Fall in love with summer flamingos

"Where are we going?" Gu Shiye looked at Su Yangxia from the driver's seat.

Su Yangxia paused and asked, "Going back to Meng Zhao's house?"

Gu Shiye was lost in thought as he gripped the steering wheel. He looked at Su Yangxia with an unclear expression and asked, "Is your old house still there?"

Su Yangxia nodded: "It's still there, but I haven't been there for a long time."

Gu Shiye noticed that Su Yangxia was a little nervous. He knew that Su Yangxia had done something like that in the old house, and Su Yangxia might not want to go back there.

But Gu Shiye still wanted to slowly accompany Su Yangxia to face the past, so that he would not hide those painful memories in his heart.

"Then can we go and take a look?" Gu Shiye asked cautiously.

Su Yangxia glanced at Gu Shiye, frowning: "Okay, let's go."

Gu Shiye nodded, turned on the navigation and drove directly to Jinhu Community. He held Su Yangxia's hand and slowly climbed to the third floor.

Su Yangxia bent down and took out the key from under the mat. He paused and then slowly opened the door that had not been opened for many years.

Gu Shiye walked in first, and Su Yangxia followed him in and closed the door. The pungent smell of the old house penetrated his nostrils. The sofas and furniture in the living room were covered with dust-proof plastic sheets.

Gu Shiye stood in the living room and looked around. The house was still the same as before, without any changes, but it no longer had the atmosphere of life.

Su Yangxia tore off the plastic film on the sofa, walked to the door and turned on the water valve.

He went to the bathroom to run some water, wet a shriveled towel, came out and wiped the sofa carefully, and said to Gu Shiye, "Sit down first."

"Okay, stop wiping it and let's take a look." Gu Shiye said, grabbing Su Yangxia's hand.

Su Yangxia nodded: "Well, I'll put the towel back."

Gu Shiye stood up and walked to the photo wall, looking at the little boy in pink clothes on the wall.

In the photo, little Su Yangxia is smiling happily, with his loving parents beside him. It’s still the same photo full of happiness.

"Haven't you seen it?" Su Yangxia stood silently beside Gu Shiye and asked.

Gu Shiye looked at Su Yangxia: "I've seen it and I want to see it too. It's very cute."

Su Yangxia looked at the person in the photo, with an indescribable emotion on her face.

"Are your parents and sister okay?" Gu Shiye suppressed the sadness in his heart and asked Su Yangxia tentatively.

"My mother passed away, and my father took Su Nuan abroad." Su Yangxia said calmly.

"Dead?" Gu Shiye frowned and looked at Su Yangxia as if he knew the answer.

Su Yangxia said calmly: "Yes, late-stage breast cancer."

Gu Shiye's heart trembled. Su Yangxia was lying. He deliberately avoided the car accident. He still refused to tell himself the truth. He was still trying his best to avoid the past.

Su Yangxia still didn't want to face the truth, nor did she want to recall that painful experience. Gu Shiye felt very distressed.

"Then why don't you go abroad?" Gu Shiye asked again.

Su Yangxia looked at him and said seriously, "I like S City."

Gu Shiye nodded. He didn't plan to continue asking. Even if he continued asking, he wouldn't hear any truth from Su Yangxia. After all, the price of the truth was too heavy.

"Let's go to your room and take a look?" Gu Shiye turned around and pinched Su Yangxia's chin.

Su Yangxia nodded: "Okay."

Su Yangxia took Gu Shiye into her bedroom. Gu Shiye stood in the bedroom and looked around.

Gu Shiye saw a blurry photo with a missing corner stuck on the wall directly opposite the bed.

Su Yangxia glanced at the photo and said softly, "This is the photo on the bulletin board."

"When was it posted here?" Gu Shiye turned and looked at Su Yangxia.

Su Yangxia took two steps forward and wiped the dust off the photo: "It's been many years."

"Will you read it when you miss me?" Gu Shiye walked behind Su Yangxia and hugged him.

"Well, when I miss you, I can see it when I lie in bed with my eyes open." Su Yangxia moved his head and rubbed Gu Shiye's face.

Gu Shiye looked at the blurry photo and asked Su Yangxia, "Why don't you look at other photos?"

Su Yangxia's body froze, her shoulders tense. "My phone fell before."

"Why are you so careless?" Gu Shiye kissed the back of Su Yangxia's neck and said softly.

Gu Shiye felt very nervous and uncomfortable. He only found out a few days ago the real reason why Su Yangxia lost her cell phone. Su Yangxia almost jumped off a bridge six years ago.

