The Poisonous Concubine is alive

I stand on this high altar, looking down upon those expectant eyes below. Their faith, their hopes, are all placed on me. I am their saint, the light in their hearts. But behind this glamorous image, who can see the struggle and fear within me?

I, Liu Yunrou, was once just an ordinary woman longing for an ordinary life. I dreamed of a simple life, of a small happiness of my own. But fate has thrust me into this position, bestowing upon me the responsibility of a saint. I try to convince myself that this is my mission, the meaning of my existence. But every night, in the stillness of the world, I ask myself: Is this what I truly desire?

I had power, everything others could only dream of, but I had lost myself. I was no longer the Liu Yunrou who could laugh and cry freely. Now, I had to stay strong at all times, even in my most vulnerable moments.

I know that as a saint, I should be selfless and prioritize the well-being of my followers. But I'm also just an ordinary girl, longing to be understood, longing for someone to see the weariness and helplessness beneath my mask. I fear failure, afraid that one day I'll disappoint everyone's expectations, afraid that I'll lose this hard-earned trust.

Sometimes, I envy those ordinary people who can live for their dreams and work hard for their own happiness. But I can only live in this halo created by others, constantly suppressing my desires and telling myself that this is for the greater good.

I'm tired, truly tired. But I know I can't stop. I'm a saint, their hope, and my own responsibility. I can only take a deep breath, straighten my back, and keep moving forward. Everyone has their own battles in life, and mine has just begun.

At this moment, a breeze blew by, lifting my hair. I looked up at the sky and thought to myself: Maybe this is fate.

Suddenly, a figure appeared in my sight. He stepped up to the altar, his eyes fixed on me. It was a face I had never seen before, yet for some reason, I felt an inexplicable familiarity.

He walked up to me, bowed slightly, and said softly, "Lady Saint, I understand your pain and confusion. You are not alone. I and other believers are here with you. We are willing to face the challenges of the future with you."

I gazed into his eyes and felt his sincerity and kindness. At that moment, the ice in my heart began to melt. I smiled and nodded, as if I had found a little comfort.

He went on to say, "Believe in your own abilities, and you will be able to overcome difficulties and realize your own value."

I took a deep breath and regained my confidence. Yes, I am a saint, and I have a special mission and responsibility. No matter how difficult the road ahead, I must be brave.

On a quiet night, moonlight filtered through sparse clouds onto the sacred lake, casting a silver shimmer on the ripples. Liu Yunrou stood alone by the lake, her white dress whiter than snow, her long hair flowing gently in the breeze. A hint of melancholy lingered in her eyes, as if she were reminiscing about the distant past.

A little girl chased butterflies in the church garden, her laughter as clear as a silver bell. The nuns around her looked at her with smiles, their eyes full of doting.

- After growing up, Liu Yunrou was baptized in the sacred temple and became a saint. With a determined look in her eyes, she vowed to protect peace and justice in the world.

- In a fierce battle, Liu Yunrou wields the Sword of Holy Light and fights against the forces of darkness. Her face shows unyielding courage, and even when injured, she does not flinch.

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- After the battle, Liu Yunrou hugged a fallen comrade, tears streaming down her cheeks. Her heart was filled with grief and a deep disgust for war.

- On a spring morning, Liu Yunrou planted a seed in the ruins. She believed that one day, this seed would sprout and bring new hope.

The fragments of memory gradually dissipated, and the reflections on the lake returned to calm. Liu Yunrou took a deep breath, sealing the sadness and memories deep in her heart. She turned and walked towards the distance with a firm step, ready to continue her mission and protect this land.

Liu Yunrou returned to the temple and found a mysterious letter on her desk. The words in the letter emitted a strange light, and as she read it, a familiar feeling came over her.

The letter mentioned an ancient secret organization, said to possess the secret art of curing the world's ailments. Liu Yunrou decided to personally explore the whereabouts of this organization, hoping to find a way out of her predicament.

She embarked on a long journey through forests and mountains, encountering all kinds of strange people and things along the way, but she never forgot her mission.

