Rebirth: I am the boss uncle

Chapter 75: Incompetent

Ye Youxuan was also worried when he saw Qin Xiaoci, whose face was not very good. In fact, he understood better than anyone why Qin Xiaoci left there. It was because he was too sad and couldn't accept it... But he just couldn't let go. He couldn't let go of the fact that he had abandoned him.

Ye Youxuan stared at Qin Xiaoci for a long time without saying a word. Looking at the big fool in front of him, he finally couldn't help but stretch out his hand and touch Qin Xiaoci's cheek.

"I understand. I understand why you left. I also know that you haven't had a good life these past few years, and I know that you can't let us go... But I just can't forget. I can't forget that no matter how much I begged, you refused to see me. Tell me... a reason, tell me a reason not to hate you... Xiaoci..."

Qin Xiaoci tilted his head obediently, rubbed his face in Ye Youxuan's palm, and slowly recounted the unforgettable past, which was still heartbreaking even now.

"Xiaoxuan... do you know? I promised Ah Huan that I would stay by your side, but in the end I broke my promise... I..."

As Qin Xiaoci started speaking, his eyes were filled with tears. He didn't know how he had survived that period. He also didn't know how he had abandoned this little brother, and how this person had survived when he left.

"That night... Mo Yan and I found you on the street... You were covered in blood, almost dead... I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to explain this to Ah Huan. She clearly asked me to protect you, but I let you near death..."

Ye Youxuan put down his hand and looked at the man who used to be full of vigor and vitality but now had a melancholy face. His hand trembled slightly.

"What's even more unbelievable is that the doctors who were trying to save you brought me a critical illness notice... Even though they told me they would do their best to save you, I didn't believe it. They told me the same thing when Ah Huan went in, but... but in the end, they gave me a corpse... I couldn't accept it... I was scared... I was scared that you would become a cold corpse like Ah Huan, so I ran away... I've been uneasy these past few years. When I heard the news that you became the president... I wasn't happy, but heartbroken. Is it that easy to climb to that position? How have you been living these past few years?"

At this point, Qin Xiaoci was already choking up, and he stroked Ye Youxuan's hair with his hand in pain.

Ye Youxuan in front of him already had red eyes. He raised his hand and punched Qin Xiaoci's chest again and again. His face was full of grievances, his heart was full of resentment, and he didn't know who to tell about the countless pains and resentments. He didn't know how he had lived these past few years.

"Yes... yes... You know how hard my life has been these past few years, and you know how difficult it is to climb to that position. But you left me, you betrayed our vows, and you left me to face it all alone... Every day I have to face those old foxes with a fake smile. I have to grow through that difficult gap, experiencing life and death every day, being wary of everyone around me, and dodging thousands of plots and assassinations..."

When Ye Youxuan said this, tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, and soon they slid down his face, but he questioned the man in front of him with an expressionless face.

"You know, you told me that no matter how difficult it was, I had to work hard to live. You told me that I had to be brave and hold my head high so that I could live a better life and let everyone see me... I listened to you, I listened to Ah Huan, I listened to Mo Yan... I worked hard to live, I accepted all the injustices of fate to me, I accepted the inhumane bullying of Adumus, in order to pursue a better life, for Adumus's bullied classmates, in order not to be treated like a dog, I climbed up to that position step by step. I don't know how many people's blood is on my hands, just to stand higher and live a better life... When I thought my life was on the right track, you abandoned me one after another? Why? Why? Did I do something wrong? Tell me... Tell me? If I was wrong, I will change, and you won't leave me anymore, okay?"

But as he said this, Ye Youxuan seemed to remember something and waved his hands wildly.

"No...no...I will never forgive you. Go away! Go away! I never want to see you again!"

At this point, everyone lowered their heads, unable to bear to look at the broken man in the middle. They had witnessed Ye Youxuan's most painful growth, and you knew his most humiliating past. Everyone envied the honor of President Adumus, but no one knew how painful the process of climbing to that position was.

Qin Xiaoci looked at Ye Youxuan, who seemed a little crazy, and felt regretful and annoyed.

Lin Moyan gently patted Ye Youxuan's arm to comfort him.

"No... It's not that Xiaoxuan did something wrong. It's me... I'm too incompetent. I used to think that I could use my family's influence and myself to protect you and Ah Huan... But later I found out that I was nothing. I could only watch Ah Huan being insulted and forced to jump off the building to commit suicide. I could only watch you being beaten all over your body, but I couldn't do anything. I couldn't even do anything to identify the culprit... I hate my cowardice and incompetence... I hate that I was too weak to change your future... Xiaoxuan hates me, I know, but please don't chase me away, don't chase me away."

Qin Xiaoci lowered his head in self-blame as he spoke, tears streaming down his face. It is said that men don't shed tears easily, it's just that they haven't reached the depths of love.

Qin Xiaobai looked at his younger brother who was once a proud child of heaven, now standing dejectedly, decadent and helpless. He was shocked, shocked by the past of these children, and even more shocked by every word he said. No wonder... no wonder... it turned out that he had been through so much in Adumus... It turned out that he had never understood why his younger brother who came back from abroad seldom met with them. He didn't believe his third uncle's words that he had depression... He even jokingly asked him if he was bullied at school. It turned out that all this was true.

Feng Yu'an looked at the long-haired boy who almost fainted, his face filled with heartache. At this moment, he really wanted to know what happened to Adumus back then? How did he get through the past few years?

Ye Youxuan looked at the big boy who was choking in front of him, slowly let go of Lin Moyan's hand, and walked to his side.

"Xiao Ci... I don't blame you anymore. Don't cry. I really don't blame you anymore. Don't leave me anymore, okay? Don't leave me again. I only have you and Mo Yan."

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