Fall in love with summer flamingos

Meng Zhao leaned against the bedroom door, listening to the two people in the living room reconcile. He laughed and cried, shrugged his shoulders, and let his arms hang naturally on his knees.

He lowered his head and blinked his eyes at the pool of tears on the ground, crying silently with a relieved smile on his face.

Meng Zhao looked at the mixed tears on the ground and reached out to wipe away the tears. He raised his chin and leaned against the door. Suddenly, he heard the sound of the door closing. Meng Zhao curled his lips and felt a little pain in his heart.

Meng Zhao has worn this mask for so many years, so you have to keep wearing it well. Didn't you wear it well before? When the three of you were together before, didn't you hide it well? Didn't you even find someone to help you act, so that you could always be by his side as a good brother?

Is it necessary to care about the heartaches of those years? From the moment Gu Shiye appeared, Su Yangxia's eyes were only on Gu Shiye.

Meng Zhao's eyes have been on Su Yangxia since he was eight years old. Wherever Su Yangxia is, there are Meng Zhao's eyes.

At that time, Meng Zhao didn't know what love was. He just saw a very handsome boy from the same community, who was always playing alone downstairs. Sometimes he was in the flower bed on the left, sometimes in the flower bed on the right, sometimes he was sitting in the pavilion in a daze, and sometimes he was watching other children playing, but he was always alone.

Later, the little boy began to take a little girl who was a few years younger than him to watch others play in various corners of the community.

Later, Meng Zhao discovered that the little boy actually lived downstairs from his house. He began to pay attention to the little boy. He wanted to be friends with the little boy and make him happy, but the little boy found that he always glared at him fiercely and did not talk to him.

One day, Meng Zhao suddenly thought of an idea, so Meng Zhao stood under the window of Su Yangxia's house and challenged Su Yangxia to a fight, saying that Su Yangxia had pulled the pigtails of a female classmate in their class.

Little Su Yangxia was so angry that she jumped up and downstairs with a furious face. She started a fight with Meng Zhao. The two of them wrestled with each other. Meng Zhao didn't really hit Su Yangxia, but Su Yangxia actually bit him very hard.

Meng Zhao had no choice but to resist. He reached out to stop Su Yangxia, but accidentally scratched Su Yangxia's face with his nails. Su Yangxia angrily bit Meng Zhao's neck hard. Meng Zhao pulled Su Yangxia's hair, and the two rolled on the ground and fought. They were pulled apart by the mother-in-law upstairs who saw them.

Finally, Meng Zhao's parents took Meng Zhao to Su Yangxia's house to apologize. Meng Zhao apologized to Su Yangxia with a smile. Su Yangxia glared at Meng Zhao with a sour face. Su Yangxia reluctantly accepted Meng Zhao's apology under her mother's glare and loud threats. Since then, the two apologized to each other and shook hands to make peace.

From that day on, Su Yangxia had a shameless follower following him. He couldn't be beaten or scolded away and insisted on being friends with him. Meng Zhao followed Su Yangxia like a piece of taffy and has been following him for more than ten years.

Meng Zhao's favorite thing to do every day is to go play with Su Yangxia after finishing his homework. Meng Zhao found that Su Yangxia had a bad temper and his face was easily sullen. He also loved to curse people. Meng Zhao gradually became a stupid friend who never fought back or talked back but was always called stupid by Su Yangxia.

Although Meng Zhao was scolded, he enjoyed it. He thought it was a sign that Su Yangxia was close to him. Later, Meng Zhao found out that Su Yangxia was always busy and didn't come out to play after finishing his homework, so he shamelessly went to Su Yangxia's house and knocked on the door every day.

Su Yangxia would open the door for Meng Zhao with a sour face, and Meng Zhao realized that Su Yangxia didn't go out because she had to stay at home with her sister every day. The grown-up was still at home washing clothes and tidying the room. Meng Zhao thought it was boring to go out and play anyway, so he helped Su Yangxia wash clothes and tidy up the room, and played the game console at home when he was free.

Meng Zhao followed Su Yangxia wherever she went to school. If they were not assigned to the same class, he would nag his parents to go to the school teacher to apply for a class change. If his parents refused to go, he would cry and say that he only had this one good friend and he would not have the heart to go to school if they were not in the same class. He would say a lot of things and shed a lot of tears. His parents spoiled him so he had to go to school to find the teacher.

After entering junior high school, Meng Zhao felt that Su Yangxia was getting closer and closer to him, and trusted him more and more, and the relationship between the two was getting better and better.

Su Yangxia gradually got used to Meng Zhao's presence. She would laugh and joke with Meng Zhao every day. She was much more cheerful than before and would also hook her arm around Meng Zhao's neck when going out to play and eat delicious food.

