't take you to transfer your household registration because the one from the Lan family fainted for a long time. I don't know what happened to him, but I heard he woke up in the past two days."

Lan Yetan nodded and looked at the person in front of him who seemed to be hesitant to speak.

"What's wrong? Are you going to transfer your household registration? I'm always free."

Fu Lin looked at the girl in front of her seriously and asked softly.

"Ye Tan, do you need to change your name? Change it back to the name we gave you when you were born."

Lan Yetan thought about it seriously for a while. In fact, he had already thought about this question when he first arrived at this house, and he already had the answer.

"Don't change it."

The woman was not that surprised. She gently touched the head of the person in front of her and spoke in a gentle voice.

"Okay, then listen to Ye Tan. We won't change our names. I'll take you to register your household registration when the time comes."

Lan Yetan stared blankly at the person in front of him and nodded, then turned his head away, as if he was a little uncomfortable, but his heart was longing for this kind of warmth.

Then he spoke up for a rare moment and explained a few more words.

"Because I think the meaning of this name itself is not because it was given to me by this family, but because..."

Her previous life, and her parents in the previous life, all of this has real meaning. This name has accompanied her through so much.

Even changing the name would make people feel uncomfortable, wouldn't it?

He fell silent after that, and the woman didn't ask any more questions. She slowly hugged the woman in front of her.

She has a very unique fragrance on her body, which seems to be lisianthus. It smells very nice, light but with some inexplicable aggressiveness.

Lan Yetan's body was a little stiff. He could feel Fu Lin's carefulness and gentle treatment. Although he had been here for quite some time, he was still not used to the contact with the person in front of him.

But in the end he just leaned down slightly and hugged her back.

At this moment, Fu Lin felt a little unbelievable and opened his eyes wide. Before, he was always the one hugging the person in front of him, and girls rarely hugged him back.

Or rather, it was only today that I returned the hug.

Lan Yetan's body was still a little stiff. He buried his head slightly in the neck of the person in front of him, and then hugged her tightly.

Fu Lin was a little dazed, overwhelmed by the joy of breaking the sky, and gently patted the back of the girl in his arms.

The injury has almost healed, and she now understands the excellent recovery ability of the person in front of her.

"Ye Tan...?"

She could feel Lan Yetan's shoulders trembling slightly. It seemed like nothing happened at first, but now she was crying uncontrollably.

Tears wet her neck and her shoulders. Lan Yetan cried in her mother's arms for the first time.

This seems to be the first time in my life, whether in this life or the previous one.

The first time I cried in my mother's arms...

That long-lost sense of security seemed to come from the blood, which could soothe one's heart and calm one's restless emotions.

"Ye Tan, don't cry, don't cry..."

Fu Lin subconsciously used the same tricks she used to coax children, but she didn't expect the girl in her arms to cry even harder.

[If I remember correctly, I've never been coaxed by a blood relative like this since I was a child...?]

Thinking about the scenes before, my heart ached and my face turned pale.

When I think of the data on the computer, my head starts buzzing.

"Forget it, my dear daughter, cry. If crying can make you feel better, then cry as loud as you can."

Crying may not help people solve problems, but it is indeed a way to relieve emotions, isn’t it?

What is truly terrifying is not being able to cry for a long time, which means you have truly lost your emotions.

Make up

After everyone calmed down, he patted the girl in front of him on the back.

Lan Yetan buried his head even lower, and a feeling of powerless shame spread in his heart.

How could I have exposed my weaknesses and vulnerability to others again… and still crying, so embarrassing…

She is actually really sick. She has a desire to confide in others, expose her weaknesses to others, and tell others why she feels uncomfortable. After something happens, she will suddenly feel ashamed and embarrassed.

It’s hard to explain this feeling of shame, I just feel uncomfortable inside.

Although I seldom express my true feelings, this time is an exception.

Fu Lin rubbed the head of the girl in front of him, and immediately turned into a pastry master, patting and kneading her head non-stop.

"Okay, okay, you've calmed down now, haven't you?"

Lan Yetan nodded slightly, but still refused to face the person in front of him, feeling inexplicably anxious.

Then there was some inexplicable redness at the tip of my ear.

[Oh my god… What the hell was I doing just now? Holy shit, QWQ…]

Recently, I feel that my emotions are becoming softer and softer, and my mentality is gradually becoming gentler because of the love of my family.

This love is surging and can also be hidden in every little corner for him to discover.

