Finally, things got a little better and Su Yutang was willing to eat.

At this moment, Su Hanhai and Mrs. Su suddenly ran over in a hurry and mentioned Nanyu again.

"Yutang, something bad has happened..." Su Hanhai's face looked grim, as if something big had happened.

Su Yutang raised her head and became nervous as well: "What happened?"

Su Hanhai said anxiously: "Nanyu is lost, Dad lost him..."

Su Yutang stood up suddenly, "Dad, what are you talking about? What do you mean by lost?"

Su Hanhai sighed heavily: "Yutang, I'm sorry. I originally wanted to follow Nanyu. If he died outside, I would have someone bring him back and bury him properly in our Su family cemetery. That way, you will have a place to visit him in the future."

Su Yutang's breathing stopped for a moment. Her father actually...had sent people to follow Nan Yu?

"Who knew..." Su Hanhai couldn't help but feel annoyed, "Who knew that he seemed to know that someone was following him and left my people behind."

Su Yutang's eyes tightened: "Then where was the last place you followed him?"

Mrs. Su stepped forward and held her daughter's cold hand. "It was the orphanage in Rongcheng, and then she followed him to the beach, but she lost him there."

Su Hanhai took over the conversation, his tone heavy: "Nanyu... He may have jumped into the sea. Dad sent people to look for him for a whole day and night, but couldn't find his body..."

"If we can't find the body, there won't even be a cemetery..."

Mrs. Su couldn't help but shed tears, which dripped onto the back of Su Yutang's hand.

Su Yutang was suddenly stunned.

Jump into the sea?

Did he finally choose to end his life by jumping into the sea?

Nan Yu is proud and arrogant. If he wants to die, he will not let anyone know. He will choose a deserted place and end everything cleanly and neatly without leaving even a corpse.

But at the last moment of his life, he actually went to the orphanage where he grew up.

He wandered around all his life, but in the end he still had no home.

Su Yutang lowered her head and tears fell again.

Su Hanhai and Mrs. Su were a little at a loss.

Madam Su asked softly, "Yutang, what should we do?"

Su Yutang shook her head: "Forget it if we can't find it, let's just build a tombstone for him..."

Su Hanhai nodded: "That's the only way."

Back in the room, Su Yutang returned to her depressed state.

Bo Jingzhou originally thought that he had seen signs of improvement, but because of the news about Su Hanhai and Mrs. Su, everything was back to square one.

At night, the four little treasures crowded in the corridor like four little quails, staring at the people in the room.

Dabao was still holding the storybook in his hand, while Sanbao and Sibao were standing on tiptoe to look.

Erbao whispered, "Daddy, is Mommy okay?"

Bo Jingzhou slowly approached and touched their little heads one by one: "Mommy needs to calm down. You can sleep by yourselves tonight, okay?"

The four little guys nodded reluctantly and left, looking back every few steps.

Bo Jingzhou waited until they all left before turning and walking towards Su Yutang's room. This time, he got on her bed without Su Yutang's consent.

Su Yutang was a little surprised to see him coming up, but she didn't say much and just let him go.

She really couldn't sleep now and needed someone to accompany her.

Bo Jingzhou couldn't hear the sound, so he took the initiative to say, "If you want to cry, just lean on me and cry."

As he said that, he patted his shoulder and said, "Tonight."

He told himself that this was the last time he would tolerate her crying for another man, and when the sun rose tomorrow, he would not give Nan Yu any space to occupy her thoughts.

Su Yutang shook her head. She could no longer cry, but she felt a little sad.

But she still leaned lightly on Bo Jingzhou's shoulder.

Bo Jingzhou felt the weight on his shoulders, waiting for the expected sobbing.

However, a few minutes passed and the room remained quiet.

Is this so sad that you can't even cry?

Bo Jingzhou frowned. Holding it in like this was not good for his health.

He asked, "Can you really not forget Nanyu?"

Su Yutang moved slightly on his shoulder: "It's impossible to forget it just by wanting to. Nanyu and I have known each other for so many years..."

Bo Jingzhou clenched his hands into fists, his knuckles turning white.

Yes, for so many years, before he appeared, Nan Yu had already been in Su Yutang's life.

Those shared memories, those days of fighting side by side, those pasts that he could never be a part of...

It seems that the position that Nan Yu occupies in her heart is a position that Bo Jingzhou can never reach.

"Don't think about it. I feel uncomfortable too when you are like this," he said.

Su Yutang didn't understand: "Why are you upset?"

Of course, it hurts to see you so sad about Nanyu’s departure.

She had no idea that he was going crazy with jealousy.

Bo Jingzhou sighed softly.

"At least... he left on his own terms."

"I know, but I can't help it..." Her voice broke and she suddenly couldn't continue.

Bo Jingzhou felt a dull pain in his chest.

Su Yutang continued: "Do you know why I didn't look for him?"

Bo Jingzhou's jawline tightened. He didn't want to know why at all. He was simply afraid of seeing the body. This way he could deceive himself that Nan Yu was still alive. But he still asked, "Why?"

Su Yutang said slowly: "Last time I went to the no-man's land, I thought he could still be saved, but this time... I knew there was no way, so I didn't send anyone to look for him."

Nan Yu didn't want her to see him die, and she didn't want to see him die in front of her either, but she was powerless to do anything.

There is no need to look for it now.

Su Hanhai said that Lian Nanyu's body had been lost, and no one knew where he was now. He wondered if he was lying alone on the cold seabed somewhere, or washed up on an unknown beach by the tide...

When this thought came to her mind, she couldn't help but feel sad for Nan Yu.

She imagined that his life should be to build a happy family with his beloved girl and live a happy life.

Instead of like now...

Su Yutang paused and continued, "But I will still be very sad. I have lost my best friend and partner."

Best friend, and partner.

These two names came out of her mouth lightly, but hit Bo Jingzhou's heart hard.

Is that all?

"What about me?" Bo Jingzhou heard himself asking, his heart beating a little faster, "Who am I?"

"You?" Su Yutang was stunned for a moment, then said, "You are the daddy of the little ones."

"anything else?"

"What else?"

Bo Jingzhou wanted to hear a unique answer: "What am I to you?"

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