Reborn as a girl, I will live forever in the world of immortality

"Sister Ling'er, do you like it?"

However, He Ling did not hesitate at all. She shook her head and said softly, "I don't like it."

At this moment, Liu Qing seemed to realize something and suddenly became a little nervous. She asked nervously, "What does Sister Ling'er like?"

Hearing this question, He Ling couldn't help but mutter to herself: "What do I like?"

These few simple words were like a spell, instantly plunging her into deep thought.

Countless thoughts flashed through her mind: a good environment, a warm family, countless wealth, the power to control all living things...

These were all things she had longed for, but at this moment, when she was actually asked, she found it difficult to give a definite answer.

He Ling was filled with confusion and bewilderment. She couldn't help but ask herself, "What do I really want?"

At this time, she already possessed 50,000 drops of extremely precious treasure springs and the powerful Jiuxiao Divine Tree.

As long as she gives it time and relies on these resources, it is almost certain that she will break through to the Nascent Soul stage.

Even if he fails to successfully form a fetus, relying on the Jiuxiao Divine Tree and his own Jindan stage cultivation, it would not be difficult to defeat a strong man in the Yuanying stage.

But even so, she still felt empty inside, as if something vital was missing.

At this moment, He Ling finally understood that what Liu Qing was asking about was not "like" in the superficial sense, but "want" at a deeper level.

However, faced with this question, she was speechless for a moment.

Because she knew that those external materials and powers could not fill the emptiness deep in her heart.

Perhaps, only by finding the goal and pursuit that truly belongs to her can her heart be satisfied.

She is no longer the person who could only go with the flow. Now she has the confidence to not be at a disadvantage even when fighting against a powerful Yuanying master.

She had become so powerful without realizing it, but at this moment Xiaoqing stumped her with a question.

She has long possessed infinite lifespan, and even if she never practices cultivation, her lifespan will be as long as that of heaven and earth.

Now we have the treasure spring that doesn't require any spiritual plants. With more than 50,000 drops of treasure spring, I'm afraid it would be enough to feed an ordinary person with no cultivation to the Nascent Soul stage without any problem.

So what do you still desire now?

A trace of confusion slowly emerged in He Lingmei's eyes. She just lay quietly beside Liu Qing, lost in deep thought.

Time passed minute by minute, and before we knew it, the cave became extremely quiet, as if even the air had frozen.

"Sister Ling'er?" Finally, Liu Qing's doubtful voice broke the silence.

However, He Ling did not seem to hear Liu Qing's call. She remained motionless, like a sculpture, and continued to immerse herself in her own ocean of thoughts.

She began to carefully review her life journey.

Those memories of past lives that I thought had become blurred or even fragmented with the passage of time now flooded into my mind like a tide.

Although these memories are incomplete, there are still a few scenes that are deeply imprinted in her mind.

She remembered that in her previous life, she was busy with heavy work tasks every day. When night fell, her body was obviously extremely tired, but her heart always resisted the temptation of sleep.

Because she knew very well that once she closed her eyes and fell asleep, what awaited her would be a repetitive life the next day without any change - facing the same people and things, over and over again, without end.

Later, an unexpected incident caused her to travel to this strange world.

At first, everything here was so difficult and harsh for her. The living environment was harsh, resources were scarce, and every step was extremely difficult.

But looking back now, compared to my previous life, those days could perhaps be described as "carefree," right? After all, I no longer had to deal with that suffocating monotony.

Then she arrived in Yangshui County.

It was there that she met Xiaoqing.

During those days, Xiaoqing was always by her side, like a ray of sunshine shining into her heart. It is no exaggeration to say that it was an extremely warm time.

It is precisely this experience of getting along that makes Xiaoqing still occupy an important place in He Ling's heart even though she has disappeared from He Ling's side for such a long time.

Not long after, they went to Yuxian Town together.

However, once we arrived here, time seemed to suddenly become urgent for some reason.

At that time, she was still too weak and had little strength. No matter what she did, she had to be cautious, hesitant, and even a little timid.

Looking back now, I still feel a little aggrieved and helpless.

She crossed half of Xizhou and came to the vast Zhongzhou continent.

In this strange land, she first wandered around Tianning Market, and then joined Xuanyuan Sect.