Su Yangxia nudged him and put some distance between them. "Well, I'm careless. Don't you know? Don't hug too tightly. It's easy to rub the wound."

Gu Shiye refused to let go, still holding her tightly, and whispered in Su Yangxia's ear: "Liar."

"What liar?" Su Yangxia turned her head and looked at Gu Shiye's profile.

Gu Shiye turned Su Yangxia around so that she was facing him. "How did you drop your phone?"

Su Yangxia looked at Gu Shiye's eyes and instinctively felt that Gu Shiye knew something: "It happened six years ago. It happened on the bridge we went to a few days ago. He didn't hold on tightly and fell off the bridge."

"Oh? Why did you fall down?" Gu Shiye looked into Su Yangxia's eyes and prevented him from dodging.

Su Yangxia hugged Gu Shiye's neck to avoid his sight: "I just wanted to take a picture and didn't hold it firmly."

Gu Shiye pried Su Yangxia's arms apart and made him look at him: "Don't lie."

"I didn't lie." Su Yangxia struggled and tried to make excuses.

"Do you want to jump down following the phone?" Gu Shiye held Su Yangxia's face and looked at him. Su Yangxia's face was full of sadness.

Su Yangxia shook her head in panic, holding Gu Shiye's face, her voice full of anxiety: "No, really not."

Gu Shiye frowned, holding Su Yangxia tightly in his arms, and whispered in his ear with a trembling voice, "Did you think of me at that time? Did you think of living for me?"

"I didn't, Gu Shiye, I really didn't want to jump. My mind wasn't clear at that time, but I really didn't want to jump." Su Yangxia hugged Gu Shiye tightly and tried to explain to him.

At that time, Su Yangxia really had no intention of jumping, but the moment the phone fell into the water, Gu Shiye's face suddenly appeared on the water surface.

He felt that Gu Shiye in the water was smiling at him and waving to him. During that period, Su Yangxia was often a little confused and could not distinguish between dreams and reality.

For a long time, Su Yangxia would wake up from dreams at night and then reach out to touch the people around her.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, he would call Gu Shiye's name several times in a row. Sometimes he would mumble nonsense, saying things like "homework has not been finished yet", "Gu Shiye is going to be late", or other random things.

When no one responded for a long time, Su Yangxia would sit up in the middle of the night, and then slowly come to his senses, realizing that he and Gu Shiye had broken up and he was no longer living in Gu Shiye's house.

"Baby, when can you come back?" Gu Shiye hugged Su Yangxia's face and kissed him again and again, tears falling uncontrollably.

Su Yangxia raised her eyes and looked at Gu Shiye with tears in her eyes: "I'm back, Gu Shiye."

Gu Shiye shook his head vigorously, muttering aggrievedly, "No, my Xiaoxia, he won't tell me the secret in his heart."

Su Yangxia's chest suddenly shrank, and he was instantly shocked. He stared at Gu Shiye in a daze: "You, do you know anything?"

"I don't know, my heart tells me." Gu Shiye kissed Su Yangxia's lips, and he tasted the salty taste mixed with bitterness.

"You, give me some time, okay." Su Yangxia couldn't help but shed tears. He gently bit Gu Shiye's lips and said tremblingly.

Gu Shiye pressed down the back of Su Yangxia's head and kissed her hard. Gu Shiye didn't know how long the kiss lasted, and how many bitter tears he tasted before he trembled and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Su Yangxia felt dizzy and light-headed after being kissed by Gu Shiye. He pushed Gu Shiye away and said, "Stop kissing me. I can't stand anymore."

Gu Shiye smiled with tears on his face, brought Su Yangxia to the bed, and asked him to sit on the edge of the bed: "Then sit on the bed for a while, I think the bed is very clean."

Su Yangxia nodded: "Well, I come here to clean occasionally." He reached out and patted the clean quilt.

Gu Shiye sat beside Su Yangxia's desk and looked at his empty desktop: "The ornaments are gone."

Su Yangxia looked up at Gu Shiye and said, "It's in the drawer in front of you."

Gu Shiye glanced at Su Yangxia, reached out and opened the mahogany drawer, and saw a rabbit ornament and a laptop box.

Gu Shiye reached out and took out the box. He found it was very heavy. He looked at Su Yangxia and asked, "What is this?"

"Well, that was the laptop I was planning to give you at that time." Su Yangxia looked at Gu Shiye and said lightly.

Gu Shiye's throat tightened and he was a little surprised. He didn't know when Su Yangxia bought it, nor did he know that Su Yangxia planned to give him a laptop.

Su Yangxia sighed and said with some regret: "I bought it before the exam and planned to give it to you, but then your brother came suddenly and you left suddenly.