Once all those things are discovered, that feeling will suddenly surge into your heart, making you feel sour, but also sweet.

"Ahem... um."

These words were almost squeezed out from between her teeth. Fu Lin smiled gently and pinched the girl's face.

"Well!"

Lan Yetan finally straightened up and looked at the woman in front of him with some confusion.

"Okay, don't be shy. On the contrary, I think it's a happy thing that you can cry in front of me."

"You are truly amazing. You have endured so much injustice and yet you have managed to persevere for so long."

"Mom will always be proud of you."

This last sentence caused ripples in my originally calm heart again.

This painting hits the water like a stone, and this sentence seems familiar to people.

It was indeed a familiar thought. He had thought of his parents saying this to her in countless dreams and nightmares, both in this life and the previous one.

"Lanye Tan, Mom is proud of you."

The voice was still echoing in her ears, and her head seemed to be buzzing. The girl looked up in surprise and found that it was not an illusion, but the woman repeated it again.

She added the name to the sentence and said it again, emphasizing each word with great determination.

Those scorching eyes filled with endless love stared at the person in front of them. That kind of love could never be acted out.

It's the kind of love that comes from the heart.

Maybe it’s the filter, or maybe it’s because of family affection, but Lan Yetan always tends to think positively of this family.

Out of anxiety, he subconsciously pinched his hand.

I'm not dreaming...

The pain I feel is not a dream, but something I am actually experiencing right now.

The tears that had stopped welling up in my eyes again. I don’t know how many times I have cried during the time I traveled through time.

[Oh my god, why did he suddenly become incontinent?...]

Lan Yetan wiped away a tear, then suppressed it all of a sudden. It was so fast that it was impossible to tell. It looked like she was about to burst into tears in the last second.

Fu Lin: ...

He sighed helplessly, looking at the aggrieved girl in front of him.

Just as I was about to say something, I heard her hoarse voice.

"Mom, I understand. I won't let you down."

At first glance, this sentence seems to have the same meaning as it does on the surface, but if you listen carefully, you will find it very strange.

Fu Lin frowned, looked at the girl in front of him, and smiled.

"It's okay. Don't put pressure on yourself. Mom doesn't expect you to achieve anything in the future. Even if you stay at home all your life, the Shi family can still support you. But our Ye Tan is so capable. He will definitely achieve what he wants."

This long string of words feels like coaxing a primary school student, giving him a thumbs-up education.

"it is good……"

After Lan Yetan said this, she looked at Fu Lin eagerly again. Fu Lin rubbed her head and stood up slightly.

"Okay, it's time for you to go to bed. Mommy has some things to take care of now."

It's true that I just dropped my work to do these things, and now there are indeed a lot of documents that need to be confirmed.

Lan Yetan nodded and looked at the woman's back as she left. He was howling in his heart and felt a little excited.

【Ahhhh, mommy, I am your daughter, mommy, I am your daughter, mommy, I am your little kitty meow meow meow meow meow meow.】

[How can there be such a lovely creature as a mother in the world? My mother is the best mother in the world! ]

Such a heartwarming scene is something I had thought about in my previous life but not in this life. Unexpectedly, such a heartwarming scene happened in this life.

The girl rubbed her cheeks and then her ears.

She lowered her head slightly and clutched the quilt tightly.

The tears that hadn't flowed just now were now falling uncontrollably, and my mind was in a mess.

[No... No, I think I'm starting to get addicted to this feeling, but what happens next...]

Thinking of this, my hands gripped the quilt harder and harder.

I was in a daze for a while, and when I looked carefully, I saw that the quilt in front of me was wet.

Those were tears, bitter and salty. At that moment, my heart seemed to be soaked in tears.

That kind of indescribable emotion is so torturous that it makes people feel suffocated.

[What I'm about to do next...is incredibly risky. However, perhaps, if I can survive, things won't get so bad.]

She even began to hope that she had remembered it. Although she thought so in her heart, she stood up and walked to the computer hesitantly.

She turned on the computer screen, and the blue screen reflected light. She seemed to be writing something just now, but she turned off the computer screen when Fu Lin walked in.

It was a "suicide note".

The "suicide note" written by Lan Yetan to the person she loves and the person who loves her.

"like……"

"I want love."

She couldn't help but murmur.

"But now I feel loved, so maybe it's not a regret."

When he spoke these words, his voice was very soft, like a feather, like a gentle breeze, and they would disperse with a gentle blow.

Continue to do what you need to do as if nothing happened, as if the things you just experienced did not exist.