Time passed by quickly, and many stories happened during this period.

Later, she was accepted as a disciple by Xiaoqing, and since then she has officially established her foothold in Xuanyuan Sect.

Until today...

Whenever she recalled that time, an indescribable sense of urgency welled up in her heart, as if an invisible big hand was chasing her desperately from behind, forcing her to speed up and move forward.

She had always mistakenly believed that this urgency came from a desire for powerful strength, and that only by constantly improving herself could she gain a firm foothold in this world.

At this moment, she finally realized that what really frightened her was not anything else, but the passing of time.

She knew very well that as an immortal, she possessed the special ability of immortality and that time could not take her life away.

But because of this, she watched helplessly as everyone around her was swallowed up by time one after another and left her.

Those people and things from the past have gradually drifted away with the passage of time, leaving her alone wandering in the long river of time.

This loneliness and helplessness followed her like a shadow, making her feel afraid.

So she began to run desperately, trying to outrun the pace of time.

She believed that as long as she ran fast enough, she could keep those precious people and things before time passed and prevent regrets from happening again.

However, no matter how hard she tried, time always escaped her pursuit easily like a cunning fox, leaving her with only more loss and confusion.

This is her weakness, and also her fatal flaw that she cannot escape.

When she calmed down and carefully examined her life, the image of the little girl with a haggard face, a thin body and ragged clothes emerged before her eyes.

She was so small and fragile that she seemed like she could be knocked down by a slight breeze.

Although I have experienced many vicissitudes of life now, the helplessness and confusion deep in my heart seem to have never changed.

All the images were like a flash in the pan, disappearing in an instant.

He Ling opened her eyes and found herself in endless darkness.

The surroundings were silent, with only her breathing being audible. In this darkness, she once again asked the question that had troubled her for so long:

"What do I want?"

Liu Qing buried her head in He Ling's arms. She didn't know what was wrong with Sister Ling'er. She had asked many times but got no response.

For a moment she was actually a little scared. In fact, she had a premonition in her heart. She felt that Sister Ling'er was like a feather in the sky, always in front of you, but when you reach out to grab it, you can't catch it.

She used both hands to hold He Ling tightly in her arms, as if she was afraid that He Ling would disappear in the next second.

As time passed, the trajectory of the moonlight on the ground slowly changed, as if there was a tree blocking the front, and the moonlight suddenly turned into the shape of a tree.

At this time, He Ling's voice finally rang out.

"Maybe what I want is freedom, freedom."

"Free? Does Sister Ling'er also practice Buddhist techniques?"

As the sect leader's first disciple, Liu Qing has a lot of experience and knows that there is a realm in Buddhism called the realm of freedom.

He Ling shook her head slightly.

She put her arms around Liu Qing's waist and lifted her forward.

At this moment, their bodies were level and their eyes met.

"Xiaoqing, do you really like me?"

Liu Qing nodded vigorously.

"But if I tell you that I am immortal and have an infinite lifespan, you will eventually leave me, and I...

You will definitely survive.”

He Ling didn't dodge his gaze and looked straight at Liu Qing.

"I won't die for a relationship, nor will I forget everything just because of you. I am such a selfish person."

"Do you still like me now?"

"Sister Ling'er, do you still remember Yuxian Town? The night before we attended the Five Sects' Ascension Conference, I knew everything at that time."

This time He Ling was a little surprised, after all, Xiaoqing was still a mortal at that time.

"I am willing to follow Xuanyuan Sect, but I also want to accompany Sister Ling'er for a while longer. I don't know what will happen in the future, I only know that Sister Ling'er belongs to me now."

Liu Qing put her hands on He Ling's shoulders and looked at her seriously.

But He Ling was not shy at this moment. She smiled, and smiled happily.

She leaned over and kissed Xiaoqing on the lips.

The lips parted for a long time.

He Ling doesn’t think about what will happen in the future now. She just wants to be more comfortable.

She turned over and her whole body hung above Xiaoqing.

The falling black hair made Liu Qing feel a little itchy on her face. She looked at Sister Ling'er, who was completely different from before, and for some reason, a feeling of shame surged in her heart.

"Xiaoqing, I am very happy, so I decided to reward Xiaoqing tonight."

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