Become the Queen with the Space System

Ye Ying knew that such painful torture would not end easily.

again and again.

He just watched Xiaotao die in front of him.

His skinny body couldn't do anything.

Until there is no more tear in my eyes.

The scene fell into darkness.

The pitch-black darkness seemed to completely swallow up Ye Ying.

It turns out he can't do anything.

He is just an incompetent person.

If it weren't for his outstanding performance, he would have overshadowed all the other princes.

The emperor would not have thought of making him the crown prince, and the ministers would not be so wary of him.

Everything is his fault.

And there is the blood of the ancient country in him.

Ye Ying has always blamed herself for Xiao Tao's death.

If it weren't for him, Xiaotao would have been able to live safely in the palace and leave the palace to reunite with her family at the age of 25.

Instead of being by his side, she died in the palace at the age of twenty.

Over the years, every time he closed his eyes, he would think of Xiaotao's tragic death.

So much so that he couldn't sleep at night.

Then he used the reputation of "the romantic prince" to make the emperor completely give up the idea of passing the throne to him.

In fact, he is not a romantic man, and he is a serious man.

He can't show any excellence in front of others.

Because his excellence is a sharp knife that can kill people.

Only when he is in the Shadow Pavilion, in the night shadow, can he be at ease and be himself.

Finally, he was able to stop thinking about the past.

I also started to sleep well at night.

Why didn't God let him go?

Let him feel the pain again.

"Am I an unforgivable person?" Ye Ying began to talk to himself.

"If I were truly an unforgivable criminal, why was I born into this world?

Is it possible that my father, who abducted my mother, is a good person?

What did Xiaotao do wrong to deserve such an end?

Can’t anyone give me an explanation?

No one can answer the pain in Yeying's heart.

Along the way, he was like a wounded puppy, licking his own wounds.

No one will ask him whether he is sad or in pain.

In the eyes of others, he is naturally a strong man.

“I lost my mother when I was young, and only Xiao Tao was by my side.

Why won't these people let me go? I never said I wanted to be a prince.

I have never been interested in Dongyu's throne. I work hard just to let people know that my father has an outstanding son.

What did I do wrong? Why are you taking away everyone around me?

Why! ! ! "

No one could answer Yeying's question.

There is no satisfactory answer to these questions.

If I have to say something, I can only say that Ye Ying was born in the wrong body and was born in this cruel palace.

Even if he has no interest in the throne.

His extraordinary excellence has become a weapon that kills without blinking an eye.

He killed not only the people close to him, but also himself.

"Ha ha ha ha!!"

Ye Ying laughed out loud like crazy.

I realized that all the relief I had felt for so many years was just a trick to deceive myself.

The wound has never healed and is even rotting and infested with insects.

But the pain was numb, so he mistakenly thought the wound had healed.

"Take my life! What's the point of living!!!"

People who never give up have begun to utter discouraging words after suffering painful torture again and again.

This is Yaoyao’s magic bell.

What is tortured is never the body, but the heart.

"Yeying, how can you give up?" A female voice seemed to pass through many obstacles and reached Yeying's ears.

"Night Shadow..."

"Xuan Jingyuan..."

"Jingyuan..."

How could Ye Ying forget this familiar voice?

That was the voice that was deeply engraved in his heart.

In the pain, it was the bright light that led him away from the pain.

"Why do you look unhappy? This is my favorite peach cake. I give it to you."

The little girl's bright face appeared in front of Yeying.

Ye Ying took the peach cake handed to him by the little girl and was slightly stunned.

Peach cakes, small peaches.

The girl's innocent smiling face appeared before him.

Not only did it break into his eyes, but it also broke into his heart.

"You must be my father's new apprentice. Don't worry, my father is very easy to talk to."

The girl's soft voice was like a gentle breeze, soothing away the pain he had hidden for all these years.

He was nine years old that year and met Song Yanzhi, who was four years younger than him.

Song Yanzhi's bright smile planted a seed in his heart the moment they met.

From that day on, it took root in his heart.

"If you still want to see me, cheer up!!"

Song Yanzhi's anxious voice sounded so real.

He knew that everything was just an illusion.

From the day he chose to deceive Song Yanzhi, it was destined that Song Yanzhi would never forgive him.

A world without Song Yanzhi would be better off staying in darkness.

It's better than being outside and watching Song Yanzhi treat everyone better than him.

That would really make him feel miserable.

The pain was always there and could not be driven away, it haunted him all the time.

He was entangled so tightly that he couldn't breathe.

It would be nice if I could just die like this.

At least Song Yanzhi would still think of him, and perhaps he would never forget him because of his death.

"Yeying! You coward.

If you really dare to die here, I will never forgive you in my life."

Song Yanzhi's voice became clearer and clearer, as if he was speaking in front of him.

"But I don't have the face to see you again."

Ye Ying hasn't spoken properly to Song Yanzhi for a long time.

I didn't know how to start, and I didn't know if saying too much would make Song Yanzhi unhappy.

"coward.

In other words, you are right, I am indeed a coward.

With my status and position, I clearly have the opportunity to save Xiaotao.

But I backed off. How could I back off? How could I let Xiao Tao die in front of me like this?

After all, the person Ye Ying could never forgive the most was himself.

As a prince, he was unable to save the maid who was most important to him.

As a prince, he didn't even have the courage to confess his identity to Song Yanzhi.

How is he not a coward?

"In other words, there are so many outstanding people around you, and all of them will be attracted by your bravery.

And I can only watch you move closer to someone better like a rat in the gutter.

I don’t even dare to be jealous because I know I don’t have the qualifications.”

Don't look at Ye Ying's arrogant appearance.

In front of Song Yanzhi, all his arrogance turned into inferiority.

Seeing Nan Yuejin's greedy eyes looking at Song Yanzhi, he was almost going crazy with jealousy.

He even went so far as to tell Song Yanzhi about Xuan Jingyuan's affairs, but ended up making things worse.

Instead, he asked Song Yanzhi to rescue Nan Yuejin.

He didn't even dare to ask Song Yanzhi whether Nan Yuejin had done anything to her.

Nan Yuejin is so unrestrained that not only women but even men would feel that their lives would not be in vain if they could live like Nan Yuejin.

If Song Yanzhi really fell in love with Nan Yuejin, he would not be surprised at all.