When they were in the third grade, Su Yangxia dragged Meng Zhao to look at the magazines his father had hidden. The magazines were full of beauties in swimsuits. The two ignorant teenagers flipped through the magazines curiously and timidly. Su Yangxia looked at the book curiously, and Meng Zhao looked at Su Yangxia curiously.

From then on, Meng Zhao felt that he had some different feelings towards Su Yangxia, but as an adolescent boy, he didn't understand that it was love. He only knew that every time Su Yangxia hugged his neck, his hair would stand on end and his whole body would tense up. When Su Yangxia spoke in his ear, his heartbeat would become very fast.

The year before Gu Shiye transferred to the school, he heard all sorts of messy rumors about himself and Su Yangxia in the school gossip. Meng Zhao suddenly realized that he had never known that a boy could like another boy, nor did he know that a boy could like another boy, or that a boy could be with another boy.

Meng Zhao was terrified at that time. This was like a bolt from the blue to the ignorant Meng Zhao. Meng Zhao was afraid, depressed, incredible, and confused. In the end, Meng Zhao felt that he was finished.

But Meng Zhao knew that Su Yangxia had always treated him as a good brother and a good friend, and he did so. Su Yangxia had no other friends.

Su Yangxia thought that Meng Zhao's kindness to him was what a good friend should do, but many of the things Meng Zhao did had already exceeded the boundaries of good friends.

As a good friend, Meng Zhao has been guarding Su Yangxia for more than ten years. He is Su Yangxia's only good friend, appearing when Su Yangxia needs him and disappearing when Su Yangxia doesn't need him.

This has always been the way Meng Zhao and Su Yangxia have been getting along. As long as Su Yangxia calls out Meng Zhao, Meng Zhao will come over with a silly smile on his face. If Su Yangxia shouts "get out", Meng Zhao will just roll away with a silly smile.

As time passed, the two men gradually grew up, from little teenagers to two teenagers over 1.8 meters tall. Their heights grew as if they were competing with each other.

Meng Zhao secretly made a decision in his heart. If Su Yangxia did not have a relationship or mentioned that she liked any girl during the past few years in school, Meng Zhao would find a suitable opportunity to confess to Su Yangxia after graduation.

However, unexpectedly, in the last year, Gu Shiye appeared. The appearance of this transfer student Gu Shiye disrupted all of Meng Zhao's plans.

He looked at Su Yangxia's peach blossom eyes. Those peach blossom eyes obediently and sensibly guessed their owner's heart. They were always looking at Gu Shiye, and her eyes could not be moved away every minute and every second. When Su Yangxia looked at Gu Shiye, there was light in her eyes.

Meng Zhao watched as the atmosphere between the two people became increasingly strange, and saw Su Yangxia showing an expression and concern towards Gu Shiye that she had never shown towards him before.

Meng Zhao knew that he was too familiar with that look and that feeling. That was the look Meng Zhao would have when he looked at Su Yangxia. This kind of look would only appear in Meng Zhao's eyes when Su Yangxia didn't look at Meng Zhao or didn't look at Meng Zhao.

Meng Zhao was hurt by the look in Su Yangxia's eyes when she looked at Shi Ye, but Meng Zhao also suddenly realized that Su Yangxia would not like him.

The ending of the story was already written at the beginning. Meng Zhao can only be the indispensable good friend in Su Yangxia's life, and can only be a good friend. If he must have another identity, it can only be a stranger.

Meng Zhao couldn't accept that Su Yangxia would become a stranger to him one day. He would rather be a stupid brother for the rest of his life and watch Su Yangxia from afar. At least he still had the opportunity to be good to Su Yangxia and treat Su Yangxia well as a good friend.

Later, after Meng Zhao realized that something was completely wrong between Su Yangxia and Gu Shiye, Meng Zhao deliberately distanced himself from Su Yangxia, trying to make himself feel less uncomfortable as much as possible and let Su Yangxia get along with Gu Shiye naturally.

In Meng Zhao's heart, Su Yangxia's happiness far exceeds all his own feelings.

In the end, Meng Zhao asked Liang Xiaoya for help. With Liang Xiaoya's presence, Meng Zhao had a suitable excuse not to get close to them.

When did he discover that Su Yangxia liked Gu Shiye? Meng Zhao thought, it was probably the time when Su Yangxia first invited Gu Shiye to watch him play basketball. Su Yangxia's expression at that time was very similar to his own shameless look back then.

Meng Zhao actually admired himself for being able to hide his feelings so well in front of a smart person like Gu Shiye.

But my behavior just now was too obvious, and I didn't have time to hide my emotions. I wonder if Gu Shiye will see anything.

Meng Zhao sneered. How come his control is getting worse as he gets older? He shook his head and smiled helplessly. Meng Zhao, you are really good. Meng Zhao, you are so fucking useless.