Finally, she arrived at a temple hidden in a valley. The temple's doors were closed, but as she approached, they slowly opened. A mysterious atmosphere filled the air, and Liu Yunrou cautiously entered the temple.

Ye Chenxuan stood in the hallway of the temple, his gaze following Liu Yunrou's graceful back. Her long white dress fluttered in the wind like angel wings. An indescribable emotion welled up in Ye Chenxuan's heart: admiration, adoration, and a hint of hidden desire.

- Ye Chenxuan first met Liu Yunrou at an important ceremony. Her beauty and holiness captivated him so much that he couldn't take his eyes off her. He thought silently, "Ye Chenxuan, you are the sunshine in my life. Whenever I see you, my world becomes so bright."

- She looked at his back, her heart filled with longing and love for him: "I am willing to spend my whole life to accompany you, to support you, and to make you feel happy."

- She raised her head, her eyes firmly fixed on the starry sky, and vowed in her heart: "No matter how difficult the road ahead is, I will walk it with you and never give up."

- Liu Yunrou walked gently to Ye Chenxuan, she held his hand, they smiled at each other, feeling each other's heartbeat and warmth.

- In a difficult challenge, Liu Yunrou and Ye Chenxuan worked hand in hand to overcome numerous difficulties together. Their relationship deepened during this experience.

Ye Chenxuan and Liu Yunrou held a grand wedding, inviting relatives and friends to witness their happy moment. At the wedding, they made eternal vows to each other, held each other's hands, and stepped into a happy future.

After marriage, Ye Chenxuan and Liu Yunrou devoted themselves to the research and practice of medicine, hoping to help more people. Their medical skills were superb and their reputation spread far and wide, attracting many patients.

While treating a patient, they discovered a rare disease. After arduous research and exploration, they finally found a treatment method and successfully cured the patient.

Their achievements not only garnered widespread acclaim but also taught them that love and mission can complement each other. Ye Chenxuan and Liu Yunrou's story has become a beloved legend, inspiring countless others to bravely pursue their own happiness and dreams. Standing alone by the lake, Ye Chenxuan gazed upon the tranquil surface, a complex wave of emotions welling up within him. He recalled every moment of their acquaintance with Liu Yunrou, his heart filled with longing and love for her.

- Ye Chenxuan stared down at the lake, muttering in his heart: "Liu Yunrou, you are the most beautiful scenery in my life. Whenever I see you, my world becomes so beautiful."

- He closed his eyes, feeling the breeze brushing against his cheeks, a warm feeling welling up in his heart: "I am willing to spend my whole life to protect you, to accompany you, and to make you happy."

- He raised his head, looked at the starry sky with a determined gaze, and swore in his heart: "No matter how difficult the road ahead is, I will walk it with you and never give up."

Yet, Ye Chenxuan also struggled deeply. He knew that as a saint, Liu Yunrou had a profound mission, and her world was not just about love. He worried that his feelings would become a burden to her, that he would be unable to give her the happiness she deserved.

- "How should I express my feelings? Will she accept me?" Ye Chenxuan's heart was filled with anxiety and doubts.

- "I must be brave. I can't let her face the world alone." He made up his mind.

- "If she needs me, I will always be there for her, to support her and protect her." His heart was filled with determination and love.

Ye Chenxuan stood in front of Liu Yunrou's door, hesitant. He took a deep breath and tried to muster up the courage to knock on the door, but his hand stopped in mid-air.

- He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm himself, but the struggle within him only grew stronger.

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- In the end, Ye Chenxuan decided to bury his feelings deep in his heart. For Liu Yunrou's happiness, he decided to hide his feelings temporarily.

- He turned and left, his steps heavy, his heart filled with pain and helplessness.

Ye Chenxuan returned to his room and lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. He was thinking in the darkness, his heart full of contradictions and struggles.

- He asked himself over and over again: "Am I doing this right? Should I be brave enough to face my feelings?"

After a night of deep thought, Ye Chenxuan finally made a decision. He decided not to hide his feelings anymore and decided to confess to Liu Yunrou. He was willing to bear the consequences no matter what they were.

- He got up, walked to the lake, looked at the water, and his heart was filled with determination and courage.