From school uniform to wedding dress, but I don't want to marry you anymore

In fact, Gu Sili never wanted to stop his mother.

He just felt that he would never see his mother again and wanted to hug her one last time.

His mother never hugged him.

However, the boy who opened his arms was greeted by a heart-breaking kick from his mother who had done her best.

This is not enough.

Seeing Gu Sili lying on the ground in pain, Gu Sili's mother rushed over and continued to punch and kick the boy.

"You bastard! You still want to stop me from running?! You deserve to die just like your father! You both deserve to die! You should go to hell together! Go to hell!"

Gu Sili's mother's eyes turned red.

She picked up a sturdy wooden stool and smashed it against her son's head.

With a scream, a cut instantly appeared on the eight-year-old Gu Sili's scalp, and he fainted completely.

Uncle Gu sent his brother to the hospital and only returned to the village after he had been recuperating for two or three days.

As soon as I entered the yard, I saw my nephew Gu Sili lying in the middle of the yard, covered in blood.

And his sister-in-law had long disappeared.

Uncle Gu rushed Gu Sili to the hospital for emergency treatment and called on the villagers to go look for his sister-in-law.

But this woman ran away and never came back.

From then on, Gu Sili really became a motherless child.

His father lost his wife and was devastated.

When they had food and drink, they would exchange it for money to drink and gamble.

Sometimes, he would take his anger out on Gu Sili.

During Gu Sili's childhood, there was almost no good flesh on his body.

Unable to bear the beating, he ran to the thatched hut and hid for a while.

“I spend the most time in the thatched hut in the summer and fall.”

Gu Sili found a comfortable position and lay on Yun Ning's legs with a calm expression, as if he was talking about someone else's business. "Because the weather is hot in the summer, we can go to the river to catch some fish and shrimp and grill them. In the autumn, the crops are ripe and there are many wild fruits. We can be self-sufficient."

But when winter came, it was cold and hungry.

He had to go home and endure his father's anger and abuse in order to steal some food and fill his stomach.

"..."

Yun Ning didn't expect that in addition to the hard life Gu Sili had to endure when he was a child, he also had to endure such abuse.

In fact, many childhood shadows are like a heavy background on the canvas of life.

No matter how hard you try to paint it as an adult, that dark tone will always emerge faintly through the cracks of time.

Yun Ning held Gu Sili's hand tightly, not knowing what to say.

Because no words can describe or comfort the pain he has suffered.

Gu Sili said more and more: "After I went to school, the situation got better."

Junior high school is the time for growth.

Gu Sili became stronger and sometimes could catch a lot of fish and eels in the river.

I can sell most of them and earn some living expenses.

A small portion can be left for Second Aunt.

At that time, there was a group of ignorant hooligans who were jealous of Gu Sili's good looks and academic performance. When they learned that his family was poor and his father was a gambler and alcoholic, they began to bully him.

Gu Sili, who has grown into a young man, begins to show his ruthless style.

The young man simply used his fists to pin the group of people to the ground and forced them to eat grass, and became the boss of that area.

Later, Gu Sili was admitted to high school.

Life became much more difficult.

The school is closed and the course schedule is very tight.

Even if Gu Sili had mastered all the knowledge, he was not allowed to leave the school.

He has no money to buy food.

When I was growing taller, I didn’t get enough nutrition and I felt dizzy from hunger almost every afternoon.

If it weren't for the second aunt of the Gu family, who often asked Gu Wei to bring some pocket money to Gu Sili, or steamed buns and vegetable dumplings, Gu Sili even felt that he would starve to death in high school.

The situation improved only after I went to college.

There are many opportunities in big cities, and Gu Sili can use his spare time to work part-time and earn money.

With Su Qian's secret support, he even had some extra money to send back to his second aunt's home.

However, mentioning Su Qian at this time would spoil Yun Ning's mood, so Gu Sili concealed the fact that Su Qian helped him.

Yun Ning was moved when she heard this.

I couldn't help but reach out and rub Gu Sili's eyebrows, trying to smooth out his frown.

She comforted from the bottom of her heart: "Everything will be fine."

Gu Sili nodded: "Everything will be fine, it's fine now."

He raised his eyes and looked at Yun Ning steadily: "I have told you countless times before that I don't want children because I have never seen good parents."

"So, I don't know how to be a qualified parent. Raising a child requires not only physical care, but also mental care. If a child doesn't feel happy after giving birth, then it's better not to give birth to him."

"..."

Yun Ning was silent.

It turns out that Gu Sili didn't want children for this reason.

But what's wrong with the child?

Since she came to this world, she should have the right to see this world.

What's more, Yun Ning had never thought about raising a child with Gu Sili.

She also believes that she can still give her daughter enough love on her own.

But all this is impossible now.

Her child has long passed away.

And she herself had also made plans to leave.

Feeling sad, Yun Ning was suddenly pressed down by Gu Sili.

The dry thatch pricked the girl's cheeks and made them itchy.

She looked at the man on her body and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"Giving birth is painful, but I still enjoy making children."

Gu Sili unzipped her heavy down jacket and a gust of cold wind blew in.

Yun Ning shuddered and glared at the man angrily: "It's so cold today, and you dare to think about it!"

Gu Sili kissed Yun Ning's lips and coaxed her, "It used to be just me here, but from today on, you'll be here too. Let's leave some traces together, okay?"

Looking at the man's sincere eyes, Yun Ning's chest moved slightly.

She felt that on this night with the howling cold wind, she seemed to have briefly touched the scarred heart of this man.

Before Yun Ning could come back to her senses, she was attacked by a barrage of kisses.

The heavy clothes were stripped off piece by piece.

Yun Ning's frail body was turned over by the man.

I couldn't help but let out a sob from my throat.

Yun Ning raised her head, and with her hazy vision, she saw the stars far away in the sky through the dilapidated thatched roof.

Gu Sili leaned close to her ear, breathing hotly: "Yun Ning, I hate it most when others abandon me, you won't do that, right?"

Yun Ning shuddered and immediately replied, "Of course not."

"good."

Gu Sili seemed to have gotten the answer he wanted.

He pinched the girl's waist with satisfaction and sank into it with her.